Two of the Best

Alex’s POV:
I woke up, tears streaming down my face as the visions of the dream haunted me. I started to sob quietly into my hands, I didn’t want anyone to hear me. I barely noticed the fact that I was lying in one of the bunkers. I picked up my phone and went to my chat with Raven.
Alex- I’m sorry, it has been so short and I’ve already failed.
I didn’t even wait for a response. I put down my phone and slowly got up, grabbing my purse and making sure I stayed quiet. I rushed into the bathroom and closed the door silently, locking it behind me. I stared at my reflection in the mirror for a few seconds. I double my size from that one meal. I pushed everything aside in my purse until I felt that cold metal against my fingers. I took out the razor and pulled up both of my sleeves, but then paused. I shouldn’t do this, but I want to, I need to.
“I’m sorry Andy…” I whispered. I dragged the razor across my arm 9 times. ‘Worthless’. I added 7 more. ‘Clingy’. Another 13 more. ‘Slut. Whore.’ 6 more. ‘Bitch’. 3 more. ‘Pathetic’. Another 3 more. ‘Fat’. I stared at my arms as the warm, crimson blood dripped down the sides of my arm. I did the same to my other arm until I felt my arms and hands shaking. The last one. The one for disappointing Andy. I dragged it across my skin slowly, cringing softly at it. This one was the deepest. I sank down against the wall, sobbing. I’m so, so sorry Andy. I felt myself become lightheaded slowly and then the banging on the door started. I’m so, so sorry Raven.

Notes

Hey. So another chapter from me. I hope you guys like it and again, it was depressing and sad.
Love you all.
<3 Alex