Two of the Best

Alex’s POV:

Everything went black after I started to feel super light headed. Was this actually it? Was I dead? Did I finally stop being a pussy and do it?

My eyes slowly fluttered open to hear singing, and seeing that Jinxx was looking at me wide eyed. No. I didn’t do it. I’m still here.
“Hey guys, why am I on the couch?” I ask them, my lip trembling slightly. God-fucking-damnit. I looked at Raven and she gave me a look.
“You two both sounded lovely...b-but...why am I still alive?” I barely was able to finish before I started sobbing. I really thought that it was the end for me. Raven came over and hugged me but I laid still. I felt totally weak everywhere.
“You are alive because there are people that care about you,” Andy said and I bit my lip again, gently shaking my head to myself. If people cared about me then why would my own parents do that to me? Why would people tell me to go drink bleach every single day? Andy picked me up and carried me to the bunks.
“You are beautiful and perfect. I don’t want to loose you Alex. You are an amazing person and deserve so much. I just want to be there for you and protect you. Alex. I love you so much. Please, don’t ever do this again. For me?” Andy said and I felt myself blush, the tears slowing but they still dripped from my eyes.
“I-I’ll try, for you…” I wanted to add something else, but I didn’t. I wanted to tell him a few hours ago I said I would try and I already failed. I looked at him for a second before nuzzling into his chest, slowly drifting to sleep. I wasn’t alone. The dreams wouldn’t be here this time. The only dream that I dreamt was of cute kittens playing. That was the best dream in so many years.


When I woke up, Andy was there, sleeping right next to me with his arms around me. I clicked on my phone and checked the time. 1 in the morning. What time did I go to sleep at anyways? I looked around the bunk room slightly, seeing that a few people were missing. CC and Raven at least.
Alex- Hey, where are you?

Her phone buzzed across the room and I raised an eyebrow, why wouldn’t she take her phone?

Notes

Hey so can we all just appreciate the amazing job that Raven did on the last chapter? It had me crying and my eyes are still wet from the tears. Thank you so much for being such an awesome coauthor, Raven.
<3 Alex