Carolyns POV

i had been asleep for ages. i didnt want to wake up but the bus would be here soon. so i put my trackies on, my baggy green day top on and shoved my hair into a rough pony tail. after putting a thin layer of foundation on and a tiny flicks to the end of my eyeliner, i snuggled back into my bed.
"Bus is here!" JJ ran into my room scooped me up and carried me on to the bus. i was kicking and being restless as i tired to make him put me down, but no. thing about my amazing little, well tall, JJ was that he wasnt a quitter. he was passionate about anything he believed in and would always look after us all, he was a babe.
"oh shit, you woke her up, rhys we need to hid! shes gunna explode!" lily said as she took a seat next to me.
Rhys was her older bro, so it was cool having him around, he practically adopted me so i was like nawr. he came ovver and sat on my lap, liek usual.
"nah, she l o v e s me! she doesnt have the heart to kill me!" rhys said smiling at me sweetly
"dont be too sure, and oi i just put all the bags and other stuff on! now come on or we will be late!" dan ran on to the bus sayin, he was breathless.

half way through the journey, when me and jj were all happy watching V For Vendetta, i got a text from mr gaskarth.
guess what the cat puked up on warped grounds - Alex
what? oh my please tell me its escape the fate! - Carolyn
well yeah they are here, but i meant, the BVB bus just pulled up...time to face the past again - Alex
seriously! oh yay! -.- oh well il ignore him, hes not in my life anymore, new chapter right? -Carolyn
thats right now i got go calm the guys down before we are sent home, we saved youa space next to our bus! hurry up! - Alex
we ae literally just parking up in about ten - Carolyn

"oh yay. lily as soon as we get there, i need to go to the stage ok? we are up right after all time low! theyre on in about two hours and i need a proper sound check" i said as lily sat down with a box of pop tarts.
"urm okay, can i take these?" she gestured to the pop tarts and i simply nodded. then we went to go get ready. if Ashley was here, i needed to look impressive.

I did more to my eyeliner, made it thicker and flicks longer. i teased my fringe and let the rest down to follow its natural waves. i picked up my black ripped skinny jeans and my kiss tshirt, i put all my bracelets in to hid certains things and went in search for my good old converse that Dan got me for my birthday. i picked up a black beanie and headed out the bus with lily towards the stage. the atmosphere on the staeg with out a crowd was awesome let alone with it! oh god i was in love. we had our mics turned up so the rest of the bands who had sets here could hear us. the guitars were on point, lily was shreadin that bass, jj was going crazy on drums and my vocals were close to perfect.
"well this isnt the caro-woo-woo i remember!" i heard a deep voice shout from the middle of the field.
"oh shit! Andy! oh my god! youve hardly changed!" i screamed i jumped off stage and run towards him, getting bear hugged as i reached him
"wow, i missed you whats it been four years now?" he said
"yeah...four years,"
"why did yoou leave?" andy put on a sad and concerned face
"ash didnt tell you? about fucking Barbie?!"
"it honestly wasnt like that... i promise it wasnt-"
"andy we have to do this another time, i need to practise with my band. so sorry il meet you later," i said and ran away back to my place on stage, where we went through one more song. a cover of know your enemy by green day and we even had time to do a cover of iris - goo goo dolls. yeah we rocked it.

as i went to walk off stage ashley had started to walk quickly over towards me with cc jake jinxx and andy by his side.
"fuck..." i muttered under my breath, when all my boys in mine and lilys band came behind us and put their arms around us, like they always did when trouble was about to start. next thing i know alex and atl where walking over to. all i could do i was push the guys of me and run. i was tired of running but i cant do this.

i ran for about ten minutes when a voice came up behind me.
"Carolyn?" the voice asked questioning...it was ash
"A- Ashley.." i replied shocked to see his beautiful eyes stare back into mine again
" i need to explain..."
"yeah. needed to four years ago!" i screamed then i stared to walk off again, when i got pulled behind a tour bus.