My nightmare world
CHAPTER FIFTHTEEN : THEY TAUGHT ME YOUTH AND WHISKEY
Four years later
Carolyns POV
things were completely different now. in this time frame, i was so different. i had a lip piercing and a nose piercing now, and even a pair of plugs. my hairhad got a bit longer and now i alwasy had it wavy. it was still blonde and was blue, purple and bits of pink. makeup was dark and i had tattoos now. one on my wrist, that said 'leo' and one on the other side 'saviour' but that wasnt it. i had a butterfly skull thing on my hip and also skull and cross bones behind my ear, the same as alex. i still wore the same stuff but i to a different extent.
one things that hasnt changd... the dreams. the only difference now is i dont have them every night. now its about four times aweek. it could be worse but yeah. and now they dont go into so much detail which im happy about. it means i was finally moving on. thing is there is alwasy one thing i dont know how to move on from. Ashley.
after i ran away and left ash i was a mess. and thing got worse from there...until i resorted to self harm. i wish i didnt but i didnt know what esle to do...tattoos were gunna cover the scars up but until then, i wore mountains of bracelets to hid them from others who didnt know.
i was now in LA, hollywood baby! and i had began my very own band. its called Where's Wonderland and its me, and four other people. weirdly all guys apart from one, the other girl was called lily. she was alot like me but girly. she had brown hair with a streak of red. she was our bassist. and the other three were Dan (the drummer) Rhys (the guitarist) and JJ (the second guitarist) we were really getting somewhere. this summer we were headlining Vans Warp tour! we would be along side all time low! i have no idea who else was gunna be there but...all i know nothing could spoilt it .
Carolyns POV
things were completely different now. in this time frame, i was so different. i had a lip piercing and a nose piercing now, and even a pair of plugs. my hairhad got a bit longer and now i alwasy had it wavy. it was still blonde and was blue, purple and bits of pink. makeup was dark and i had tattoos now. one on my wrist, that said 'leo' and one on the other side 'saviour' but that wasnt it. i had a butterfly skull thing on my hip and also skull and cross bones behind my ear, the same as alex. i still wore the same stuff but i to a different extent.
one things that hasnt changd... the dreams. the only difference now is i dont have them every night. now its about four times aweek. it could be worse but yeah. and now they dont go into so much detail which im happy about. it means i was finally moving on. thing is there is alwasy one thing i dont know how to move on from. Ashley.
after i ran away and left ash i was a mess. and thing got worse from there...until i resorted to self harm. i wish i didnt but i didnt know what esle to do...tattoos were gunna cover the scars up but until then, i wore mountains of bracelets to hid them from others who didnt know.
i was now in LA, hollywood baby! and i had began my very own band. its called Where's Wonderland and its me, and four other people. weirdly all guys apart from one, the other girl was called lily. she was alot like me but girly. she had brown hair with a streak of red. she was our bassist. and the other three were Dan (the drummer) Rhys (the guitarist) and JJ (the second guitarist) we were really getting somewhere. this summer we were headlining Vans Warp tour! we would be along side all time low! i have no idea who else was gunna be there but...all i know nothing could spoilt it .
My music is psychic. If a chapter is named after a song, or a song is referenced, more often than not the song plays on my phone. Happened with Carolyn.
10/12/17