My nightmare world
CHAPTER FOURTEEN : WHO CAN SAVE ME NOW
Carolyns POV
after me and aelx talekd about th nightmares...he hugged me tight and then began to sing me remembering sunday.. that song always helped me through. so did alex to be fair.
soon it was time fo us to go and watch bvb play. i was so pumped to see my ash play, he always cheered me up when he sang or played to me, he told me the songs so i knew what to sing along to. jack was skipping around happily, smiling and dancing. he grabbed my hand.
"Carolyn! time to dance baby girl!" he said spinning me around as he said
"you know i worry about you sometimes...." i replied
"oh you just jelly that alex is all mine! jalex forever bubs!"
"you and cc would be the most energetic couple ever!" alex picked me up in a piggy back and and started to dance along... but what i saw next ruined everything.
Ashley was back stage with the band...but he had some other girl all over him. they were really kissing, proper going for it. i stood there in shock after forcing alex to put me down. jake looked towards me, looked straight at me and hit ash to make him stop... ash stared at me...got the plastic barbie doll of a woman off of him then went to stand up to walk over, explain why his tongue was down some strangers throat.
"Stay away from me!" i screamed and ran towards the BVB bus to grab my things. i packed my bag as fast as i could, and ran off the bus with my bags. i booked a plane ticket on my way to say bye and sorry to alex. then i booked a taxi.i cant stay here not with ashely here.
"im going. i cant stay here. im going to the air port, the cabs on its way. i can not be near him...not after...i todl him everything...." i began to feel gentle tears well up in my eyes.
"ok bub, im not letting him get away with this, i swear - " alex began to say
"leave it. i dont want to know anything about him. i knew what kind of guy he was, im gunna go. im sorry. and if ash asks... tell him i cant do this anymore. its over, he can have her."
"fuck the cab, cancel it! imma drive you!" rian called. and all of the alt boys drove me there, they stopped their set, to make sure i was ok. these are the ones who love me.
ash and me were over, i cant do this. me and him its all ended. he wanted someone else...it was my fault me and ashley purdy are over...i cant believe it ended like this.
after me and aelx talekd about th nightmares...he hugged me tight and then began to sing me remembering sunday.. that song always helped me through. so did alex to be fair.
soon it was time fo us to go and watch bvb play. i was so pumped to see my ash play, he always cheered me up when he sang or played to me, he told me the songs so i knew what to sing along to. jack was skipping around happily, smiling and dancing. he grabbed my hand.
"Carolyn! time to dance baby girl!" he said spinning me around as he said
"you know i worry about you sometimes...." i replied
"oh you just jelly that alex is all mine! jalex forever bubs!"
"you and cc would be the most energetic couple ever!" alex picked me up in a piggy back and and started to dance along... but what i saw next ruined everything.
Ashley was back stage with the band...but he had some other girl all over him. they were really kissing, proper going for it. i stood there in shock after forcing alex to put me down. jake looked towards me, looked straight at me and hit ash to make him stop... ash stared at me...got the plastic barbie doll of a woman off of him then went to stand up to walk over, explain why his tongue was down some strangers throat.
"Stay away from me!" i screamed and ran towards the BVB bus to grab my things. i packed my bag as fast as i could, and ran off the bus with my bags. i booked a plane ticket on my way to say bye and sorry to alex. then i booked a taxi.i cant stay here not with ashely here.
"im going. i cant stay here. im going to the air port, the cabs on its way. i can not be near him...not after...i todl him everything...." i began to feel gentle tears well up in my eyes.
"ok bub, im not letting him get away with this, i swear - " alex began to say
"leave it. i dont want to know anything about him. i knew what kind of guy he was, im gunna go. im sorry. and if ash asks... tell him i cant do this anymore. its over, he can have her."
"fuck the cab, cancel it! imma drive you!" rian called. and all of the alt boys drove me there, they stopped their set, to make sure i was ok. these are the ones who love me.
ash and me were over, i cant do this. me and him its all ended. he wanted someone else...it was my fault me and ashley purdy are over...i cant believe it ended like this.
My music is psychic. If a chapter is named after a song, or a song is referenced, more often than not the song plays on my phone. Happened with Carolyn.
10/12/17