Goodbye Agony

I awoke to the sound of the fire alarm.I jumped out of bed and ran out of my room.'Darn thing.'Dad said as he swatted away the smoke on the pan.He noticed me standing there in a hobo style and smiled.'Good morning son.'He greeted me.I slid into a chair and he placed some toast and burned sausage on my plate.I gulped the orange juice that relieved my throats burning sensation.He held the news paper in his hands and I read the cover.'Criminal druggie on the loose.'I dropped the sausage and started to choke.'You alright Andrew?'my dad said after my coughing fit was over.I shook my hand in response and sat up again.I scarfed down the remainder of my breakfast and excused myself.As I made sure I was completely alone I dialed the number.
"Hello."His crooked vpice said.
"I cant so this anymore sir."I informed.
"Dont you throw back on me Biersack."He said now more alert.
"This isnt what i want anymore."i pleaded.
"You know what happens if you back out."Chills went down my spine as i remembered the events of a month ago.
"Is there any other way i can stop the transactions and not be that involved?"I asked more slightly afraid.
"Well there is something i have in mind.Still got them lyrics?"He sounded interested.
"Yea.But i still need someone to help me with the drums and guitar.I can play drums and my guitar is only a slight distracion."i slupmed on my bean bag.
"Dony worry i got that covered."He said deviously.
I had no idea what to do.But if it meant having myself and my family safe. I was all to it.
I hung up after he adresses me an appointment.'Andrew.Church in 30.'My dad yelled from downstairs.I hustled to get my clothes.As I stared at my completion in the mirror I sighed.My eyes had bags and my pale face made me look like a druggie.I pulled the sleeves of my grey button up shirt upward as I splashed water on my face.I gripped the sink in frustration.'Your such a screw up.How dare you encriminate your family this way.'My brain was racing with that one thought.I opened my eyes and let out a restrained huff.I plugged in my straightener and worked on getting my belt straight.I dont hate church.Its just that they make me feel excluded just because of my appearance.I mean I'm completely normal despite that I wear eyeliner and have long black hair.But fuck it this was me.I passed the straightener through my hair a couple a times and finally and lastly by bangs.Perfecto.I cheered in my brain.I washed my teeth and ruffled my hair a bit.I added deoderant and cologne on my body and slipped on my black converse.I looked at myself in the mirror.Grey shirt.Black skinnies.Black converse.Andy bracelet and finally my black cross that hung in the bottom of my shirt.I carefully added the thick layer of eyeliner i always wore and madey eyes mezmerize.I slupmed down the stairs and saw my dad down and ready.The keys jiggled in his hands as he paced back and forth.I cleared my throat and he looked at me.'Ready?'he asked.I nodded and he tossed me the keys.Making my way to the door he followed me outside.I started up the car and placed the bibles in the backseat.We still had time.I drive slowly and steady along the familiar path.One hand supporting my tired head.As I parked in the parking lot of the Christ Church Cathedral.I noticed a black with blue car park fairly close.I exited the car and so did my dad.I carried the bibles in one hand and the keys in the other.It wasn't until I entered the gate that I noticed a long raven haired figure stanging in front of me.The person was blocking the entrance and the bell had already rung."Excuse me...person."I said quietly unsure of what this person was.The stranger turned around and I nearly mistook my words."Names Ashley."the man said.He had a slight glimer in his brown eyes as he awaited my answer."Andy Biersack."I responded after escaping my little daze."Woah deep voice you got there.And go ahead."He said shocked but respectfully slid to the side.I walked in and took my seat.Dad skidded beside me and patted my knee.I smiled a bit and heard a jingle.*click**clack**click**clack**click*.I turned to see Ashley sliding into a pew and again the jingle.It was getting me annoyed but I really could care less.Soon the priest came and started his introduction.As usualy voice boomed though out the large church.This is why I didn't join chior.My voice would make the windows explode.But as the lecture came I felt as if I was being watched.I figetted in my seat.More and more did the burning sensation grow.As the ache on my body grew to turn around I did.I caught him.Ashley.Staring right into my eyes.I blinked a few times.Dif-did he just wink at me?my brain asked itself.No Andy no stop it no no no.

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