Goodbye Agony

^Ashley^

I kept watching him.His moves.The way he flipped his hair.Everything.Damn it everything.He was the description of a unique person.My eyes were like lasers tracing his back.I saw as his head began to move.I wanted to stop looking but I couldn't.His eyes.I finally got a good look at them.Blue like the color of my jeans.A simple yet perfect shade of blue.Rimmed with black eyeliner.Making them seem even more captivating.I decided to go over the edge.I closed my right eye.Winking at the beautiful man.He seemed shocked yet shy upon my act of flirting.His cheeks could be seen.Hearing up into a rosey color just like his lips.Good that made him even more handsome.He turned around to face the preacher.He looks so taken back with this.Of course I still dont know why I came to this place.I was 21 with no job,money,or home.My parents you could ask were dead.Died when I was younger.Raised by humble yet badass grandparents in a farm.I was seeking for guidance into a acceptable community.But still i couldn't find the place where I belonged.The only reason I stopped here was to see if they had room to spare this fellow no giving shit about religion outcast.But once my eyes met with thus boy Andy,I remembered his name.I had the urge to stay even more than I had too.Finally throughout the whole boring sermon of the priest we were released.I got up and shook the congregatios hand.Old ladies eyed me up and down like a price if trash.As I finally got up to the priest he had put his robe away.
"Excuse me pastor?"i asked respectfully.
"Yes my son."he responded sounding old and fragile.Jeez he called me son.What a genteman.
"May i have a word with you?"I said still speaking to his back.
"Surely.Ah.Andy could you help me too my office?"He finally turned around and i stifined as Andy stood next to me.He was tall.
"Sure father."Andy respinded so casually.And carried the old mans box.
We walked following the old man.It seemed so far away to get to our destination. As we entered the office I scented the smell of a nursing home.Yuck.
"Take a seat.Andy serve us some water if you will."Andy seemed to obey in fear.I shrugged of my nervousness.I took the water gratefully from Andy with a smile.Brushing my fingers with his purposly.He blushed the tiniest bit and stood by the door.
"What is ypur buisness here son?"the priest said as he fixed his glasses.
"Well my names Ashley.And i was wondering if i could have a place to stay here.At the convent i mean."I stumbled over my words.
"Well you seem a little out of shape."He said as he eyed me from across his wooden desk.
As i started to shrug off my jacket he stood up.
"I want you out.Now.Get away from this holy place you demon."Ge spat.I frize.What happened to this dude.
"That star is a satanic star meaning you worship the Devil.You sinful deviant."He roared.
I was taken abacj and looked over my arms.Sure enough my tattooed elbow had the star in view.I scurried up from the chair and up to my feet.
"Out.Now.And dont come back here unless you want Gods forgivness!"I ran out before he even had a chance to continue cursing me.
I ran far enough to not ve near his office or the alter.
"Ashley.Wait!"i heard a voice.I turned around just as i was about to step outside.
"You still need a place to stay?"he asked as he grabbed my shoulder.I nodded yes befors the tears even got to reach their peak.
*Dinner at the Biersack household*
"So i see your in a young age Ashley."Mrs.Biersack complimented.
"Actually Mrs.Biersack I'm 21."I informed her and took a bite of my salad.Mr.Biersack seemed to choke.
"But you look so young.How so?"She gushed.
"I guess it comes from my mothers genes.She was so young looking,even if she aged she always had a glowing health face."i cooed over my mothers memory.
"Well i would certainly like to meet her one day."She patted my hand.
I placed my fork down.And stared at my forearm.
"Mom"i said in my head.Or so I thought so.
"Oh im sorry.I didnt mean to get you sad.My condelenses."She said sadly.
I excused myself and asked to go to the restroom.As i sat at the edge of the bathtub i cried silent tears.After a moment or two.I went back down.Still sufferibg in my heart.But not outside.

Notes

Will update later on tonight.So stat calm.