Goodbye Agony

^Andy^

I tiptoed into my bedroom.It was late.Very late.My parents were asleep.I could here Dad's snoring from even the outside of our house in Ohio.I shut the door as quietly as possible.Letting out a sigh of relief I twirled my feet on the rolling chair.I had made good money today. Almost 3 grand.I had some merch left but decided against keeping it.I went into my bathroom and carelessly threw the packets into the toilet.Flushing it I stripped out of my clothes.That were stained with small patches of white.Due to the powder that had landed on me.I turned on the water.Letting the smoke observe the mirror.My reflection became as blurry as my whole life.We were desperate in the finances.Dad had been injured and mom was barely played enough to maintain our household.I entered the shower and hissed.The warm water had made its way to my forearms and thighs.I turned the knob in an action to cool the water a bit.Soon the water was mid temped.I lavashed my black hair.I needed to dye it soon.The black was getting my blonde roots again.I took the showers gel and massaged my slim body.Making sure any traces got off my sorrow filled soul.I felt my eyes sting from the fresh tears.I sat on the floor and buried my head between my knees.'I dont want to be this way.'I repeated to myself silently.I turned the water off and stood up in a zombie fashion.Spacing out was one of my many activities.I grabbed the towel and dried of my body.As I dried my lower region I saw blood.Escaping my thighs.'Fuck'I breathed.I fumbled to wrap the gauze but taped it together soon enough. Walikg into the room I place my dirty clothes into the hamper.It was the early hours of Saturday.Perfect.I starred into the arising sun and started to sketch.I shifted a bit from my position.My legs I used as support slid down a little as the windows frame became slippery at my socks.I saw the familiar rosey orange color rise and moved my finger delacatly along the detailed pattern.I knew my eyes couldn't rake longer.I checked the clock.'5:27 am'i decided that it was time.Placing the evidence of anything suspicious away I curled into my blankets.Placing everything noise making in silent or off I let the darkness eat me alive.Alive like I should be .But dead like I will be.

Notes

Hello.This is my second Fanfic.Possible Andley.Who knows.Continue to read if desired.