Star's P.O.V~

I wake up in my bed with a wet cloth on my forehead. "She's up." Violet whispered, CC came in and gave me some water. "H-How's Ronnie?" I ask, letting the cold liquid slide down my throat. "He's got a concussion and a broken nose. But he'll be okay." Violet answered me, playing with my hair. "And Andy? How's he? Is he okay?" CC looked away shamefully. "He's in his room. We heard glass shatter and shouting last night. He's pretty rough. What was that anyway? Did you seriously have to fuck Ronnie?"

"No. No CC I promise it's not what happened. It's fucking photoshop! Brittany set me up." CC's facial expression showed pain. "Oh, wow...I'm sorry. But, Andy's still upset at the fact that you didn't tell him about your deal and that you kissed Ronnie first." I fell back and started to cry. I fucked up, and now, I know I can't fix it. "Do the other guys hate me?" CC sighed. "Ashley's the most upset. Jake and Jinxx didn't see it. And I could never hate you. But Andy, I don't know about him man, he's pretty heart broken."

"Can you guys please leave?" "But Star-" "please!" I shouted, sobbing uncontrollably. CC grabbed Violet's hand and dragged her out. I shoved my face into the pillow and screamed as loud as I could. It was muffled, but it could still be heard. I sat up slowly, and grabbed the suitcase from under my bed. I effortlessly threw all my stuff in it before grabbing all my bathroom materials. After shutting the several suitcases, I dialed my fathers number.

"Hey sweetie, how was your birthday?" I sniffled before letting the words out I never wished to say. "Okay." "Just okay?" I shook my head. "No dad. Okay. I'll move with you." "Really? Great! I'll pick you up tomorrow. Love you Starburst." Then he hung up. I let out a pained breathe. That's it, I'm leaving.

I put on sweatpants and a tank top and went downstairs. The first one I saw was Ashley, shooting me a glare filled with pure hate. I looked down, ashamed, before going to the kitchen where the rest of the guys were. "Hey Star." Jake mumbled, sipping at his coffee. "I..uhm..I've made a decision." I choke out, trying not to cry. Ashley was standing by Violet, refusing to look at me. "I'm sorry, for everything that has happened. All I've ever wanted was to be happy but clearly I'm not capable of that. I've made you guys miserable. I've broken the one person who meant nothing but the world to me. So I have to do this. I...I'm moving to LA with my father."

Everyone's mouths dropped, except Ashley. "What? S-Star you can't leave!" Violet cried. "No, she's right. She should leave. It'd be better for everyone." Ashley said with no emotion. "How could you say that? She s my best friend!" "And she broke mine!" "Guys! This is why I'm leaving! I'm a walking disaster! I've made my decision and I'm not going back. Okay? You guys make your dream. Create a band. Become famous. Don't let anyone get in the way of that. Especially me." Jinx finally spoke up. "What about Andy? Your just going to leave him?" I shook my head. "He doesn't need me. He was happier with Sunni than he ever could be with me." I sighed. "Well are you even going to say goodbye?" Jake asked, throwing his cup in the sink. "Why? He hates me. I had my chance. He doesn't need a bigger heart break. I'm leaving first thing tomorrow."

And with that, I walked away. I waited until I got to the step when I broke down. I collapsed on them and cried. I stood up as I heard Andy come down the stairs. I glanced up to him, only for him to bump my shoulder while walking passed me.

"Andy..." He looked up at me with his dull eyes. "I'm sorry." He nodded and turned back around. "I think you should find somewhere else to stay." He said in monotone. "That won't be a problem." I said in a quiet voice. "I'm leaving tomorrow with my dad to LA. I know you hate me. But I...I'll always love you." Without turning around, he nodded again and continued to walk down the steps. CC gave me a look of sorrow, seeing the whole thing I shook my head at him and walked to my room.

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"Can I come in?" Violet asked. "Yeah." She came in with a bag of popcorn and movies. "Can we at least have one more movie night before you go?" I nodded with a smile and made room for Her on the bed. "Notebook?" I nodded again and ate some popcorn as it started. "I'm going to miss you." She said sadly. "I know, I'll miss you to. I'll still Skye you and Text you. But I have to go. I have nothing hear anymore." She nodded sadly again and we lay on the bed.

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I wake up with Violet beside me, snoring softly. I go to the bathroom and get a quick shower and Change into black leggings, a white tank top, and Andy's hoodie. I wake up Violet and take my suitcases downstairs. I avoid eating any breakfast and get ready to leave. The guys were lined in a row, other than Ashley who was standing beside Violet.

First came Jinxx and Jake. I gave them hugs and heard them tell me to stay strong and make something out of myself. I hugged CC tightly and thanked him for everything. Ashley huffed and pulled my into a quick, gentle hug. I squeezed Violet tightly and told her I'd text her. And finally, Andy.

My best friend, crush, and now, ex boyfriend. He wouldn't look at me in the eye.

As soon as I started to say something, he cut me off. "Don't. I don't wanna hear another fucking word out of your mouth. All you do is lie to me. Don't bother coming back here. Ever. I don't want to fucking see your face again. Was this your plan? To find me again and fucking tear me apart?! Is this some sort of revenge?! Stay the fuck away from here, I don't need you." He yelled in my face, the frightened and pained look on my face made him grab his hair. He growled and stomped up stairs.

I stood in shock and heartbreak. I heard a car beep and knew that was my dad. I didn't look back as tears started pouring down my face as CC helped me carry my stuff. "I'm sorry Star..." I held up a hand. "Don't. I deserve it. Bye Cc." I gave him one last hug and climbed into the car. As we drove away, I watched the details of the house become blurs.

"Can we stop somewhere before we go?" I asked. "Of course. Where?" I let out a heavy breathe. "The hospital." As we pulled into the parking lot, I began to feel a little less pain. So I thought. "Ronald Radke please." I asked politely. "Room 346" I smiled gently and walked down the hall.

I knocked quietly before entering. His nose was bruised and he had a black eye. "Oh Ronnie, I'm so sorry his happened. None of it was suppose to go that way." He smiled gently. "Don't Star. It wouldn't of been that bad if I hadn't went there drunk. God only knows what I was saying. And as far as that picture, I didn't know-" "I know. Brittany made it. Look, I came to tell you goodbye." He looked confused. "I'm moving to LA with my father." His confusion turned to pain. "Oh..." I nodded. "So this is goodbye for real then?" "Yeah..." He nodded in understanding. "I'm sorry for everything Star. I didn't mean any harm." " I know, me either. I hope you feel better to get on tour." He smiled at me. I gave him a hug and said goodbye.

This is it. I'm leaving my hometown. The town that my mother was born in. The town that held all my tears and smiles. The town that held me. It'll be gone. I'll only have the memories of my first best friend, my first crush, my first boyfriend, and my first heartbreak. But I knew that I'll never forget his sparkling blue gems. His raven black hair. His pale body. His tasteful lips. Or that he was savior.

"Goodbye Andrew." I whispered to myself, dozing off in the plane to LA.

Notes

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