~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~
Happy Birthday
Day Before Star's Birthday
Star's P.O.V.~
I woke up alone in Andy's bed, turning to face the ghost of Andy's presence mocking me. I threw my legs over the side of the bed before sliding my glasses on. I stood up abruptly and stepped slowly down the stairs. My breathe hitched as I saw who was now standing in front of me. "D-Dad?" I stuttered, not waiting for him to reply before I threw my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He squeezed me back before looking at my face. He's usual smile turned into a deep scowl.
"What happened to your face?" I glanced at the ground before cautiously brushing my fingertips over the formed bruise from Terrance. "Oh, that? Nothing. Just some guy from school. But don't worry, I took care of it. Honest." He nodded his head slowly and replied. "I'd better be going, I still have to unpack. I'll see you at dinner tonight." He kissed my forehead before walking out the door. "Okay! Here's the deal, since tonight you're going out to dinner, we are going to throw you the best and biggest birthday party you could ever imagine!" Violet screeched excitedly. I shook my head while laughing. "Come on, for now, you're mine, and we're going shopping." I groaned before running up the stairs with her and changed into jeans and a white tshirt.
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Two dresses and three shoes later, we were finally done shopping and on our way home. "Okay, so we invited most of the guests, do you want to invite Anthony, Jacky...Ronnie maybe?" I shot a shocked look at her like she was crazy. "I don't know if that's a good idea, I mean, him and Andy aren't on good terms and what if he tries something or" "Star, it was a simple question." I nodded in realization at how much I was blabbering and stared out the window.
I waited for my dad to pick me up by laying with Andrew on the couch watching Orange is the New Black while Ashley and Violet were cuddling on the floor, Jake and Ella were snuggled under blankets and CC and Jinxx were arguing over the popcorn bowl.
I heard the door bell and instantly kissed Andy before running out the door and into my dad's blue truck he's had since I was younger. "Hey sweetheart" He greeted me, pulling out of the driveway. "Where are we going?" I ask politely, listening for the click as I buckle myself in. "Only your favorite restaurant" He smiled at me, pulling into Applebee's. "Table for two?" The waiter asked with bright green eyes and a gentle smile. My dad nodded as he led us to a leather booth below neon red and green lights.
"Dad, why are you here? I thought you wouldn't be home for another few months." I asked gently, searching for drink options. "I couldn't miss my Starburst's eighteenth birthday!" He nearly whispered. "So you and Andrew, hmm?" He mentioned, holding his finger up to the waiter. "Oh, no it's fine." I tell dad. I look at the waiter, Max, and tell him my order. "Can I have a raspberry tea please? Thank you." He nods his head and turns to my father who orders a plain coffee with extra creamer. After Max leaves, I take notice to what my dad had said.
"Yep, we've been together for roughly four months now." I say proudly. "Roughly?" He asks, only taking notice to the smallest details. "Well, yeah I mean everyone has their own problems, but he cant always protect me from those who are out to get me. But we're okay now." He nods, unconvinced. "Your mother and I never had any problems. Are you happy with him?" I was taken back by how upfront he was. "Yes, of course I am. He let me live with him and the guys. They're like the brothers I never had. Why?"
Max comes back with our drinks and takes our orders once again for our meals. My dad takes a deep breathe. "What's wrong?" I ask, worried I had said or done something wrong. "I have to go back to LA for the business and it's going to be for a while longer." I sighed and took a sip of my drink. "And, I want you to come with me."
I spit my tea back into the cup as I stare at him, mouth open. "W-What? Why?" I choke out. "Well you said it yourself, he can't always be there for you, you've got a black eye for lord's sake. I thought you'd be happier to travel with me and be safe than have to live with a bunch of amateurs who wear eye liner and leather." My face turns warm. "For your information, I love those "amateurs". They brought me in when you weren't there for me." I started to get more upset with the more I said.
"Star, I didn't mean it like that, I just thought you'd be happier, and I wanted you to meet someone, your going to have stepmother and sister. They have an excellent private school that Kate goes that excepts no bullying-" "Private School? You're shipping me off to a private school with some girl I don't know? I am nearly 18 now. I'm taking cyber to finish off. It hasn't even been a day and you want me to drop everything I have here to go with someone I haven't seen in two years?!" He let out a puff of air and replied. "Star lower your voice please." I stood up and looked at him. "NO. This is bullshit! I'm staying here and you can't control that." He stood up, towering over me. "I am your father, this isn't a choice." I walked towards the front door and stormed out, leaving behind the scene I had cost and slammed the car door.
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"I can't believe you! Go back to LA and enjoy your new mom and daughter replacement!" I slammed the front door in his face and turned around to see several shocked faces. Andy was first to step up and engulf me in a comforting hug. "What happened?" I started crying. "He wants me to move with him to LA to get away from the leather wearing amateurs. Can you believe him?! Not to mention he replaced my mother by some stupid woman and her daughter named Kate." Soon I felt several arms wrap around me from all directions. "We're always here for you Star, you know that." Jinxx soothed, rubbing my back.
"I don't want to waste my last night being a kid crying. For now, let's just watch a movie and save our energy for tomorrow's party." Everyone nodded eagerly in agreement and picked out a movie. "I'm sorry about your dad, I didn't know." Andy whispered in my ear. "It's not your fault, I love you."
*Time skip to her birthday*
I stretch my arms over my head and yawned as I stood up to grab a pair of shorts. Andy came into the room in just his boxers with a tray of pancakes and cool whip. My smile lit up as he set the tray on the nightstand and picked me up bridal style and set my body between his legs. He kissed my nose before taking the fork in his hand and feeding a piece to me. "I'm not a baby, in fact, I'm 18 now, I can feed myself." I teased, attempting to grab the fork from his hands. "Yes, but you are my baby, my princess, and the birthday girl." I smiled at him as he continued to give me bites.
"Come on, love. Get dressed, we have a long day today." I jumped up from between his legs and grabbed his hand to drag him into the bathroom with me. We washed each other's hair and stepped out. I got dressed In sweatpants and a tank top and walked down the stairs with Andy right behind me.
"Happy Birthday, Star!" Everyone cheered, bringing me into a large group hug. I smile before I hear Jinxx scolding Ashley for trying to steal alcohol for the party tonight. "Star and I are going to the mall while you all decorate, kay? Okay." Before anyone could argue, she clutched my hand in hers and pulled me into her car with her. "But Violet, I'm not even dressed." I pointed out, only to be shoved into the car, totally ignored.
Moments later we sat at the same booth at the frozen yogurt spot. I watched Violet scoop cookie dough into her mouth while my stomach grumbled and yelled at me. "Do you want some?" Yes "No thank you, Andy made me breakfast." That you got rid of. I rolled my eyes silently before waiting for her to finish. "What do we do now? We still got time." She hums in thought before shrugs and throws her bowl away. "Let's just go for a drive."
Andy's P.O.V.~
"Ashley come here and help me!" I shout as I fail, once again, to put up these damn streamers. He strolls in with a beer in hand and laughs as I desperately tugged at the ribbon wrapped around my arms. He takes my place as I stroll over to the couch, plopping myself down. I mindlessly take Ashley's beer in my hands and take a large sip. He finishes off with a spiral and turns around. "Tada! Hey, that's my beer." He raises one eye brow. "Yeah, and now it's mine." I tease before chugging the rest.
I depended on CC and Jinxx to go get the drinks, and Jake to order the pizza. Neither were here yet, and it was half an hour before the party. "Where are you?" I huffed in the phone. "Traffics a bitch man, we'll be there soon." Jinxx said, hanging up before I could say another word. "Violet, hey, get Star home so she can get changed." I pressed end and looked through the list of guests. I made sure to invite Anthony, knowing that him and Star are on good terms now. But the guys have agreed to keep an eye on him tonight for me.
Star's P.O.V.~
"What should I wear?" I asked impatiently. Violet dug through my closet before finding me an outfit. I pulled on my black bikini top, knowing we'd go swimming later and covered it with a loose, one shoulder floral shirt and some black shorts. I straighten my hair and rugged on my ankle boots. "Ready?" Violet asks. I nod and take her hand. As we walk down the stairs, people are already crowded around tables and couches with drinks in their hands.
Panic! At the Disco is blasting through the speakers while I attempt to search for Andy. "Come on Star, let's go get a drink." Violet gestures us over to the temporary bar and grabs is each a red cup with alcohol in it. I let it burn down my throat and chugged the rest while resting my elbows against the cold marble counter. "Sexy alert." Violet teased, pointing over to Andrew who was wearing tight jeans and a ripped tshirt. He flipped his hair out of his eyes and made his way over to me.
"Hello beautiful." He welcomed, kissing my lips. His lips tasted like smoke and beer. "Hey handsome." He smiled childishly before taking my hand and leaving Violet alone with Ashley who had snuck up on her while she was watching Andy and I. "Hey Star!" Anthony yelled, stumbling a bit. "The party barely started and you're already almost drunk?" I laughed, giving him a quick hug. He shrugged and gave a lopsided grin. "Did you see R-Ronnie?" He slurred, drinking the rest of his drink. "Ronnie's here?" I gulped, feeling Andy's hand tightened around mine. "Yup" he said, popping the 'P'. "Rumor is he's looking for you." He finished, poking my collar bone.
I looked at Andy. "Should I go see what he wants?" Andy sighed and I noticed his pupils get darker. "Not without me." I nodded in agreement as we went on our search. I tapped Andy's shoulder. "Found him..." Andy looked where I pointed and saw a drunk Ronnie stumbling into a table then recovering by throwing a swear at it. I walked up to him slowly and stood in front of him. He turned towards me and eyed me head to toe.
"Hey beautiful" he said sloppily. "What're you doing here Ronnie?" I asked quietly. "I wanted to wish my babygirl a Happy Birthday." I couldn't help the familiar ache in my chest seeing him his way. He held his arms out in posture for a hug. But Andy's hand was against my waist, I couldn't if I wanted to. He pouted, "Not even a hug? Damn Biersack that's not very fair. You know, while you were off being a jackass. I was getting the hugs from babygirl."
My face turned pale, I didn't know where he was going with this. I've only kissed him twice on choice. "What're you talking about you drunk?" Andy growled, glaring at Ronnie. "If I remember correctly, she was wearing a strawberry lipgloss. Tasted so sweet." Ronnie stumbled on his balance but licked his lips, rattling Andy's cage. "Fuck off asshole. You're the one that shoved your tongue down her throat." My heart was thumping. My palms were sweating. "Andy, buddy, no you've got it all wrong." He slurred. "She came onto me. Several times actually. Never let it go farther than a kiss though." He frowned, his eyes were red. "Ronnie, how much did you drink?" I asked curiously, noticing his eyes were looking past us. "I dunno." Andy's eyes were dark. His hand was gripping my waist. And his jaw we locked. "Andy, stop."
But his grip only got tighter. "Andy, dude, don't you think you're getting a little uptight?" He chuckled, sipping his drink occasionally. I tried to pry his hand off my hip. Trying not to show the pained expression on my face. "Andy you're hurting me." I whispered. He didn't hear me. All he could hear was Ronnie.
"Attention! Everybody! As you know, my names Brittany." I spun around, watching Brittany with a microphone in her hand. "Now, my friend Star and I had a deal. But, unfortunately, she couldn't keep her side of it. So what I show you next, will surely make you soil your drinks. And here I show you, our own little school's SLUT." She press play on a screen. And there it was.
The fake picture of Ronnie and I. But they didn't know that. No one did. Andy let go of me and tackled Ronnie to the ground "you fucking bastard! I told you not to fucking touch her!" Tears sprung my eyes and people stopped what they were doing and watched me. The world seemed to freeze around me.
Suddenly I felt sick. I couldn't stop myself from vomiting in the trash beside me. Ronnie had Andy pinned to the ground. But Andy shoved him off and got on top of him. Ronnie's nose was bleeding as Andy tree punch after punch. "Andrew stop! Please! You're gonna kill him!" I screamed, watching as Ashley, Jake, and CC struggled to pry him off of Ronnie.
I looked up and saw Brittany's group laughing while she stood there with her hands across her chest with a smirk on her face, watching. The scene she had caused. Andy's eyes were now nearly black and his knuckles were a deep red. He looked at me with hatred and stormed off. Ronnie lay on his back, barely conscious. "Someone call 911!" Violet screamed, trying to keep Ronnie awake. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe. "Star! Star! Come on!" CC yelled at me before I felt my head fall to the ground.
Star's P.O.V.~
I woke up alone in Andy's bed, turning to face the ghost of Andy's presence mocking me. I threw my legs over the side of the bed before sliding my glasses on. I stood up abruptly and stepped slowly down the stairs. My breathe hitched as I saw who was now standing in front of me. "D-Dad?" I stuttered, not waiting for him to reply before I threw my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He squeezed me back before looking at my face. He's usual smile turned into a deep scowl.
"What happened to your face?" I glanced at the ground before cautiously brushing my fingertips over the formed bruise from Terrance. "Oh, that? Nothing. Just some guy from school. But don't worry, I took care of it. Honest." He nodded his head slowly and replied. "I'd better be going, I still have to unpack. I'll see you at dinner tonight." He kissed my forehead before walking out the door. "Okay! Here's the deal, since tonight you're going out to dinner, we are going to throw you the best and biggest birthday party you could ever imagine!" Violet screeched excitedly. I shook my head while laughing. "Come on, for now, you're mine, and we're going shopping." I groaned before running up the stairs with her and changed into jeans and a white tshirt.
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Two dresses and three shoes later, we were finally done shopping and on our way home. "Okay, so we invited most of the guests, do you want to invite Anthony, Jacky...Ronnie maybe?" I shot a shocked look at her like she was crazy. "I don't know if that's a good idea, I mean, him and Andy aren't on good terms and what if he tries something or" "Star, it was a simple question." I nodded in realization at how much I was blabbering and stared out the window.
I waited for my dad to pick me up by laying with Andrew on the couch watching Orange is the New Black while Ashley and Violet were cuddling on the floor, Jake and Ella were snuggled under blankets and CC and Jinxx were arguing over the popcorn bowl.
I heard the door bell and instantly kissed Andy before running out the door and into my dad's blue truck he's had since I was younger. "Hey sweetheart" He greeted me, pulling out of the driveway. "Where are we going?" I ask politely, listening for the click as I buckle myself in. "Only your favorite restaurant" He smiled at me, pulling into Applebee's. "Table for two?" The waiter asked with bright green eyes and a gentle smile. My dad nodded as he led us to a leather booth below neon red and green lights.
"Dad, why are you here? I thought you wouldn't be home for another few months." I asked gently, searching for drink options. "I couldn't miss my Starburst's eighteenth birthday!" He nearly whispered. "So you and Andrew, hmm?" He mentioned, holding his finger up to the waiter. "Oh, no it's fine." I tell dad. I look at the waiter, Max, and tell him my order. "Can I have a raspberry tea please? Thank you." He nods his head and turns to my father who orders a plain coffee with extra creamer. After Max leaves, I take notice to what my dad had said.
"Yep, we've been together for roughly four months now." I say proudly. "Roughly?" He asks, only taking notice to the smallest details. "Well, yeah I mean everyone has their own problems, but he cant always protect me from those who are out to get me. But we're okay now." He nods, unconvinced. "Your mother and I never had any problems. Are you happy with him?" I was taken back by how upfront he was. "Yes, of course I am. He let me live with him and the guys. They're like the brothers I never had. Why?"
Max comes back with our drinks and takes our orders once again for our meals. My dad takes a deep breathe. "What's wrong?" I ask, worried I had said or done something wrong. "I have to go back to LA for the business and it's going to be for a while longer." I sighed and took a sip of my drink. "And, I want you to come with me."
I spit my tea back into the cup as I stare at him, mouth open. "W-What? Why?" I choke out. "Well you said it yourself, he can't always be there for you, you've got a black eye for lord's sake. I thought you'd be happier to travel with me and be safe than have to live with a bunch of amateurs who wear eye liner and leather." My face turns warm. "For your information, I love those "amateurs". They brought me in when you weren't there for me." I started to get more upset with the more I said.
"Star, I didn't mean it like that, I just thought you'd be happier, and I wanted you to meet someone, your going to have stepmother and sister. They have an excellent private school that Kate goes that excepts no bullying-" "Private School? You're shipping me off to a private school with some girl I don't know? I am nearly 18 now. I'm taking cyber to finish off. It hasn't even been a day and you want me to drop everything I have here to go with someone I haven't seen in two years?!" He let out a puff of air and replied. "Star lower your voice please." I stood up and looked at him. "NO. This is bullshit! I'm staying here and you can't control that." He stood up, towering over me. "I am your father, this isn't a choice." I walked towards the front door and stormed out, leaving behind the scene I had cost and slammed the car door.
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"I can't believe you! Go back to LA and enjoy your new mom and daughter replacement!" I slammed the front door in his face and turned around to see several shocked faces. Andy was first to step up and engulf me in a comforting hug. "What happened?" I started crying. "He wants me to move with him to LA to get away from the leather wearing amateurs. Can you believe him?! Not to mention he replaced my mother by some stupid woman and her daughter named Kate." Soon I felt several arms wrap around me from all directions. "We're always here for you Star, you know that." Jinxx soothed, rubbing my back.
"I don't want to waste my last night being a kid crying. For now, let's just watch a movie and save our energy for tomorrow's party." Everyone nodded eagerly in agreement and picked out a movie. "I'm sorry about your dad, I didn't know." Andy whispered in my ear. "It's not your fault, I love you."
*Time skip to her birthday*
I stretch my arms over my head and yawned as I stood up to grab a pair of shorts. Andy came into the room in just his boxers with a tray of pancakes and cool whip. My smile lit up as he set the tray on the nightstand and picked me up bridal style and set my body between his legs. He kissed my nose before taking the fork in his hand and feeding a piece to me. "I'm not a baby, in fact, I'm 18 now, I can feed myself." I teased, attempting to grab the fork from his hands. "Yes, but you are my baby, my princess, and the birthday girl." I smiled at him as he continued to give me bites.
"Come on, love. Get dressed, we have a long day today." I jumped up from between his legs and grabbed his hand to drag him into the bathroom with me. We washed each other's hair and stepped out. I got dressed In sweatpants and a tank top and walked down the stairs with Andy right behind me.
"Happy Birthday, Star!" Everyone cheered, bringing me into a large group hug. I smile before I hear Jinxx scolding Ashley for trying to steal alcohol for the party tonight. "Star and I are going to the mall while you all decorate, kay? Okay." Before anyone could argue, she clutched my hand in hers and pulled me into her car with her. "But Violet, I'm not even dressed." I pointed out, only to be shoved into the car, totally ignored.
Moments later we sat at the same booth at the frozen yogurt spot. I watched Violet scoop cookie dough into her mouth while my stomach grumbled and yelled at me. "Do you want some?" Yes "No thank you, Andy made me breakfast." That you got rid of. I rolled my eyes silently before waiting for her to finish. "What do we do now? We still got time." She hums in thought before shrugs and throws her bowl away. "Let's just go for a drive."
Andy's P.O.V.~
"Ashley come here and help me!" I shout as I fail, once again, to put up these damn streamers. He strolls in with a beer in hand and laughs as I desperately tugged at the ribbon wrapped around my arms. He takes my place as I stroll over to the couch, plopping myself down. I mindlessly take Ashley's beer in my hands and take a large sip. He finishes off with a spiral and turns around. "Tada! Hey, that's my beer." He raises one eye brow. "Yeah, and now it's mine." I tease before chugging the rest.
I depended on CC and Jinxx to go get the drinks, and Jake to order the pizza. Neither were here yet, and it was half an hour before the party. "Where are you?" I huffed in the phone. "Traffics a bitch man, we'll be there soon." Jinxx said, hanging up before I could say another word. "Violet, hey, get Star home so she can get changed." I pressed end and looked through the list of guests. I made sure to invite Anthony, knowing that him and Star are on good terms now. But the guys have agreed to keep an eye on him tonight for me.
Star's P.O.V.~
"What should I wear?" I asked impatiently. Violet dug through my closet before finding me an outfit. I pulled on my black bikini top, knowing we'd go swimming later and covered it with a loose, one shoulder floral shirt and some black shorts. I straighten my hair and rugged on my ankle boots. "Ready?" Violet asks. I nod and take her hand. As we walk down the stairs, people are already crowded around tables and couches with drinks in their hands.
Panic! At the Disco is blasting through the speakers while I attempt to search for Andy. "Come on Star, let's go get a drink." Violet gestures us over to the temporary bar and grabs is each a red cup with alcohol in it. I let it burn down my throat and chugged the rest while resting my elbows against the cold marble counter. "Sexy alert." Violet teased, pointing over to Andrew who was wearing tight jeans and a ripped tshirt. He flipped his hair out of his eyes and made his way over to me.
"Hello beautiful." He welcomed, kissing my lips. His lips tasted like smoke and beer. "Hey handsome." He smiled childishly before taking my hand and leaving Violet alone with Ashley who had snuck up on her while she was watching Andy and I. "Hey Star!" Anthony yelled, stumbling a bit. "The party barely started and you're already almost drunk?" I laughed, giving him a quick hug. He shrugged and gave a lopsided grin. "Did you see R-Ronnie?" He slurred, drinking the rest of his drink. "Ronnie's here?" I gulped, feeling Andy's hand tightened around mine. "Yup" he said, popping the 'P'. "Rumor is he's looking for you." He finished, poking my collar bone.
I looked at Andy. "Should I go see what he wants?" Andy sighed and I noticed his pupils get darker. "Not without me." I nodded in agreement as we went on our search. I tapped Andy's shoulder. "Found him..." Andy looked where I pointed and saw a drunk Ronnie stumbling into a table then recovering by throwing a swear at it. I walked up to him slowly and stood in front of him. He turned towards me and eyed me head to toe.
"Hey beautiful" he said sloppily. "What're you doing here Ronnie?" I asked quietly. "I wanted to wish my babygirl a Happy Birthday." I couldn't help the familiar ache in my chest seeing him his way. He held his arms out in posture for a hug. But Andy's hand was against my waist, I couldn't if I wanted to. He pouted, "Not even a hug? Damn Biersack that's not very fair. You know, while you were off being a jackass. I was getting the hugs from babygirl."
My face turned pale, I didn't know where he was going with this. I've only kissed him twice on choice. "What're you talking about you drunk?" Andy growled, glaring at Ronnie. "If I remember correctly, she was wearing a strawberry lipgloss. Tasted so sweet." Ronnie stumbled on his balance but licked his lips, rattling Andy's cage. "Fuck off asshole. You're the one that shoved your tongue down her throat." My heart was thumping. My palms were sweating. "Andy, buddy, no you've got it all wrong." He slurred. "She came onto me. Several times actually. Never let it go farther than a kiss though." He frowned, his eyes were red. "Ronnie, how much did you drink?" I asked curiously, noticing his eyes were looking past us. "I dunno." Andy's eyes were dark. His hand was gripping my waist. And his jaw we locked. "Andy, stop."
But his grip only got tighter. "Andy, dude, don't you think you're getting a little uptight?" He chuckled, sipping his drink occasionally. I tried to pry his hand off my hip. Trying not to show the pained expression on my face. "Andy you're hurting me." I whispered. He didn't hear me. All he could hear was Ronnie.
"Attention! Everybody! As you know, my names Brittany." I spun around, watching Brittany with a microphone in her hand. "Now, my friend Star and I had a deal. But, unfortunately, she couldn't keep her side of it. So what I show you next, will surely make you soil your drinks. And here I show you, our own little school's SLUT." She press play on a screen. And there it was.
The fake picture of Ronnie and I. But they didn't know that. No one did. Andy let go of me and tackled Ronnie to the ground "you fucking bastard! I told you not to fucking touch her!" Tears sprung my eyes and people stopped what they were doing and watched me. The world seemed to freeze around me.
Suddenly I felt sick. I couldn't stop myself from vomiting in the trash beside me. Ronnie had Andy pinned to the ground. But Andy shoved him off and got on top of him. Ronnie's nose was bleeding as Andy tree punch after punch. "Andrew stop! Please! You're gonna kill him!" I screamed, watching as Ashley, Jake, and CC struggled to pry him off of Ronnie.
I looked up and saw Brittany's group laughing while she stood there with her hands across her chest with a smirk on her face, watching. The scene she had caused. Andy's eyes were now nearly black and his knuckles were a deep red. He looked at me with hatred and stormed off. Ronnie lay on his back, barely conscious. "Someone call 911!" Violet screamed, trying to keep Ronnie awake. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe. "Star! Star! Come on!" CC yelled at me before I felt my head fall to the ground.
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