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~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

I Lost Them But I Still Have You

Star's P.O.V.~

I walk downstairs to find all the guys, including Violet, sitting at the kitchen counter, watching the news. "Good morning." I greeted, earning groans and mumbles back. I put the filter in the coffee pot after scooping the coffee grounds into the filter then filled up the pot with water. Minutes later, I poured the coffee into an orange mug and spilled the creamer into it. I turned around when I heard the name Christopher...

"turn that up.." I demanded calmly, leaning against the counter while stealing the warmth of the cup between my fingers. "18 year old, Christopher Drew Hudson, was found earlier this morning by Theresa Hudson, mother of the deceased teen. What seems to be a note from the deceased was found along with his body and it's currently being reviewed by the medical examiner. The police who worked on this file have reported this was in fact , a suicide case. Mother states that-" the news man was interupted by Violet clicking of the television and slowly turning towards me. I looked at the tv shocked. "Star.." Violet started. "Yeah?" "You okay?" I sighed and nodded. "Yeah, I..barely knew him." Andy looked at me confused. "Who was he?" He questions, taking the coffee from my hands. "He was an acquaintance. We hung out a few times." I explained. I wasn't heart broken about it, but it wasn't a good feeling either. I did barely know him.

My thoughts were intruded by the sound 'I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby' by 3Oh!3 played on Violet's iPhone. "I'll be right back." I nodded and watched her leave the room to answer her singing phone.

Violet's P.O.V.~

"Hello?" I answered my phone. "Hello Flower." My heart nearly stopped at the sound of his voice."What do you want?" I ask nervously, swallowing my breathe after each sentence. "I need you to meet me at 34 Walter Avenue in 30 minutes. Oh, and don't tell anyone." He hung up before I could respond. I stood there for a few seconds until I remembered he said I had to be there in half an hour. Should I go? Of course not, but what would he do if I didn't?

I ran upstairs and changed into some leggings and a loose tank top and pull my hood up on my dark blue hoodie. "Star, I'm going out. I'll be back soon, okay?" "Okay!" I heard her shout from the kitchen. I put in my Pierce the Veil CD and drove away from the driveway.

I began to grow more anxious as I pulled up to the white house with the dark trimming. I remember walking out the patio doors, laying in the damp grass, side by side, talking about the future and our love. I see us chasing each other in the backyard, him spinning me around when he finally caught me. I see us together, happy, no hate shown in our eyes, only love. But then, I see her. I see her skinny form and black hair sneaking out the front door, kissing his lips goodbye, that's when he saw me. The instantly broken girl with the tear stained cheeks.

I sigh and wipe the stray tear from my cheek before stepping out of the car, closing the door behind me. I hug my arms together tighter before walking up the familiar concrete steps and stood before the door. I took a deep breathe and knocked three times, unsure of what will come for me behind the wooden frame.
The door swung open, revealing my use to be love in ripped blue jeans and a white Aeropostale T-shirt with his blonde hair shuffled in different directions . Damn I'm pathetic. "Hello Flower." He smirked. I gulped before replying. "H-hello Noah." I choked out. He reached forward making me instinctively jump back. "Violet. Come on now, come here."

Involuntary tears roll down my bare cheeks as he pulls me inside, setting me down on the perfectly designed furniture. He took his thumb and wiped them away. "What are you doing?" I asked him, referring to him being so gentle with me. He hasn't been this careful with me since freshman year. He ignored my question, but sat down on the opposite couch from me. "Violet, I need you back." My eyes widened. "What?" I asked in disbelief, sitting up in my chair. "I know what I have done to you is terrible. I've hurt you in ways I shouldn't of. But please flower, give me another chance." This is to much. He's hurt me mentally and physically. 'But you love him stupid' I remind myself.

Tears are spilling down my face, my body's beginning to quiver. "N-Noah I...Why? You've treated me terribly." I sobbed out, hugging my knees. "I know, I know, But I don't like living without you. I promise I'll stop. I love you Flower. I know you still love me." He used against me. My love. My heart. "But.." "No buts Violet. It'll be just like old times. No cheating. No fighting. Nothing. I love you my Flower. Will you please be my flower?" He came over to kneel in front of me, taking my hands in his.

I took a deep breathe and said the only word that came to mind. "Okay..." I opened my eyes and saw him give me a small, gentle smile. I stood up with him as he kissed my lips and hugged me. I smiled at the reminders that he still does care. "I..uhm..I have to get back home.."I say nervously, trying not to upset him. "Okay." Whew..." You could come too?" It sounded more like a question than an offer but he understood. "Of course."

Star's P.O.V.~

I made a roaring shout as if I was being cheered on as I finally tackled Andy to the ground, throwing my hands up and laughing. "I won!" I shouted before screaming in laughter as lay on his back and latched our hands together. I lay in between his legs as I feel his feet press against my stomach. "Andy...." I say nervously. He lifts me up, supporting my weight by his feet and holding my hands for balance.

"Hey Sta...what're you to doing?"I hear Violet's voice. Andy playfully drops me, catching me by my waist and setting me back onto the floor. "Oh..hey Vi. Didn't hear you come in..."I say while chuckling. But all to soon I felt my happy emotion turn into a burning hatred. "What the FUCK is he doing here Violet?!" I snap, standing to my feet with one quick motion.

"Well hey there MoonShine." He smirked at me, slipping his arm across Violet's hip. "What the fuck are you doing in this house?" I asked louder, making Andy rub my arm gently to calm me down. "Star...chill....we're kinda..uh..we're back together!" Violet said with a large grin covering her face. Noah smirks and holds her tighter. "You're what? Seriously? No! Do you know what he's done to you?!" Im now shouting, making my way towards them. Violet grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dining room, leaving Noah and Andy in the living room.

"Please Star, give him another chance. He said he was sorry and he wanted to change." She begged, holding my arm. "He hurt you Violet. Abused you! And your really going to believe he's just going to change?! Just like last time he did this?!" My voice hasn't lowered and she started to tear up. "He can! Just give him a chance! You gave Andy one and he hurt you!" "He didn't fucking beat me! He didn't cheat on me with cheap whores!" I felt her hand ram against my cheek. "Did you just fucking hit me?!" I growled loudly, making Andy and Noah come in. "Star I'm so-" "fuck you! Your really going to fucking choose your no good fucking ex over your best friend?!" I was pushed to the ground by Violet, with her slapping me over and over again.

Noah just stood there while Andy was yelling at her. I let her give a few hits before forcefully pushing her off of me. My adrenaline was up and my heart was racing. As soon as she was off of me I lunged into her, punching her. She was screaming and pulling at my hair while I continued to hit. "Fuck you Violet!"

"Star! Stop!" Andy's deep voice echoed. I didn't listen. Violet scratched my face, desperately trying to get me off. I felt the warm blood drip down from my face just as she kicked me off of her. I groaned as my back made contact with the hard tiled floor. I sat up slowly as she tried to jump for me again but Andy held her back while Noah just glared at me. "Look at yourselves! You couldn't even make a civil conversation out of this!" Andy scolded us. Both of our pulses were running marathons while blood ran down my cheek from her scratching. We continued giving each other death glares until Noah grabbed Violet's arm, pulling her up. She gave out a loud, frustrated scream before storming out of the front door, Noah hot on her trails.

The others ran down the stairs to see me on the ground, cradled by Andy's strong arms. I had just lost both of my best friends. "What's going o- what happened to her face?!" Ashley gasped. "Violet and her got into a fight." He said, getting up, I slumped lower onto the ground as my heart race slowed, leaving me exhausted and hungry. "Damn." I heard Ashley mutter before grabbing a beer from the mini fridge. I slowly got up, using the wall for support. My torso hurt, probably from her kicking me to get off. Bitch.

I lifted my shirt, revealing an instant purple and black mark across my stomach. The guys gasped as I winced in pain. "Fucking bitch. If she wants to get back with that asshole. Fine. I don't need her. I have a perfect boyfriend and four fantastic best guy friend right here. Fuck her." I groaned, covering my bruise with an ice pack. "Back together with who?" Ashley asked, a hint of hurt laced with his voice. Ashley has grown a large liking to Violet, and now she got back with that piece of shit. "Noah."i whispered, watching as his eyebrows furrowed into a deep frown, showing the pain of his heart. "I'm sorry Ash." I offered, squeezing his hand. "It's fine." He growled, pushing the chair out from beneath him causing a loud screeching sound as he stomped up the stairs. I heard his bedroom door slam while the five of us shared awkward glances.

"I'm going to get a shower, goodnight." I walked up the stairs, holding my stomach in the process. I stripped from my previous clothes and stepped into the soothing water falling from the shower head. I heard the curtain be ripped open causing me to spin around and scream. I covering my chest with my hands, leaving the rest of me bare. I inhaled a sharp breathe as I saw Andy in just his boxers. "What're you doing?" I asked him nervously. "Joining you. Figured you could use some help since you got an injury and all." I could see the smirk hiding beneath his serious expression. I swallowed hard as he stepped him, exposing all of him to me.

I ripped my eyes off him, noticing I was staring for far to long. "What did I say about hiding yourself from me?" He whispered, giving me chills despite the boiling water raining over us. I watched as his eyes turned to a deeper shade of crystal blue, and how his now damp hair was shadowing his movements on his forehead. I moved my arm and brushed away a stray hair from his face. He grasped my hand and placed it on his cheek, smiling slightly at my touch. I found myself interested in the way his muscles flexed as he raised his arms and how tattoos seemed to follow his movements.

"Like what you see?" He teased me, making it obvious that he caught me staring at his naked body. I couldn't help it, I searched and searched, but I couldn't find a single flaw on his slim and pale body. He had the perfect glow that every girl would die to have, the softest hair, the sexiest smile, and those eyes. I could get trapped by their beauty. I found my hands searching his torso with soap covering them. He hummed softly as my hands traveled over his chest. His hands lay gently on my hips, resting there. He turned around after I got the green loofa and rubbed in the body wash. I ran it over his upper back, going down slowly. I eyes every inch of him, admiring the way his skin sparkled under the water droplets.

"Star?" He said, snapping me back into reality. "What?" I asked, now rubbing soap on his chest. "Let me." He took the loofa out of my hands and gently washed my back, moving my hair. He turned me around and washed over my bruise. I winced a little but quickly recovered. "Andy" he looked at me through his hair. "I love you." I moved forward, pushing his hand away and kissed him. Slowly at first, but quickly turned into passionate and hot. Literally. His hands roamed my sides while mine were tangled in his drenched, jet black hair. His hands got lower on my body, but I didn't notice it. I felt his hand get dangerously close to my inner thighs. I softly pushed his shoulders away. "Andy...I'm not...I'm not ready...for that." I whispered quietly but just to where he could here it.

"Whenever you are princess. I won't push you. Here, let's get dried off." He kissed me softly before wrapping me gently in a soft towel. I smiled to myself as I walked out of the bathroom and pulled over one of his black shirts. "Andy, thank you." "For what?" "Just, everything."

He pulled me under the covers and kissed my neck, my cheek, then my lips. "Goodnight my brightest Star. Sweet dreams." And with that, I fell asleep. In my boyfriends arms. I realized he was no longer a hopeless crush. He was mine. Finally mine.

Notes

oh shit! Noah's back and tension as yet to build on the two best friends.

Poor Christopher :(

but things were we're getting steamy in the shower, yes?

please comment and subscribes! :)

goodnight !!

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