~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

Star's P.O.V.~

As I pulled up a pair of dark skinny jeans and a black hoodie, I sent a text to Andy telling him I'll be over later with Ashley to bring him some clothes and take him home tonight. I couldn't wait for him to be home.

"Are you ready?" Violet asked me from the bottom of the stairs. "Yeah!" I called back down, throwing my phone and IPod in my bag and shoving my feet into my black converse. We got to the school's parking lot as The 'Wop' just finished playing.

We stepped out into the parking lot to get to the front doors of the school. While passing by, we got several stares and glares from the cheerleaders and jocks near their cars. "Got a damn problem?" Violet shouted at them, their heads jerking away. I gave her a weakened smile and headed to the doors until another distraction. Britney.

"What are you doing here?" She asked, putting her pink manicured hands on her hips. "What the hell does it look like we're doing?" Violet questioned, mocking Britney by placing her black nailed hands on her curved hips. "I'm sorry but I don't believe I was asking you. I don't need attitude from a emo skank." She snarled. "I'm not the skank." Violet mumbled. "Excuse me?" "Nothing your majesty." Violet sarcastically remarked, rolling her eyes. "What Britney? What could you possibly want?!" I nearly yell, throwing my arms up in frustration. '

"What do I want? Well, I think I can speak for everyone when I say it'd be easier if you were gone. Like god, your such a waste of fucking space." Britney says, glaring at me. "Fuck off." Violet snaps, grabbing my hand and pulling me away, effortlessly.

"Don't listen to her Star, she's full of shit." Violet advised me, pulling her bangs away from her face. "But that's just it, I have been. For six years. And with each word that comes out of her mouth, I feel myself falling and I don't know when I am going to hit the ground." I explain, wiping the tears from my eyes.
"Don't worry about me, I'll be okay. I'll see you later." I waved her off and went to class.
Instead of going to my fifth class, I decided to skip fifth-lunch. I walked out to the football field since practice was canceled and walked around the track.

I got tired of traveling around the field so half way around, I found myself wandering towards the metal bleachers. As I sat on the top, I thought about what I had told Violet earlier today. I had great friends, I found my best friend who I now get to call my own, I finally feel like I have a family, but I still feeling like I am breaking. I seventeen years old and haven't seen my father in two years. I had to move out of my house so I wouldn't be put into an adoption clinic. I've been told to kill myself since I was thirteen years old. And my boyfriend was almost killed the other day by my bullies.

I started to stand up from my seat when I heard a muffled cough from below me. Confused, I peeked around the corner of the bleachers and saw Anthony and a couple of friends sharing a smoke. My breathe hitched as I desperately tried to go without getting caught, but by my luck, not succeeding.

"Star...Now where do you think you're going hot stuff?" A very high Anthony asked me. "Home. Now leave me alone." I plead, backing away. I turn around to walk faster but as I do, I feel arms wrap around my lower waist, pulling me back against Anthony.

"Please Anthony, just leave me alone. Find someone else to mess with but I can't handle it anymore." I beg as he pulls back my head by my hair. I try to squirm out of his grasp as he kisses my neck but no luck. "Who's that?" His friend asks, coming up to us. "Just some whore." Anthony answers, turning me around to face him. My hands instinctively go up to his chest from past experience but no help. He presses his lips roughly against mine as I try to at least move away.

"Leave me alone!" I scream as I manage to get away from him. "Get back here you fucking bitch!" He shouted at me, lunging to grip me again. I back away just to be caught in his friend's arms. I wiggle away but his grip is harder. "Keep her there Brady." He growls. Brady turns me around and kisses me as well. Tears are falling like raindrops down my cheeks as I try to push him away. He attempted to shove his tongue in my mouth and as soon as he did, I made sure to bite it. Hard.

I was thrown to the ground when he realized what I had done. "That fucking bitch just bit me!!" I lay there until Anthony picks me up by my arms. "Now, baby, is that nay way to treat our friends?" He snarls, slapping me hard across the face where my bruise was. He slammed my body into the wire fence behind me, pinning my arms up.

I felt my phone vibrate in my phone and he must've heard it too because he shoved his hand in my pocket to retrieve it.

Ash*: I got the clothes, I'll be there with Jinxx in a few. Be ready.

Anthony laughed and tossed the electronic to Brady. "Oh, you'll be ready." He whispered in my ear, making me shiver. "Please." I begged. "Please what?" He asked. "Leave me alone, I can't deal with this anymore. Please." He laughed in my face and shook his head. "Star, my dearest Star, I can't. You see, I get what I want and, well, I want you. And trust me, I will have you." He whispered in my ear. I groaned and pushed him away but he pinned my arms again.

I felt Anthony's hand run down my stomach as I began to cry harder. "Shut up! God!" Brady yelled. Anthony tugged at my belt, eventually getting it off and unbuttoning them. I pushed his hands away but I wasn't strong enough. He barely got them down when I heard it.

"What the fuck?! Let her go!" Ashley stormed his way over here with Jinxx. He took Anthony by the collar and threw him to the ground causing me to fall as well. Brady ran away while I watched Ashley hit Anthony repeatedly. "Come here Star" Jinxx said. I flinched when he grabbed my arm. "It's okay, come here." He got me over to him and I instantly started to bawl.

"Ashley, stop." Jinxx commanded, rubbing my back, soothing me. Ashley took place and tried to help me up but I just collapsed again. I started to realize what really just happened and that's when it hit me. I just cheated on Andy. I started crying again as Ashley pulled me up. I fixed my jeans and held onto Ashley as I cried. "Shhh you're okay." He whispered, picking me up bridal style and carried me to the car.

"Do you want to go see Andy?" Jinxx asked me. I started to freak out, knowing how upset he would get if he found out. I nodded my head slowly and eventually stopped crying.

*******

"Star...are you sure you want to do this?" Jinxx asked me while pulling into the parking lot. "Yes, I need this." I assured him. "Do you want me to come with you?" Ashley offered, squeezing my hand. I nodded my head as we walked out into the lot towards the front doors. I took a deep breathe, and headed inside.

"Here goes nothing...or everything." I say to myself as I see the front desk. "Ready?" I nod, linking arms.

Notes

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