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~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

I Won't Tell

Star's P.O.V.~

They rushed Andy into the Emergency Room, while other doctors took me into another room to do a check up since they found me with blood all over.

"The police would like to talk to you, is that okay miss?" The nurse asks me, while the doctor puts a bandage on my jaw from where Derek, the football player, had punched me.

I nodded my head slowly, attempting to stand myself up. As I got to my feet, I clutched onto the railing of the bed to keep me from collapsing from the pain in my stomach. "He'll be in in a second miss." The nurse dismissed herself before a middle aged man with soft brown hair came into the room wearing a police uniform and a notebook in hand. "Star Benson?" He called out. "That's me." I replied, sitting back down on the soft, mint colored bench.

"Do you mind asking some questions about the events that happened early this day?" He asked politely, planting himself upon the cream colored chair near the closed door. "No, not at all." I sighed, running my hand through my hair, flinching at the pain. "What time were you and Mr. Biersack at the Diner?" "Around four, he had just picked me up from my work." He nodded then dragged his pen across the notepad. "And where is that?" "Hot Topic in Valley Park Mall." I felt as if I was being questioned for a murder, I dazed off for a moment, thinking about what could be happening right now if Britney hadn't been there, where would we be? What would we be doing? I was interrupted from my thoughts at the officer asked yet another question. "Now, can you tell me who it was exactly who attacked you and Andrew?"

I was about to tell him the truth, but what would that do? 'Get Brittney away from you and Andy, duh!' I tell myself. 'But where would they go? Prison? I nearly laugh at the thought of Brittney and her gang trying to survive in a jail cell. No mirrors, no makeup-' "miss?" "Oh, yeah sorry. What was your question?" "Can you tell me who had hurt you?" I sighed before answering. "I don't know. I couldn't see there faces."

He nodded before thanking me for my time and leaving me alone in the room. I had yet to see how Andy was but the doctor said he was still unconscious from surgery and stitches.

It was nearly ten at night when I heard voices outside the waiting room. I got myself up, putting the ice pack from my stomach on the table, and opened the door. "Star!!" Ashley yelled, hugging me tight. "Ash, hurts." I whimpered, calmly pushing him away. "Sorry..." He mumbled. Jake came up, examining my bruised face. "Geezus, what did they do to you?!" CC asked. "Surrounded us, then got into a fight with Andy. Anthony caught my arms behind me while Britney continuously hit me. Then she called Andy to look where I was and Derek punched me in the jaw." I explain, pointing to the dark bruise. "Andy freaked out and tried to get to me after seeing me spit up blood but then....then I saw Dylan pull out a knife. He plunged it into him, then left us there." I say the last words, drowning in tears. Ashley comes up and hugs me softly, holding me so I calm down.

"Where's Violet?" I ask, wiping away the black smudge under my eyes. "Oh, right. Some girl with blonde hair wanted to talk with her do she left before we even got to tell her about what happened." CC explained. "Sunni...wow I haven't talked to her in forever." I nearly whisper. "Sunni? Wasn't that Andy's ex or whatever?" Ashley asks. I nod. "Yeah, she was my best friend...until...Andy." I say, realizing how much I've missed hanging out with just the three of us.

"Andrew Biersack" the doctor called out. The guys and I stand up, walking over up him. "Is he awake?" I ask him eagerly, waiting for a reply. "No, not quite. The object that he was stabbed with was pretty deep and we're still checking if it has caused any major damage." My heart sunk, this was all my fault. Tears starting to form, I didn't stop them. "Will he be okay?" Jake asks for me. The doctor shrugged. "Like I said, we're still doing tests on it. So far it's looking...okay but we want to make that okay be a good." Jake nodded in agreement whole I clung onto Ashley once again, crying.

'This is all your fault' 'fucking worthless' 'look who you've hurt' words kept repeating in my head as everything in the room seemed to spin. Ashley was rubbing back trying to calm me, but then everything just went...black.

*the next day*

I woke up in a hospital bed, but still in my clothes. I looked around to see Jake and Jinxx sleeping on the uncomfortable chairs while Ashley was slouched down, playing on his IPhone. I coughed making him jump up. "Your awake!" He shouted, causing Jake to shush him and slur around. "Yeah...what happened?" I asked, rubbing my head.

"You kinda passed out after the doctor mentioned Andy-" "ANDY!" I shouted. "Where is he? Is he okay? I need to see him!" I begin to panic.

What if there was damage? What if he doesn't make it? What if- "he's okay Star. He woke up about an hour ago. He asked where you were but I told him you passed out. He's pretty worried." Ashley explained. "He's worried? He's worried?! I passed out cause he could've died!" I took a deep breathe and spoke again. "I need to see him" I said, walking towards the door.

"I don't think he can have visitors yet." Ashley warned. I turned half way around. "I need to see him Ashley. Please. Don't stop me." He nodded and I walked out, finding that my room wasn't to far away from his own.

I looked in the window connected to the door and took another deep breathe before opening the door.

Andy was laying there in a hospital gown on the bed under the covers, looking out the window at the clouds. I walked up to his bed, grabbing his hand slightly, causing him to jump.

"Sorry." I chuckled. "Star! Baby I've missed you." He says, pulling me down to see next to him. "I've missed you too." I whisper, a single tear rolling down my cheek. "Hey, it's okay. Shh baby, I'm okay." He whispered calmly, wiping his thumb across my eye to collect the tears that wanted desperately to be released. "I love you." I say, grabbing his hand in mine. "I love you too. The doctor says that if I'm capable, I can go home tomorrow." He said, giving me a small smile. "Tomorrow? Why not tonight?" I ask. "They want to make sure I am 100 percent okay to leave. Just making sure the stitches won't pop open I guess." He chuckles, causing me to grow a smile back at him.

I lean over and kiss him gently on the cheek. "I was so worried." I say again. "I know baby, but I'm okay. I'm here. You don't have to be worried anymore." He tries to reassure me, but fails. "I just...I kept thinking about the negatives and what I would do if I lost you again and I just..." Tears starting to prick my eyes. "I just couldn't. You've become a big part of my life, yet again."shhh." He kissed my fore head after laying me Down besides him, snuggling up into the crook of my hair.

*Leaving Hospital*

I said goodbye to Andy and how much I love him before walking outside to the car with the guys. It was only around three in the afternoon so we decided to grab something to eat.

"What about Five Guys?" I request, laying my head against the window. I here cheers and 'yes' as we turn around to head towards our destination. As we got there, there was a decent amount of people inside.

"Ready?" They ask me. I nod and grab my bag from the backseat.

*Going Home*

I ran up the stairs after pulling off my shoes at the door and practically slam the door shut. I slide into the bathroom in just my socks and turn on the water.

Within fifteen minutes I'm dressed and brushing my hair to get the wet knots out of my hair. I pulled on a pair of black pajama shorts and a neon green tank top and pull on some knee socks.
Since Andy's not here, I head down the stairs to watch television with Ashley, Jake, Jinxx, and CC.

"I'm going to head to bed, goodnight guys." I say after a few hours of watching Orange is the New Black with them. I give them each a hug and thank them for everything after running up the stairs and climbing under my comforters.

Notes

Hey!! Sooo Andy's okay! And Star didn't snitch on the bitch. Maybe it was for the best?

Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful night. Goodnight!! :)

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