Numb

Courtney's POV:

I slid the cool blade against my wrist. Allowing for the familiar sting to flow through my senses, the numbing feeling a distant memory. As the blood bubbled from the slice in my vein, the aching sensation appeared, the sharp pain returning and bringing a dizzying sensation.

The loud bangs began to cease, their echo rattling through the house's walls. The faint shout of their voices slowly faded, only to drastically increase again, the noise causing for my head to pound.

I set the blood coated blade down on the counter, a beautiful mixture of red and white. The gashes on my arms seemed to almost breathe as the blood began to clot. The redness spread around my wrist, encircling the flesh in a stinging sensation.

Almost in a daze, I made my way to my room, and promptly collapsed upon the bedding. The still leaking blood dripping onto the soft fabric.

Then the knocking returned, louder this time, if possible. Accompanied by shouting and pleas for me to open the door. I was fairly certain they would break down the door if I didn't open up soon. Across the room, muffled ringing chorused, the ringtone of my brother no doubt. Through the door I could faintly hear the very man muttering "come on, come on. Pick up."

I ignored them, I ignored everything. Desperately craving the ability to simply drown in the darkness that was slowly consuming my mind. I just wanted for everything to stop, I just wanted to die already. After so many attempts, I was finally ready, and at the conclusion that tonight, would be my final night alive.

That was until the door burst open, followed by the shouts of the guys. But it didn't matter anyways, because my mind finally allowed for me to slip into a comatose state.

Notes

Happy New Year everyone!
I hope everyone had a safe and fun New Years!!

sorry for the shortish chapter, but this is important.

so so what did you guys do to celebrate the new year? I had a bit to much to drink :P but I'm fine now
I love New Years so much lol

qotd: what's your favourite holiday?