Heaven waits for no angels

AddiLynn's P.O.V

I had spent the next two days, by myself crying. I didn't mean to hurt Andy, I truly did love him with all of my being. He was my other half. I didn't mean to hurt him and I wanted to say yes I couldn't. To protect myself, Andy, my daughter, and now my our unborn child(ren). Plus, I was already married and to afraid to face Christopher to get my divorce papers signed.

Andy had thought he was doing all of the protecting, but he wasn't. He may be able to kick Dallas' ass, but he wasn't protecting me. I was protecting him and Aubrey from an even greater danger. My husband, Christopher.

****Flash back****

Andy and the rest of the boys were soundless asleep in the tour bus after a long all night concert. I was the only one awake, and to use it to my advantage and get some thing done, I decided to get the boys' mail from the staff bus and bring it here for them to go through when they awoken. I got my favorite hoodie; my white American Eagle hoodie with the neon pink eagle on the front; my brown lace up boots and headed out the door. Quietly shutting the door on my way out making sure I wouldn't wake the boys. They needed their sleep.


Entering the staff bus with Andy's key, I looked over to see scattered mail all over the table. Seeing that most of the mail was for the boys, I sat down to organize everyone's mail. Andy had the most mail, mostly from family and friends. All Ashley's, Jake's, CC's, and Jinxx's mail were from fans. It had taken me a good half an hour but I successfully sorted everyone's mail, with one last unopened letter laying in front of me on the table.

That letter was for me.

I froze, it didn't have a return address, I didn't really have friends outside the tour and haven't spoken to a single family member in years. I slowly opened the letter as if I was afraid of it rather than what it said. It was written in the sloppy hand writing of a child.

'Dear Mommy,' It began, my seven year old daughter I hadn't seen in years had written a letter to me.
'I don't want to be here no more! Daddy got mad at me again. I'm scared mommy! Please don't let him hurt me. Help me mommy! Love, Aubrey' Christopher had Aubrey refer to him as dad, even though he wasn't her father. Aubrey had been taken from my arms just two weeks after I had married Christopher. Which was suppose to guarantee Aubrey and I's safety, which obviously didn't.

Instead she was 'sent away' and I haven't seen her since. Although she doesn't remember me, she knows exactly who I am and what I have done for her; what I've been through to keep her safe. I never knew where they took my little girl, but I was told to stay away or we'd both be killed. I didn't care about me, in fact, I wanted to die. But my daughter deserved to have a life, even if it was one like this. I had gotten many letters like this in my life, all of them basically saying the same thing. The only time she was ever allowed to contact me is if they wanted me for something greater that she couldn't give to them.

So they would wait for a reason to be mad at her; wait for her to do something wrong. Then they would tell me where to meet them, and when, and if I didn't show up, they would kill both of us. But if I went, we'd both stay alive and 'safe' as I took the punishment for my daughter. Of course, I've always went, because no matter how bad things get for me, I know my daughter doesn't have to go through it too.

'Meet us at the address below at eight pm on the 22nd for your punishment. Or I'll make baby Aubrey become baby Anna in a heartbeat. And your new boy toy Andy will become my next meal.'

Now Andy was involved completely. He was involved since the day that we had met, but never once did I put him in danger, until now. Wanting to protect the ones that I love, I knew this was the most important meeting yet. Covering my tracks, as I knew none of the boys nor anyone else could know about this, I took out Andy's lighter from my pocket and burned the letter until it was a pile of crisp ashes, and threw it out.

Two days later, I went to meet Christopher and his 'helpers'. I put in a lot of fight as they hurt me more than I could stand. But as they threatened the people I loved once again, I stopped fighting back completely and let them do whatever it was they wanted, knowing it would be worth it in the end because Aubrey and Andy would be safe.

Just the day after my meeting, I had been putting a puzzle together with Ashley and I was foolish enough to pull up my sleeves without thinking twice. Ashley had seen the marks on my arm where one of Christopher's workers had grabbed me and wouldn't let go. Thankfully, he kept quiet about it and didn't tell Andy, or anyone.

*****End of flashback*****

Over the passed two days, I've texted and called Andy over a thousand times, but I never got an answer. He abandoned me and his unborn child(ren) without even knowing. This can't go on forever. Weather he would like it or not, we have a family now and we needed to be together. Or at least he needed to know. He needed to know everything; About Aubrey and Anna, about Christopher, about me not being able to marry him because I was already married, our unborn child(ren), all of it. I couldn't sit around and wait forever for him to decide to answer me, he needed to know now.

The more this would go on, the more he would miss out on the pregnancy of his first child. He wouldn't want that, but now he also didn't want me. That was the reality of it and I just needed to accept it for now; that we weren't together and that we don't come first anymore. However, this child(ren) does, weather Andy wanted to see or hear from me or not, it was time I stood up and made him listen, for the sake of this child.

After all my tears had dried, I fixed my make-up, gave myself a little motivational speech and walked out the door. I couldn't play this game anymore. I headed to Jinxx's place knowing that's where Andy would stay.

It's time he knew.

Notes

Do you think they should get back together? Should Andy listen to her for forever go on not knowing he has a child(s)? Let me know in the comments or message me!(: <3