Heaven waits for no angels

Andy's P.O.V

"What?" AddiLynn didn't look up as she spoke to me. She sounded scared but also excited. Moving closer and carrying the tray, I asked her again. "I want to be with you for the rest of my life AddiLynn, and protect you second of it. Please, will you marry me?" I put the tray down and slowly placed my hand on to her own, letting her know I was here for her; and that everything would be okay.

"Andrew we need to talk." AddiLynn starred in to my eyes and I saw the terror rushing through her. It was like lightning building up electricity and not knowing how to strike. Those words electrocuted me, what if she thought this was to early? What if she wasn't ready? Did I just mess up big time?

"Okay." I whispered back, trying to hide the pain in my voice from escaping out of my mouth along with my words. It was as if she struck me, transferring the terror electricity in to my own body. Without any warning, AddiLynn hugged her stomach and ran for the bathroom. It took me a moment to follow her, wondering if she needed privacy. It wasn't long until I had heard the gagging if vomiting ringing in my ears from the bathroom. I rushed to her aid. Seeing her, I pulled her hair back and out of her face. "Andy I"- She was cut off by the obsessive vomiting spell she had just been cast with.

"No baby it's okay, shhh." I cooed as she vomited. I was right, she was sick, but why? She finished vomiting and fell on to the bathroom floor, crying and dehydrated. I let go of her hair and watched as her body turned frail. "Andy I can't do this." AddiLynn protested once again, sounding exhausted. She could do this. she just didn't want to. I frowned as I tried to encourage her. "Yes, you can baby. We can!"

"No, I really can't do this!" She cried, " I can't marry you!" Tears built behind my eyes as I felt my own heart breaking, a horrible feeling. They tried to escape from my eyes, like a grande ticking about to set off. Suspense and time building up. "So that's a no then?" I managed to say softly. "I'm sorry Andy, but it's your fault! Don't be mad at me!" Her mood suddenly changed, creating brand new feelings for me.

I wasn't sad and disappointed anymore, I was angry, hurt, and confused. How is any of this my fault after everything I've done for her?

"How is this my fault!? For loving you?! For wanting this to last the rest of my life?!" I had exploded, but I didn't care. I couldn't, I was hurt, and now not getting the yes I was certain I would get. I was breaking. "Andy! Please! We need to talk about this!" She screamed back at me in defense, but I didn't listen. I didn't want to, it was my turn to speak.

"No! I don't need to hear what you have to say because now I've lost hope in you, in me, and us! I've lost hope in us. Not only that, but the whole world entirely! The dreams that once were all I could see. I don't feel like I can hope and dream again because you destroyed all of that in my heart! It's like the future is fading just out of reach. Or maybe, there just wasn't one waiting for us." I screamed.


"Andy!" She had whined and screamed back at once. I didn't let her get any farther. "It's almost like you had it planned. Like you smiled, shook my hand, and said ' I'm about to break your heart and screw you over.'"

AddiLynn's P.O.V

Knowing that you'll never be good enough for anyone is the worst feeling ever.

Andy's P.O.V

"Do you really love me?" I shouted hurt and no longer able to hold back the tears. She looked up to me as if I had just stabbed her in the heart; As if to say, 'How could you say that?' and she only had a few more seconds to live left. "Do you!?" I screamed. "Yes! Yes Andrew you idiot!" She screamed back at me at the top of her lungs then broke down to cry again.

Steaming, I got closer. "Hurt me with the truth, but don't you dare ever comfort me with a lie!" I wanted to hit her, make her feel at least a tiny ounce of the pain she had just put me through. But I couldn't, because I needed her. Instead, I walked out the door, and ignored her pleas. Heart broken.

AddiLynn's P.O.V

"Andy! Andy!" I screamed at him as he walked towards the front door. "I'm pregnant!" I screamed but it was to late, he had walked out of the door, and out of my life. I'm not open to many people. I'm usually quiet and I don't really like attention. So if I like you enough to show you the real me, you must be very special.

But Andy, Andy was the one person I thought who could never hurt me. I guess, I was wrong. Everytime I trust some one, they show me why I shouldn't.

Andy's P.O.V

My love for her is bullet proof, but she's the one who pulled the trigger, and shot me.


AddiLynn's P.O.V

I'm heart broken, alone, and afraid.

Andy's P.O.V

I'm heart broken, betrayed, and in pain.

Notes

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