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Heaven waits for no angels

First Visit, and broken hearted

Jinnx's P.O.V

I heard a knock on the door and went to open it wondering who it was. I opened the door to see a broken hearted AddiLynn standing there, alone. "Please, don't shut the door on me." She whined as if I actually would do that to her. I invited her inside and we sat down on the sofas. The girl looked so heartbroken and depressed, that when she entered the house you could feel the negativity coming in with her.

'How have you been?" I asked starting the conversation, wondering why she would say no to Andy. I noticed her stomach, it was bigger with a slight bump. Did she even tell Andy yet? "I'm not happy, but I'm not unhappy either. All my feelings have already passed and I am frozen somewhere in the middle, and I think that's worse than feeling heartbroken. I'm no where, nothing is happening and I am just getting more and more sad and lonely." I could tell she was coaching herself, and trying her hardest to make sure she didn't break down and cry. I was going to say something when Andy entered as I opened my mouth to speak.

AddiLynn shot up from the sofa where she was sitting and rushed over to Andy. "Please Andy, we need to talk." I left the room, not wanting to ease drop on things that were not my business.

AddiLynn's P.O.V

Andy's eyes were bloodshot and puffy and I knew he had spent days crying too. "Please Andy, you said we could talk, I didn't meant to hurt you." I cried out to him as pain filled me through out my entire body, noticing he wouldn't even look at me as I spoke. Feeling the tears and knowing if I cried I may never stop, I gave up.

"I want to make this work Andrew, I do love you. You misunderstood me completely. I know you are hurt, I am too! But Andy please, it's been days, come home. If you won't even look at me," I felt my voice rise with my last sentence as I was trying to keep the tears down. "then there's nothing I can really do. Please, come home and talk to me, just come home." That was the last thing I said to him as I walked out the door.

I wondered what he was thinking, if he saw the cuts that covered my wrists I had made a few days before; crying in the bathroom. How he could say he loves me, and then leave me, no, us like this.

****Flashback****

"You will never cry because of me again." "Me either." I whispered then, I remembered I wanted this, "Can I go tonight?" He paused then agreed, "Yes AddiLynn, just be careful, please. I can't lose you." He put his hand on my cheek. "AddiLynn, I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues. However, I can promise you that as long as you're trying, I'm staying"

****End of Flashback****

He lied to me. This isn't staying.

Driving home, I noticed my small bump getting bigger.

***The Next Day***

"Good morning AddiLynn! Now lets see here, this is your first check up and your here for a normal procedure check up and also to find out the number of embryos that are implanted, a.k.a, how many children your having, correct?"

The woman doctor came in and asked me. "Correct." I replied nervous. Andy should be here, but I couldn't even get him to look at me. "Okay, do you know how far along you are?" She asked, thinking for a moment I replied again. "No, but I took an at home pregnancy test about two weeks ago." She smiled and wrote what I had said down. "And what made you take the test?" I felt like my whole life for the passed few months was under watch. As if I had committed a murder and needed to know everything and everywhere I had been or was doing.

"I had unprotected sex, two weeks later I started to lose my appetite and I vomited for no reason after eating or waking up. My breast were always tender, though I wasn't on my period. It didn't hit me until I realized that the only thing I wanted to eat was ice cream; that I should take a pregnancy test. Obviously it was positive."

She wrote down what I told her and asked me to repeat myself at least three times. "How long ago was the sexual intercourse?" I felt pressured and didn't want to answer, that was to personal for me. "It's so we can estimate the time of the pregnancy so we can give you a due date, and know how far along you are." Oh, right. "About two months ago, around there."

She did her calculations and I looked down at my stomach. My bump wasn't huge, it was easy to cover, but if I wore a slightly tight shirt you could definitely tell. "Okay, if this is correct, which by the looks of your belly it seems extremely accurate, you should be about ten months along. Which means we can figure out how many children you're having, but the sex is invalid at this point." I nodded my head in agreement, that was good, I think.

Although I was pregnant before I never got to go to the doctors. I just guess on everything, in fact, being only fourteen I didn't even know I was pregnant until I had gained weight and felt the heartbeats in my stomach.

"You ready AddiLynn?" She asked me, patting the special bed to do the sonogram. I got on the bed. "This might be a little cold." She warned me before putting the clear gel on my stomach. In the past, when I had seen sonogram pictures before, but I could never truly see the baby until it was almost time for them to be born. The mothers would say that one it's your child, you'll truly see it and you'll never be able to miss it.

I hope I did. I looked down to my stomach once again, it was hard to believe that everywhere I went I was never alone, even when I was running errands or just talking on the phone. I will be pleasantly reminded that I'm not alone. There will be little tiny hands and feet kicking to the beat of father's music; like it's our little secret from daddy that only I can feel.

I can't wait to see him, or her, or even both at birth. Kiss their soft skin and count down the minutes until I see their first smile. But for now, I'll just wait. Trying to make sure they didn't come from a broken home. "Here we go!" The woman had yelled with a smile shooting across her face and placed the monitor stick on my stomach. A few minutes later, she spoke again. "Oh! How precious! Look at that AddiLynn, two heartbeats! Twins!"

I felt the tears swell up in my eyes as I captured the moment. This felt incredible. I wish I would've had this experience with Aubrey. "Look how cute they are!" The tears fell out of my eyes and rolled out my cheeks, then fell onto my shirt. Like rain sliding off a window on a sad, stormy day.

Wow, two kids, twins. Twins. "AddiLynn dear, have you been under a lot of stress lately?" The doctor had randomly asked me. I felt the panic rush through me as I calmly replied. "Kinda, I've been having issues with their father lately." She quickly wrote that down like it was really important when it really wasn't. Wait, was it?

"Oh my god, are they okay?" I worried. "Yes dear, but no more unnecessary stress. You're a mother now, you need to start thinking about them. It seems this one here is having a irregular heartbeat." My heart sank, then I wondered if they could feel that too. "They're both okay darling, but we just need to figure out why their heart is pumping so fast when they're completely healthy. So I'm gonna have to ask you to wear this infant heart monitor for twenty four hours." She warned me in response.

Agreeing to everything she said, I let her put on the monitor, and she showed me how to use it. I left with my very own sonogram picture of my children. I got home, and walked through the door of the house that Andy and I had once shared. Taking off my coat and my shoes, I headed to the bedroom to lay down, and found something unexpected instead.

Andy's P.O.V

"We need to talk." I ordered.




Notes

Question comment time! How do you think Andy is going to react to not only AddiLynn being pregnant, but it being twins as well? *Please!* Leave me a comment with your response!

ALSO*****
I am now co-author of Tatum's (Meetmysoulinhell) story, Stars can't shine without darkness.
I am mostly helping edit the story, however I wrote the first chapter entirely by myself.
The rest of the story will be Tatum's ideas and writing, I will merely just be editing it to improve the story. Considering this is her first fanfiction and she isn't like most of us who sit around and write all day, she really doesn't have much writing experience. Although only the first chapter is up and it is nothing she wrote, I already know it is going to be a wonderful and creative story you all would enjoy. PLEASE have the kindness in your hearts to at least check out the first two chapters. (The second chapter she was written by herself.)

TO THE PEOPLE WHO ARE COMMENTING MORE ON MY STORY AND ANSWERING MY QUESTIONS THAT I MAY LEAVE YOU, THANK YOU!!!! It's people like you who make me eager to keep updating and writing! Although just saying 'update!' is encouraging to, I love to hear your thoughts on what's going on in the story! Please keep commenting!!!

THANK YOU!

Lastly, this is WAY over due, special thank you to my best friend( math buddy (; ) Kyrstin! <3 Love you lots!

With Love,
Lizzy

Comments

Is there going to be a sequel?

Animelover18 Animelover18
2/29/16

Just wanted to let everyone know that although I know it's been awhile, I let someone else "high Jack" my story and I totally regretted it, so I am writing it again on a new account because for some reason I can't sign into this one. Thanks all!

Just wanted to let everyone know that although I know it's been awhile, I let someone else "high Jack" my story and I totally regretted it, so I am writing it again on a new account because for some reason I can't sign into this one. Thanks all!

Just wanted to let everyone know that although I know it's been awhile, I let someone else "high Jack" my story and I totally regretted it, so I am writing it again on a new account because for some reason I can't sign into this one. Thanks all!

@Musicalintoxicationterror
I just need some time to pull myself together, I CAN'T HANDLE THE FEELS!!!!!