Happy Little Pill

The orange glow from a table lamp shined over me and Lauren as I sat in her living room with her. She had tears on her face and I was worried. I don't know what was going on.

"Lauren, what happened?" I asked.

"Gustav is getting worse Sadee, he can't breathe on his own, he has no strength to do anything, and he doesn't want Charlie to see him like that," she said.

"Lauren, he has cancer. If I had cancer, I wouldn't want my kids seeing me like that," I said.

"It's not just that he has cancer. I understand that. What I don't understand is why he isn't getting better. We are paying hundreds, thousands maybe, of dollars for his chemo and it isn't doing shit," she said.

"It's only been a month and a half, it takes longer than that to work," I said. She looked at me and sighed.

"I know it does. I've just never been in this situation before. I went from almost divorcing him to worrying about him day in and day out," she said.

"Well, since he is still your husband, I hope you worry about him," I said. She looked at me with a serious look suddenly.

"Do you love Andy?" She asked. I leaned back a little and swallowed.

"Um, why?" I asked.

"Just answer the question," she rolled her eyes.

"I don't know yet. We've been through so much, so yeah, I guess I do," I said.

"Have you told him yet?" She asked.

"No, and he hasn't said it to me either," I said.

"Okay, but imagine it was Andy in Gustav's shoes, how would you feel?" She asked.

"Like I did when Juliet left him. Broken and wanting revenge on whatever hurt him," I admitted and she nodded.

"Exactly, that is why I am stressing about this," She said.

"Cancer is always something to be stressing about, no matter who the person is. But Gustav is a strong person, he will get through it," I said. She nodded and leaned back in her chair.

"I hope you're right," she said and I sighed.

"Well, I gotta go, Andy wants me to go with him to some sort of band meeting and it's probably going to be talking about a tour I can't go on," I said.

"Why can't you go on the tour?" She asked.

"Because, they won't let a small thing like me be on a tour bus when them for that long, I could die," I said.

"I'm pretty sure Andy wouldn't let that happen, but whatever. Go have fun," she said and I rolled my eyes before leaving and walking into my house. As I walked in, I saw Andy sprawled out on the couch, snoring. Of course he's sleeping. I should go sit on him, make him wake up. I set my bag down and carefully walked over to him. His eyes were tightly closed and he looked so happy and peaceful. I kinda don't want to wake him. But it's like three in the afternoon and the meeting is at five. So, I sat on his stomach. Within a second, he woke up and was staring at me.

"What's up?" I asked as I leaned back on the couch.

"Are you really sitting on me?" He asked in a sleepy voice. I nodded.

"It's three," I said.

"The meet is not for two hours," he said.

"But I'm awake and bored," I said.

"I was sleeping and having a great dream," he said.

"What was it about?" I asked.

"I don't know, I just know it was amazing," he said.

"So, I'm bored," I said and puffed my cheeks. He looked at me for a second before getting this smirk on his face.

"I can fix that," he said and half sat up, or at least as much as he could with me sitting on him.

"Yes you can," I said. I got off of him and made my way upstairs with a grin on my face. Sometimes I instigate, sometimes he does. But we both end up having a great time.


I carefully arched my back to crack it as I laid in the bed next to Andy. He was almost sleeping, again.

"Why do you sleep so much?" I whined.

"I'm a guy," he said.

"That is so not an excuse," I said.

"Fine, I'm a guy, who is the singer in a band that is preparing for a tour, a seven month world tour, that is why I sleep so much. Stocking up for when I won't be sleeping," he said.

"Said tour is when I will be lounging around here, in my underwear, with a jar of nutella and crackers. It will be paradise," I said.

"Who said you aren't going on the tour?" He asked.

"Didn't your management people say so?" I raised an eyebrow.

"No, they don't care who we bring, as long as we are doing our job. You can come if you want. And I mean, you can walk around on the bus in your underwear, I won't mind," he smirked and bit his lip ring.

"Ha ha, if I did go on tour, there are how many other guys on that bus? No, my pants will always be on my body," I said. He began pouting and I smirked before kissing him quickly and climbing out of the bed. It's like four thirty now, and I have to shower quickly, get that smell of sex off of me.

"Where're you going?" Andy sounded like he was whining.

"Shower, because I'd rather not have them all know my personal shit, like when we have sex," I said and walked into the bathroom.

"At least let me join you, if I smell like it, they'll think I jerk myself off," he said.

"Whatever lone ranger," I said and giggled.

"Lone ranger?" He asked.

"It's nothing, just, nevermind," I said and climbed into the shower.


My tank top was beginning to itch under my jacket. I knew I shouldn't have worn this, it always makes me itchy. I was sitting next to Andy as their manager talked about the tour and the dates and when they would be flying, all the technical stuff. Then came the time for the band to ask questions.

"Can Sadee come on tour with us?" Andy asked. Jon looked at Andy, then at me, then back at Andy.

"I don't see why not, she could even sing her song on stage," he said.

"Whoa, I am not up for that," I said.

"Yeah that's fine," their tour manager person said. Well, looks like I'm going on tour.

Notes

Alright so, cute and relaxed chapter. I love showing off Andy and Sadee's relationship at it's finest.

But in other news. I am ending this story in like three chapters. I know, why end it. I am ending it because there will be a sequel. The sequel will be the tour, and all that awesome stuff. But it's not only the tour, most of it will be the tour, but Sadee will have to come home for personal reasons eventually so. I don't know what it's going to be called quite yet, but I am forewarning you. Thank you all for the awesome comments and ratings and for reading. You don't even know how grateful I am for all of you! Love you!