You broke me but got me back up *COMPLETED*

Kaycee's POV~

“Just tell me already! I’m broken enough and I want to know what’s wrong with me. Am I pregnant or not?!” I annoyingly asked.

“Well… they are all,” she started.

“They are all what? Come on, just spit it out!”

She sighed heavily and turned to me saying: “They are all positive. You’re having a little baby boy or girl in there,” she pointed to my tummy.

I was broken even more. Tears kept running my cheek as I sat on the floor breathing fast, sad and angry at myself. What will my parents do to me? They will kick me out!

“We need to tell mom and dad…” Sophia started.

I didn’t do anything. I ran out of the bathroom and got to my phone, texting to my mom.

‘Hi. Please come home with dad really quickly. I have to tell you something and I swear to god you won’t like it. Please be quick before I change my mind. –Kay’

‘Hey baby girl. We’re on our way. Don’t worry.-Mom.’

“Do you want me to tell them?” big sis asked me.
I shook my head and cleaned up my tears. I knew I was going to cry even more when dad starts to yell at me.

A few minutes later they came home and sat on the sofa as Sophia and I were already waiting for them right there.
“Hi sweet hearts! This is surprising… no Andy around,” dad started.
Sophia told them about the LA thing. And of course, mom and dad’s faces started to shine.
“I need to tell you something about Andy…”

Big sis looked at me as if she was asking if I were ready to do this. And I nodded.
“What’s wrong? Did something happen?” mom questioned.
“I… um… well… you see… we… he… I… uh… I can say it… just…” I sighed heavily. Sophia was about to say it but I stopped her really fast.

“I am p… pre… pre…”
Dad was even more confused. And so was mom.
“I’m pregnant.” I finally blurted it out. It was hard to say it. We all started to cry, but I was the one crying like the saddest person in the world.

I leaned my head on Sophia’s arm as she hugged me, protecting me from various hits.
“You have disappointed us Kaycee Maywood. How could you be so… so… so irresponsible? What are you going to do with the baby? Keep it? Well, feel free to leave if that’s so. Think about your future,” mom lectured.

“I have thought about it by the time you got here and I have already made a decision. Sophia don’t hate me because of this, but trust me. It’s for the best.”

She was confused because she didn’t know what I was going to say. Her expectations were for me keeping the baby. But no. I have thought it clearly.

“Mom, dad, we first need to make an appointment at the doctor. I need to know what is it.”
We all agreed so we made one.

That day I was shaking and I was nervous.
It was my turn to go in, so all four of us went.

“Mrs. Maywood?” the doctor spoke.
“Yes, that’s me.”
She made a few tests and yep. In the end we saw I was really pregnant. So here’s my plan. I’m doing it. No matter what.
“You’re exactly four weeks pregnant. Do you want to see the ultrasound?”
Sophia was already excited for everything. Even for becoming an aunt and seeing how it looks in the tummy.
I shook my head as all of them were surprised, but my sis was shocked.
“I… I am underage and I can’t take care of a baby right now. I mean, I’m nearly 17 years old. What will I do with a baby on my watch? I have a dream. I can’t let it go because of a baby…”

I started to cry. Cry so hard.

“Sis… why would you do that? There’s a baby living inside you! If I were you I would keep it and love it! Why do you want to abort it?!” Sophia obviously made a scene with that. But it’s for the best. Andy wouldn’t want a baby either. I know it. It’s the only way.

“I want to have an abortion while I can, please… The sooner the better…”

My parents were both happy and sad. Happy because I won’t let go of my dreams and sad because I made the biggest decision of my life. Getting rid of the baby. It’s what my parents wanted. They wished that I’d abort it. And so I’m pleasing them.

When the process was finished, Sophia didn’t talk to me at all. I felt very, very bad. I lost two things. A baby… and a sister…I didn’t have great contact with Sophia for almost 2 weeks. Mom and dad wanted to take me shopping for new stuff but after we came back home I was worse than broken. I was a puzzle. My heart fell into million pieces. I couldn’t believe I killed someone. Someone I carried in me. But it’s the best thing.

“We’re proud of you making the hardest decision… now go get some rest and we’ll talk later, ok?” mom said.

I didn’t say anything. I was tired and my eyes were dead because I cried all the time. It’s been weeks since I contacted with Andy. How am I going to tell him about this? He will be mad as hell.

I locked the door of my room and opened my laptop. I had to listen to some music. I remembered about a razor I kept in my drawer. I took it out and well… I cut my wrists. Then my legs. And then my stomach. But not deep. I was clean for 3 years and it’s hard to get back to it. Damn it hurt. But I did make a deep cut on my hand, making me bleed. That’s when I got a Skype call from Andy. I forgot about my bleeding hand. I just answered it.

“Hey babe!” he said.

I just mumbled hi to him.
“What’s wrong? Did something happen at school?”

I shook my head. Sophia has a key to my room so she got in and dragged me to my bathroom, excusing us from Andy. I was locked there as she went to talk with him.

Sophia’s POV

I locked her up in the bathroom and ran to Andy.
“What’s going on, Sophia? What happened?” he started asking.
I took a deep breath and spilled it out: “Andy… Kaycee was pregnant.”

His face made a huge smile and he was overwhelmed! I knew Kaycee shouldn’t have done the abortion… Andy would want the child.

“Wait, you said she was pregnant. What do you mean?”
We both were struck.
“She had an abortion. She couldn’t take it anymore. She said you’ll never want the baby and that’s she’s too young for this. She has dreams and everything. She doesn’t want to be a mom… we got rid of the baby. It was our parents happy thing. But she is broken.”
He was shocked too… and then he stopped talking.

“You know what? Call her here. I’m going to tell something to both of you.”
I unlocked the door and pulled her to the camera.
“What is it, Andy?” she asked.

He started to sob and almost cry as he told us: “Look. You could’ve told me first before making the stupid decision! I would never leave you! I’d keep the baby! I’d never let go! And I know you just cut yourself because I can see blood on your shirt and your hand.”

I looked down at her wrist and I gasped.

“I-I’m sorry… It’s for the best… I’m really sorry, Andy…” she started to cry.
Andy’s face cocked to one side and then back to us.

“I need a break from this. You know what? I don’t want to contact you now. Just… I need some time alone to think stuff through. Bye.”

He hung up. HE HUNG UP. HE HUNG UP!

I couldn’t look at my little sister. I was so disappointed. Why? Why did she do this?
I left her in her room so she could cry out. And I could tell that she wasn’t going to move on from this for a long time.

Notes

Hey! sorry if I'm rushing with this but hey, ideas are ideas, right? Don't worry, I swear that I'll keep this story up to at least 40 chapters. Yeah, I know, too much or not? Comment and let me know what do you think!