"I'm sorry to say but...I'm afraid Stacy is in critical conditions." the doctor said. I let out a sigh of relief, but still felt nervous. "Is she going to be ok? Is she going to make it doctor?" her mother cried. "I'm sorry but, Stacy has permanently lost her voice." she told us. I began to cry my eyes out. How? Stacy was fine! And now she's mute! When the sudden change? I couldn't believe what I was hearing and I didn't want to. Stacy was a special girl that I came to love as a sister and now I will never hear her voice again. Suddenly the last words she ever told me came racing into my mind, 'Thank you! Thank you so much Eva! I love you with all my heart! Thank you!' She told me that while tears came running down her cheek. I loved this girl so much. "When will we be able to see her?" I asked. "I'm not sure. Apart from losing her ability to speak, she is also extremely dehydrated. We need to get he stabilized before anyone can see her." she told me. Stacy's parents walked away, still crying over their daughter. I stood there with Andy's arms around me. "Doctor can I have a word with you?" He told her, and both of them walked away. Instead of walking with them to see what Andy would ask, I leaned on the wall when eventually my legs gave in and I slid down to the floor. Pressing my legs against my chest, with my back against the wall, I cried. Cried into my knees like their was no tomorrow. I felt like their wasn't going to be, and that scared me. I couldn't help but think why Stacy got dehydrated. She seemed fine the whole time. I thought back and did everything her doctor told me to do. Keep her on stage, connected to all the wires. 'And remember to give her water all the time!' That's it! I gave her a water bottle, but I don't remember Stacy ever drinking it. She was so caught up in the moment she totally forgot about her water. And to make it worse, I wasn't cheeking up on her. I was in the moment too. Staring at Andy. 'If something happens to Stacy it's all your fault! You were too busy staring at some rock star you can never have! SELFISH!' My inner voice screamed at me! 'SHUT UP! I don't need to hear this right now!' I thought. I was going crazy! Crying, talking to myself! I felt more like a patient than a doctor. I was going to need help if something bad happened. 'No! Don't think like that! Nothing is going to happen.' I wish I could listen to myself. I felt two hand on my shoulder and realized Andy was back. He sat next to me as I cried into his shoulder. "What did you ask the doctor?" I said through my tears. "Don't worry about it." he whispered to me. I decided not to argue, he'll tell me later on. It felt as time had stopped. Everything was going slower, and it grew more and more frightening. Everything was silent, or so I thought. I soon had no more tears left, all I felt was pain, and guilt. Guilt, because this could be my fault. I wasn't in this world. My eyes were open, staring at nothing. My mind was thinking, it was thinking nothing. I had a blank stare. No emotion came through my face. I was a 'walking dead' though I was sitting. My legs didn't work. My arms felt like numb noodles. All I could do was stare at a blank wall. Like a zombie. A crazy, depressed zombie. I had no feeling but the fell of Andy's arms around me. He was here for me. After time I realized he was rocking me back and forth. When I slowly started to come back to this world, I also realized he was humming. He was humming a tone to a familiar song. I just couldn't put my finger on it. It wasn't a song by him. I began to hum along. I knew this song it just wouldn't come to my mind, until he started to sing it. Of course! How could this not be more obvious. I was My Immortal by Evanescence. "When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years, but you still have all of me..." we sang along together. He kissed the top of my head. "Everything is going to be alright. Don't worry." he continued to sing the song. He's voice was like an angels. Perfect in every way. Before I knew it darkness took over and I was asleep. Asleep in dream land... "I want you guys to be happy. Can you do it for me Eva? Please?" I heard a young angel like voice tell me. "We'll be happy and you'll watch us be happy. You'll be with us, you're not leaving." I cried. "You know this is my fate Eva. You do, just accept it. Don't worry I'm not saying goodbye right now. I'm just here to make sure you promise me." I heard the angel speak again. "I promise..." I cried. And began to shack. I didn't hear the angel anymore. Were did she go? "Eva?" I hear a male angel say my name. "Wake up! Eva?" he sounded worried. I walked out of the darkness and into light. I opened my eyes and realized I was dreaming. I wasn't against the wall though, I was in a bed. I was in Andy's bed again. And he was towering over me. "Eva? Are you ok!" he whispered. "Yes, I'm fine, why?" "You were scaring me. You were crying and saying 'you're not leaving us' and 'I promise.' What's going on?" I could hear the fear in his voice. "I was dreaming...with Stacy. She was telling me she wanted us to be happy, and that this was her fate..." I began to cry again. She was saying goodbye. "Don't worry Eva. Stacy is fine, we can go visit if we like." he told me. I was confused. "How long have I been sleeping?" He laughed, "For about, 18 hours." "Well lets go see her!" I got up. "Eva, its three in the morning." he smiled. "We'll go later. Get some sleep." I then realized I was in Andy's arms. I laid back down and went back to a dreamless, peaceful sleep. Andy began to hum the same song.