"Why? Why did you leave?" Andy asked me for the thousands time. I was scared to tell him. What if he got mad? What if he would then leave me? I had Andy back because of a miriacle. I was the stupidest person ever! I had a guy as amazing as Andy, and I left him. I don't deserve him back. He should have moved on to a better girl, someone who can handle the pressure of his fame. "C'mon babe tell me." he said agian. I took a deep sigh, I guess I have to tell him. "I was scared..." I whispered. "Of what?" he picked me off the couch and brought me closer to him. I was now in between his legs my back and head on his chest. "Of your fans, they know were I worked, they were saying they should go and kill me." I begun. "They wouldn't do that." I cut him off. "Andy, you don't know your fan base very well. Some of us are like me, love you guys till death but don't go crazy when we see or meet you. Some are like me, but they might pass out from seeing or meeting you. And then you have the crazy ones, the one's that will do anything in their power to get what they want. And if they want me dead, trust me, I would be dead." My little rant on fans seemed to make him uncomfortable. Scared. "Anywho, they said that, I didn't want to tell you cause I didn't want you to hate your fans, I had no idea what to do. So I ran off... Thinking I would be safe, you would never find me and that you would move on." I looked up at me, fear clearly shown on his face. "Are they really that crazy?" he asked. I nodded. "But Eva you know me, you know I would never, ever, let anything happen to you. That's the last thing I want, for you to be in danger. I love you." He whispered into my ear and kissed me. I missed this. His warm, soft lips on mine. Making it feel like I was complete, whole. I needed Andy, and I don't know how I went five years without him. If I tried to leave again, I know it will be impossible. I loved Andy with all my heart, and for having a moment of fear, I almost lost him. He pulled away from the kiss, took a quick breath and pecked my nose. "Babe can you do me a favor?" he asked, with that smile that makes thousands of fans' heart melt. "Yea, anything." I faced him. "Can you please take off those contacts, and dye your hair back to black?" he laughed. I laughed with him. I stood off from his lap and held my hand out. "Let's go salon." I winked at him. His smile grew as he stood up. "Hey! Eyes." he said. I rolled them and walked to the bathroom, Andy right behind me. I took off the deep blue from my eye to show my natural brown ones. "So much better." he whispered. "You know what, I'm gonna go to the salon by myself. I want to surprise you." I smiled at him, but his smile faded. "What?" I asked worried. "Do you have to go alone? I'm..." he couldn't find his words. I understood though, he didn't trust me to go out on my own. He might think I'll leave again. "I'll ask Sammi if she wants to come." I told him. He nodded but his smile never came back. *** "Black, I mean jet black! The blackest of the black!" I told the salon worker. She nodded and began the solution. "I'm so glad your back Eva. You don't understand how hard it's been on us since you left." Sammi was next to me, dying her hair blond with dip dye purple. "Us?" I asked, they began with my hair. "I guess I probably should tell you." "Yea! You should." "Well..." she began, "Andy never stopped crying. When he got home and didn't find you, he was freaking out. He saw the note and I guess went insane. After he left Jinxx at the jewel store he left at 2 p.m. We got to your house at 2 a.m. Andy was sitting in his room crying for 12 hours straight. You could tell because his eyes were bloodshot read. He looked, bad. He then realized what was trending on Twitter and something took over him," she had a look of fear in her eye. "He punched the wall, breaking it. He made a hole in his wall, it's still there. He was freaking out, I was so scared I left the room, but I heard his screams. Then it all stopped, I sneaked back in and saw him on Twitter, his final tweet was 'Please come back! I'm worried!' within the few minutes, your tweet came up. He quickly replied to it, he said 'No they didn't my love. Don't let them! Come back to me babe, I need my savior' but by then you disabled your Twitter." "After calling your disconnected number, he broke. He didn't leave his room for about two months. He didn't do anything. The fans were very worried and they also said they were looking out for you. After those two months he started walking around his house, that lasted about ten months. Then he would sit outside, and very slowly he started going out. But he hasn't done a tour, concert, they had to release just a few songs since Andy would not go to the studio." "After two years he was still the same. Just went out for a few times a month. Didn't talk to anyone, not even us. We would go to his house to clean it up a bit. Get him new, fresh food. He wouldn't say hello or goodbye, wouldn't even look at us. Just stare out the window, look at the ground, lay in bed, or staring at the blank T.V." The things she was telling me were heartbreaking. I could feel the tears running down my cheeks. "After those two years, he, he began drinking. We all got scared about his health and called his parents. They came to visit him, but he still continued his ways. Always drinking, smoking, yelling and getting angry over everything. He became violent. The neighbors would call the police sometimes. Once he was close to getting arrested, but Jinxx was there and convinced the police." "That went on for a year, so now it was three years that you were gone. Then he went back into his depression. Never went out, crying, writing. Then that year we made him go back to his fans, they were terrified, always asking for him. So he tweeted after three years, 'I just need time.' that's it. But that turned it all around, he's fans did so many things, and we would show him, but nothing brought a smile to his face." "I love Andy smile, and it was three years since I've seen it. After four years of you leaving, he wanted to tour. So they made a U.S tour, and it went on for a long time, then we came to here and, found you. Today was the first day I saw him smile, since five years, since you left." I couldn't stop crying, I did all this to him. He didn't deserve any of it! I felt so bad, my heart was breaking as she spoke. I didn't want to believe any of it! I couldn't, I can't live knowing I did that to Andy. "I'm a terrible person. He doesn't deserve me." I cried into my hands. "Don't start again. You guys are meant to be! It was fate that brought you guys together again. Fate wants you guys together." she smiled. *** "Ready." The worker said. I had black hair. I had straight black hair, just like I use to. I even did my makeup like I used to. "I'm running to Andy!" I screamed. I payed the salon and ran to the hotel. When I finally got there I ran into the room. "Andy!" I screamed. I heard footsteps running down the hall and ended in front of me. He froze, and smiled. Smiled like there was no tomorrow. It was a smile that can kill fans! "You're back." he whispered. I ran to him and smashed my lips onto his. "I'm back, and I'm never leaving." I told him and kissed him again.