Six feet below. She is now six feet below the ground. I stood there staring at her grave, being the last one to leave. Andy was patiently waiting behind me. He is taking it hard I can tell, but he's staying strong for me. He knows if he breaks down, I'll completely fall apart. More than I already am. "We booked our flight those years ago, I said I love you as I left you. Regrets still haunt my hollow head, I promised you, I will see you again..." I whispered to her grave. I couldn't believe she was gone, I just couldn't. Not only did I lose Stacy, but I also lost an old friend Ray. Maria decided it was best if she move back to Chicago, and continue her old life there. She promised not to tell anyone about me. Not even my old best friends. "Crystal? Are you ready to go?" I heard his soft voice whisper from behind me. I shook my head. "I can't leave her here. I can't leave her alone, I just can't." I whispered. I felt him place his hand on my shoulder. "You have to..." He whispered back. He was so close his voice made me shiver. "C'mon Crystal, this isn't going to help you or Stacy. Lets go." He put his arm around me and slowly moved me away from Stacy. I froze and refused to move an inch more. "I can't Andy..." I cracked, I was in tears again. Leaning on him my head in his neck. The tears kept coming out, with no control. "Shh. It's alright love, you can do it. C'mon." He gently nudged me a little, but my knees gave out. I fell right on the ground, right on her grave. Holding her tombstone to raise my head. I cried at what it read. "So here I lie, and my wish came true, it's all I ever wanted, and it's thanks to you... I love you Crystal." Was written large, and towards the bottom in smaller font was, "Parents lost their daughter, Andy lost his wife, The army lost their sister, but heaven gained an angel. R.I.P Stacy" The first part was a poem she wrote before the worst day. Before Andy and I arrived at the hospital, she specifically told her parents she wanted it on her tombstone. I can only imagine how hard it was to hear that. The second part was trending on Twitter the next morning, after the worst day. Andy, Stacy's parents, and I thought it would be perfect. Yesterday was her funeral, and the amount of people that went was amazing! Family, other band members, fans, etc. Now today, four days after the worst day, here she lays, six feet below me. I didn't realized I was back on my feet until I hear Andy whisper again, "Let's go." I took one, long, last look at her grave and slowly backed away. Turning my back even slower. Andy never let me go, I was in his arms all the time. He helped me into the passengers seat. Putting my seatbelt on and closing the door for me. He walked around and got in himself. The moment the car started I was in tears. I don't want to leave her. I hid my face in my hands, I didn't want to see the pain I cause Andy by breaking down all the time. "I'm so sorry Andy! I don't want you to see me like this, but I can't help it." I whispered. He took one hand off the wheel and locked it with mine. "I know it hurts. Don't be sorry... I love you." he kissed my hand. He put his back on the wheel and looked forward. I just want to know what he thinks of all this. He's so good at hiding and controlling all his emotions. I put my iPod headphones in and got lost with my music. "I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful, and I don't ever want to lose my bestfriend. And I screamed out god you volture, bring her back or take me with her!" I didn't' realize I was singing out loud until Andy asked me what song that was. I told him and he smiled. Guess he liked it? Before I realized it I was asleep. Dreaming... I'm walking in a bright room, lit with chandeliers. I'm all alone and I hear a violin in the background. I look down and see my big ball gown. Where am I? What am I doing here? I then hear a laugh. I turn around and see Stacy, also in a ball gown. "Stacy?" I asked surprised. "We look funny in these dresses." she laughed again, I joined in. After the laughing died out she came closer and got more serious. "You need to stay strong Crystal. You need to stay strong for Andy, he's hurting too. And bad, as bad as you. He cries all the time, whenever he sees you fall down in tears it breaks him. I can sense his pain, so I'm telling you to pull it together. Before you both break down... I need you guys strong. Stay strong!" she screamed the last part. She slowly started walking away. "No Stacy wait!" She turned around. "You need to wake up now, Andy needs you." she whispered, and finally disappeared. "No!" I screamed. My eyes flew open. I was in a bed, Andy's bed. I felt no one next to me and sat up. I was alone in his room. 'Andy needs you...' Stacy's words whispered back into my mind. I got up and walked to the door. I cracked it open just far enough so I could see out. I couldn't see anything, but I heard something. I couldn't tell what it was so I slowly opened it and walked out. Down the hallway at the end were the living room and kitchen are. I peeked and saw Andy sitting on the couch. That's what the noise was. He... Andy was crying. I slowly walked to him, without him hearing me or noticing me. This was slowly breaking my heart. Watching and listening to Andy cry is worth than anything I've ever felt before. I didn't want to say anything, he didn't want me to see this. Now I know why. "Andy?" I whispered. He gasped, and slowly turned around. He wiped his tears away, but they kept coming out. He then just hid his face in his hands. I ran to him and threw my arms around him. "Oh my god babe..." I hugged him. My tears began falling down my face. He hugged me back, nice and tight. Neither of us said a word. And that was perfect, we just cried in each others arms, that's all we needed. To let it all out together. We were like that for an hour, until neither one of us had tears left, but we stayed in a tight hug. He then kissed me. This kiss was heaven. If I thought the kiss on the bridge was amazing, this had no words. I felt how much he loved me with this kiss. He slowly pulled away, but rested his forehead on mine. "I love you..." He whispered. "Let's not talk about this moment?" "I love you too, and promise, I won't..." I whispered back. He then kissed me again.