Wow, its been a month jinxx left for tour, its been a struggle and i barely got by but sadly i have another 5 months to wait until i see him again. He said he would call me but we havent once spoken on the phone, we sometimes exchange a few texts but thats about it. I feel so lost without him, everyday is hard knowing he is gone. Its nice to see that he is having a good time, i watched a few videos of them live from their tour and god he looks so perfect. when i watch those videos and see his beautiful face i fall in love with him all over again. I got some medication and my parents and i have started going to councelling. my mum and dad have started arguing again. they now sleep in different room and cant bare the sight of eachother. my dad still ocasionally leaves me with bruises but its not nearly as bad as it was. after we got back from the hospital stuff got easier, i guess it was kind of a wake up call to everyone but even though things arent perfect its still a start. I wish i could see jinxx again, who knew that the hero would become the love of my life.


Everyday is a struggle but he keeps me holding on,
ill count the days till i can hold him in my arms again,
he is my saviour, my hero and will forever hold the key to my heart.
I love you Jinxx....

Notes

Sorry this chapter is only short, its going to be a filler as the next chapter gets pretty exciting :3 glad you are all enjoying it so far, it means a lot to me <3