Dear diary, today is the day that jinxx returns from tour, i cant wait to see the love of my life again. its been a long 6 months. i faught long and hard to make it through. after what happened with my parents we wont be able to have a relationship but i hope we will be able to hang out as friends. we havent spoken very much but thats probably because he was too busy to talk but then i over think things and all these crazy thoughts go round and round in my head like, Does he still love me?, Has he forgotton about me? but then i knock myself right back to reality. i know i cant go on any longer without him and i dont want to ever...

my dad stormed in before i could finish my sentence
"that boy comes back from tour today, you stay away from him okay lindsey? or ill have to teach you another lesson" he yelled

"But.. but" i whimpered

"not another word" he shouted. he walked out of my room, locking the door behind him.
i lay my head again the wall and burst into tears. i cant cope any longer without jinxx and now im forbidden to see him. i continued to cry until i heard a knock at my window, i wipped my eyes and walked over to the window and pulled open the curtains. IT WAS JINXX, i opened the window as fast as i could and pulled him inside, our lips collided, god i had missed this so much.

"quickly pack all your things, we are getting out of here" he said excitedly
i looked out of the window and saw Jake and CC waiting in the car.

"what about my dad?" i whimpered

"Dont worry, the police are on their way" he replied. We watched as the police pulled up and ran inside and dragged my mum and dad out of the front door, they were instantly handcuffed.

"Mr and Mrs williams, you are being harged with child abuse, you do not have to say anything but it may harm your defense if you do not mention when questioned something which you rely on in court. anything you do say may be given as evidence" my parents were taken away. some other police officers ran upstairs and busted throught my bedroom door

"Are you too okay" he said

"yes" i replied

"dont worry your parents are going away for a long time, anyway see you guys later" said the police officer.

"Jake now has custody of you lindsey" jinxx said

a few tears ran down my cheeks "thank you so much jinxx" i said

"why are you crying" he replied with a smile

"im just so happy" i said. i hugged jinxx once again. then i got out a suitcase and packed up all my possessions. jinxx grabbed my suitcase and we walked downstairs and got into the car, i was greated with smiles from Jake and CC. We dropped my stuff off at our house, wow it felt weird saying our. All 6 of us drove to court and my parents got charged with 20 years in jail.

We all got back home and we decided to celebrate our great news. Jake went to order some pizza and andy, CC and Ashley went out to get some booze and a few movies.

"Hey Lindsey, would you come upstairs with me" jinxx said. i knew what was coming but i also knew i was ready.

"Sure" i said. we walked into jinxx's room and he shut and locked the door behind us.

"i love you so much lindsey and i just.. wanna show you how much i love you but i understand if your not ready" Jinxx said kindly

"im ready" i replied

our lips collided with a hard kiss, I was dazed by how amazing this was, He pulled away to catch his breath I looked into his eyes. Jinxx pulled my shirt over my head and pulled my jeans down along with my panties and he made quick work of my bra now here I am completely exposed “Beautiful” he spoke in a whisper. I blushed he took the rest of his clothes off along with his boxers. I smirked and he got between my legs and aligned himself with my entrance, He slide himself inside of me.I drug my nails along his back surely leaving marks he moaned in pleasure and pain. He dropped down on top of me and rolled off to lay next to me “That was..am-” I was cut off “Amazing” he finished “Yeah” we finally caught our breaths and put back on our clothes.

We walked downstairs and all the guys were sat on the couch waiting for us downstairs.

"Looks like you two had fun" Ashley giggled

"Actually ash we did" i winked. Jinxx and i sat down together, we all had some pizza and watched zombieland, god its a great film and suprisingly i stayed awake throughout the whole him. Jinxx wrapped my legs around his waist and carried me upstairs. He helped me change into my pjs and we had a slight skin to skin moment which we both liked. he lay down next to me on the bed

"I love you Lindsey" jinxx whispered

"Forever and always" i giggled
Tonight was special and i knew i would never forget it!