We know our wings are flawed.
Its do or die
We arrived at the hospital and the ambulance doors flew open, Jinxx still unconcious was quickly rolled out of the ambulance and handed over to a bunch of nurses, all the sirens in the hospital were going off which reminded me that this was really happening and it was serious the time. All the nurses were running whilst pushing the gurney and it was hard to keep up with him. We turned a sharped corner and two large double doors swung open and jinxx was put into a room, the doctors and nurses attatched all sorts of wires to Jinxx's chest and arms. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes and seeing the love of my life in such a state broke my heart.
After a while of nurses testing and observing him, one of the doctors waved me over
"Can i please speak to you outside.. umm" he said
"...Lindsey" i replied
We both stepped outside and the doctor had a concerned look on his face.
"Jinxx's condition is extrememly serious this time, im affraid he is in a coma and at this time we are not sure if he will make it though but will do everything we possibly can to help him, im very sorry"
At this point tears were dripping from my cheeks and i felt like bomb had just exploded inside me.
"T...thank you" i sobbed
I went down the hall to go get a drink of something and a tissue to wipe my eyes, as i would walking down the long hallway i saw the guys running towards me as fast they could, Andy ran up to me and picked me up as i burst into tears in his arms.
"Its going to be okay" Andy insisted
"What if its not, he was taking drugs and i didnt know anything about it" i sobbed
"Its not your fault" Jake said patting my shoulder. i stayed silent and looked at the floor, jake pulled me into a hug and it was nice. Andy held my hand and we all walked into the room were Jinxx lay still on the bed hooked up to many machines. Andy pulled me a chair up to the bed and i sat down and took Jinxx's hand, i wonder if he can feel this. Andy grabbed another chair and sat down next to me and put his arm around me, i could see the tears welling up in everyones eyes, even my own and for once everyone was silent looking over at Jinxx. I few tears ran down jakes cheek so i got up and gave him a big hug and kissed his cheek. Jake smiled at rubbed my cheek with his thumb. We all went into a group hug, closed our eyes and prayed for jinxx to pull through.
After the hug had ended Ashley said
"How about me and CC get us all something to eat and drink, we have our phones so keep us updated if anything happens". i closed my eyes and wish for jinxx to get better. Jake pulled over a chair so i was in the middle of andy and Jake. i lay over the both of them with my head on jake's lap and my legs over andy's lap, Jake stroked my forehead while andy patted my legs. It was completely silent so i had time to think.....
After a while of nurses testing and observing him, one of the doctors waved me over
"Can i please speak to you outside.. umm" he said
"...Lindsey" i replied
We both stepped outside and the doctor had a concerned look on his face.
"Jinxx's condition is extrememly serious this time, im affraid he is in a coma and at this time we are not sure if he will make it though but will do everything we possibly can to help him, im very sorry"
At this point tears were dripping from my cheeks and i felt like bomb had just exploded inside me.
"T...thank you" i sobbed
I went down the hall to go get a drink of something and a tissue to wipe my eyes, as i would walking down the long hallway i saw the guys running towards me as fast they could, Andy ran up to me and picked me up as i burst into tears in his arms.
"Its going to be okay" Andy insisted
"What if its not, he was taking drugs and i didnt know anything about it" i sobbed
"Its not your fault" Jake said patting my shoulder. i stayed silent and looked at the floor, jake pulled me into a hug and it was nice. Andy held my hand and we all walked into the room were Jinxx lay still on the bed hooked up to many machines. Andy pulled me a chair up to the bed and i sat down and took Jinxx's hand, i wonder if he can feel this. Andy grabbed another chair and sat down next to me and put his arm around me, i could see the tears welling up in everyones eyes, even my own and for once everyone was silent looking over at Jinxx. I few tears ran down jakes cheek so i got up and gave him a big hug and kissed his cheek. Jake smiled at rubbed my cheek with his thumb. We all went into a group hug, closed our eyes and prayed for jinxx to pull through.
After the hug had ended Ashley said
"How about me and CC get us all something to eat and drink, we have our phones so keep us updated if anything happens". i closed my eyes and wish for jinxx to get better. Jake pulled over a chair so i was in the middle of andy and Jake. i lay over the both of them with my head on jake's lap and my legs over andy's lap, Jake stroked my forehead while andy patted my legs. It was completely silent so i had time to think.....
I'm crying. :'(
10/21/14