This town is so fucked up
It's better if you go
Britni's POV
I can't believe I just told them everything. "I-I'm sorry." I stutter pushing away from Ashley. His eyes look sad and broke but I just shake it off. "I-I can't-" I stutter running out of the room and into the night. I run down the familiar pathways and into the graveyard. I callaspe in front of my dad's grave. "I-I'm sorry..." I whisper sobbing pulling out my knife. Maybe it's time I have the guts, maybe... I place the cool blade along my list and slice, blood flows freely and I just cry harder. I move on to each grave of a loved one I've lost, by the time I'm done my arms a mess and I'm light headed. "Sorry... It's better if I go." I whisper leaning against a tree. I slide down it trying to count the cuts I've made, I stop after 50. I made sure it was just one per corpse. I hear footsteps and immediately try to hide back in the shadows. "BRITNI WHERE ARE YOU!?" Sydney screams running into the graveyard. Zain and James rush in behind her and start to sweep the rows of headstones. Black Veil Brides comes running through the graveyard and soon everything slows down. "No!" James screams as he reaches my dads grave where my horror show started. I sigh as my world starts to go blissfully black. "It's better if I'm gone..." I whisper as my eyes shut and I fade in bliss.
I can't believe I just told them everything. "I-I'm sorry." I stutter pushing away from Ashley. His eyes look sad and broke but I just shake it off. "I-I can't-" I stutter running out of the room and into the night. I run down the familiar pathways and into the graveyard. I callaspe in front of my dad's grave. "I-I'm sorry..." I whisper sobbing pulling out my knife. Maybe it's time I have the guts, maybe... I place the cool blade along my list and slice, blood flows freely and I just cry harder. I move on to each grave of a loved one I've lost, by the time I'm done my arms a mess and I'm light headed. "Sorry... It's better if I go." I whisper leaning against a tree. I slide down it trying to count the cuts I've made, I stop after 50. I made sure it was just one per corpse. I hear footsteps and immediately try to hide back in the shadows. "BRITNI WHERE ARE YOU!?" Sydney screams running into the graveyard. Zain and James rush in behind her and start to sweep the rows of headstones. Black Veil Brides comes running through the graveyard and soon everything slows down. "No!" James screams as he reaches my dads grave where my horror show started. I sigh as my world starts to go blissfully black. "It's better if I'm gone..." I whisper as my eyes shut and I fade in bliss.
5/17/13