The Secret Submissive

Me: Ash, where are you
Ash: Look behind you
shit shit shit....he hung up the phone and walked to my driver side door. I look up on the porch to see Nessa standing there wide eyed. Shit, shit, shit!!!
I roll down the window and Ash just let's loose. "Are fucking crazy? Do you know what she is about? What she does? What are you even doing here?"
"Ash, calm down. Please?"
"No, fuck that. Answer me Jinxx!"
"Ash, Jinxx. Come inside, we'll talk in the house." She was standing at the front of my car, still in obvious shock.
"Fuck no. I'm not stepping foot in your house."
This was escalating quickly, too quickly, "Ash please, let's go inside. We'll explain everything." I try and calm him as I step out of my car. "Just stop yelling out here. I don't need the whole neighborhood hearing out business."
"No Jinxx, I will not get anywhere near that woman, just tell me why you're here!"
"Ash, if you value our friendship at all you will stop yelling at me like I'm some child and you'll come inside and hear us out!"
He went to say more, anger written all over his face. His shoulders slumped and he sighed. "Fine, but I want her no where near me."
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Nessa lead us in the house and started a pot of coffee. I had Ash sit at the table as I went to talk to her. "What do we do?"
"we tell him the truth."
"But what about the contract?"
"this won't affect it honey, but he is going to have to sign a confidentiality agreement. He can't tell anyone else."
"Ugh this isn't going to be easy."
We walk to the table in the dining room, and I see Ash holding his head in his hands. He is visibly shaken.
"Jinxx, Nessa, no more stalling. What's going on between you two?"
"Well Ash. Jinxx and I are in a relationship, sort of."
He looks at me stunned. "Jinxx, she's a dominatrix..."
"No Ash, I'm a dom, a contractual dom. A dominatrix is someone you see in a bad porn. I prefer the term femdom if you will."
"Whatever, you still beat the shit out of people for your sick and twisted self pleasure."
"Ash it's nothing like that. She doesn't beat the shit out of me. She beats me yes but not to a point where it's horribly painful. It feels really good actually."
"Jinxx you can't tell me you enjoy this."
"I do, a lot."
He shakes his head. "Why. Why would you put yourself through this. It makes no sense, she psychotic and sick!" The hatred in his voice is beyond obvious. " I can't let you do this anymore. I won't let her get you. You're one of my best friends."
"Ash, it's not up to you."
"I wasn't talking to you. You probably talked him into this while he was drunk."
"Don't talk to her like that first of all, anod second, she's right. It's not up to you. I'm not an adolescent child. I was completely sober when I signed the contract. I. Enjoy. This. And I need this. More than you know."
"Why?"
"c'mon Ash, think about it.....


to be continued

Notes

Short but more tonight when I have more time after work comment please :)