The Secret Submissive

Our first week together was all about me. She really did take it easy on me, but she said it was about to change. “I have you figured out well enough Jinxx, I think we can progress a bit in our sessions.” Exactly what she meant, I honestly couldn’t tell you but I was going to find out tonight.
Yesterday was my ‘day off’ as she called it. I didn’t see her last night but I did see the trainer and I see him every other day. I’ve started my diet and my work out completely kicked my ass. I’m still sore.
Right now I’m parked outside of the Adult toy store, waiting for Nessa to show up. She wants to buy a few things for tonight and she wants me there to gauge my reaction. I normally would never show up to a place like this, ever. I have no choice now though, and I better get used to it.
She pulls up and steps out of her car walking to the door of the place. She turns and looks at me, I can’t bring myself to get out. She walks up to my window and I’m staring blankly forward. “Whats wrong big boy? Not afraid of a little toy store are you?”
“Yes.”
“Really? Why?” I can hear the humor in her voice.
“What if someone recognizes me? This is not s place I need to be seen entering.”
“Honey, don’t worry. I know the owner well, he’s the only one here today. I promise you, there is nothing to worry about.”
“Okay.” I step out of the car and walk with her into the store.
~
We return to her house, and she brings me into the kitchen. Shopping was…….eventful. To say the least. She spent almost $300 on toys for me alone. Everything from butt plugs and a fleshlight, to something called a urethral sound. I have no idea what the last thing is, but I’m not sure I’m looking forward to that either.
“Ok Jinxx, make yourself a protein shake, everything is on the counter and the milk is in the fridge. I have to get a few things ready. Hurry up though. I missed you yesterday, and I don’t want to wait much longer.”
“Alright, thanks.”
I make the shake as she walks off, my hands are shaking from my anticipation for what’s to come.
~
I’m blindfolded and naked, lying spread eagle on the bed. My hands and feet are shackled to the bedpost, stretching me to an almost painful limit, but I am hard and wanting, and waiting. I can hear her bare feet gently pad around the bed. Without being able to see, my hearing can just about pick up every sound and my sense of touch is again heightened to a supersensitive limit.
She runs her nails along my face, down my neck and chest to my abs, then lower but she doesn’t touch me. My breathing picks up a bit and my hips thrust upwards looking for her touch.
All of a sudden I feel the bite of a whip landing across the inside of my thighs. “Ah shit!”
“That, my dear, is a riding crop and this…” Another whip comes down gently across my abs, just above my cock. I moan, I like that one. “…Is a flogger. Thing cat and nine tails, just with more tails, shorter and no spikes. You seem to like that one.”
Again she comes down with the flogger, but more gently, the leather coming down across my entire length. “Oh god, again, please.”
“Please what?” She hits me with the crop again, inside my thigh.
“Ah, fuck. Please, mistress. The flogger.”
As she brings it across my cock again, my hips buck. “Mmmm, yes.” The bite from the leather brings just enough pain to be complete pleasure. Again and Again she brings it down. I cry out louder and louder every time. Closer and closer I come to reaching an intense climax.
“I could make you come like that, but there is something else I want to use on you.”
“Mistress, please, don’t stop.”
“Sorry big boy. I bought the Urethral sound. I want to use it. It’s one of my favorite toys to use on a man. It can bring the quietest of men to a screaming orgasm.”
I shudder, I’m still not sure how it’s used, but I have an idea. I remember it being a thin metal rod, the end of it a little larger. Nessa said that’s where the vibrator is. The thing that gets me is where it goes, it couldn’t really go there, could it? My nerves get the best of me, “Mistress, I’m not so sure about this.”
“I promise Jinxx, it will not hurt.”
“Does it go where I think it goes?”
“Yes Jinxx.”
I’m at a crossroad. I’m so horribly turned on, and my body is ready for just about anything that she throws my way. Whereas my mind, is totally freaked out.
“Just stay relaxed honey. I promise, this is something you will want to experience more than once.”
I feel the cold metal against my head. She turns on the vibrations just to let me know how gentle it is. It’s not harsh at all, and against my swollen tip, it feels exquisite. Instinctively I push my hips up into the feeling, and it slides into the small opening. I gasp at the intrusion, but she was right it didn’t hurt.
“I’m going to work it in slow, and we have to take this slow. Still yourself Jinxx, if you move too much it can hurt you.”
It was a warning but I can hear in her voice how much pleasure this is bringing her. I keep my hips on the the bed as she works the large end of the rod into my tip. Every so often I feel the cool drip of lube helping it in. The vibrations going right through me. I pull hard against my restraints, “Oh my god.” I was breathless at the pleasure.
“There, it’s in, how does it feel?” Her voice a seductive whisper
“Its. So. Good.”
“I’m going to take your blindfold off, I want you to see it. I want you to watch. I want you to enjoy every minute of this, like I will.”
I feel her body along mine, her breasts brush over my abs and chest as she slide the blindfold off. I moan.
“Ok Jinxx, one more thing. I’m going to put a ball cage on you. When I start moving the sound, you will want to cum, but we don’t want that, now do we?”
“Mmmm, no mistress.”
I’m doing everything in my power not to thrash around too. The noises that are escaping me do not sound like me. The pleasure is surreal. She tightens the leather around the base of my balls and ads a heavy metal weight to keep them from pulling up to my body. Its not painful but its not the most comfortable. At this point it doesn’t matter though. All I can feel is the sound up against my prostate, gentle vibrations driving me higher and higher into a state of pure ecstasy. I’m trying to escape my restraints. I almost can’t take anymore.
“Mistress, please. I don’t know how much more of this I can take.”
“Easy Jinxx, we’re nothing close to finished. Now, stop struggling and watch.”
I open my eyes and look down as she pulls the rod up and almost out, then back down. The vibrating end coming just out of the head, running against the most sensitive nerves before being pushed back down, deep inside of me hitting the prostate again. Its sweet torture and she’s right I did want to come, and my moans turned to screams.
“Mmmm, Jinxx. Tell me you want more.”
“Oh mistress, oh fuck, please.”
“Please what Jinxx, you need to tell me.”
“Please, Oh please, more.”
“More what?”
“Ohhh fuuuck, I c-can’t”
“You can Jinxx, must I punish you?”
“No, I couldn’t take it.”
“Then tell me.”
Everything I’ve taught myself to keep to myself is everything this is going against. But I need more. “Please mistress, pull it out and push it back in.”
“Oh, that’s it baby. Open up to me.”
“Mistress, please.” It came out full scream. I watch as she does exactly what I said. What she wanted to hear. “Ohhh god. Again! Please do it again.”
And she did. I watch mesmerized but barely registering it, my brain fogged over. I didn’t see the flogger in her hand as it came across my chest. I feel as each orgasm builds but stops. My body is shaking, and I’m covered in sweat. I’m so out of it my screams barely register to my own ears.
“Jinxx honey breath, you’ll black out.”
I didn’t even notice she removed the sound. Its almost as if I can still feel it in me. I take a few breaths as deep as possible. I moan as each breath leaves my lungs.
“I’m going to undo one of your hands Jinxx, play with me, make me cum. Let me know when your next orgasm starts to build and I’ll remove the cage.”
“Oh mistress, please.”
She undoes my hand, and immediately I slide my finger between her folds. She is so wet. “Mmm, Mistress.”
The flogger comes down across my cock. I jump and cry out, slamming my finger into Nessa, deep. As I pull my finger out she cracks it across me again, a little harder. I jump again and my finger slams back into her. She finds a rhythm with this. I cry out as the leather if the whip gently bites into sensitive flesh. The warm sensation in the pit of my stomach starts to build higher and higher, “Mistress I’m getting close.”
I feel her hand around my balls as she unsnaps the cage. The blood rushes down into them, warming them, and I feel the familiar tightening but its intense, way more than what I’m used to. My finger moves within her walls faster.
“Jinxx, Cum for me...” The flogger comes down again and again. Every stroke once of the strands of leather hits the head of my cock.
My back arches off the bed, and I erupt without warning, screaming incoherently with my eyes slamed shut. I vaguely hear Nessa scream out her climax as I black out.
~
“Jinxx? Honey? C’mon, you have to wake up. I can’t bring you to the hospital looking like this.”
“What happened?”
“Oh thank the lord. You passed out.”
“How long was I out for?” I scratch my head and rub at my eyes, and suddenly become aware of how tender and sore I am. “Ow.”
“About 10 minutes.”
“I’m sorry mistress.”
“No honey, it’s Nessa now. We aren’t in session. But I would like you to let me take care of you like I usually do. We really did it up this session.”
“Ok.”
“Come on, lets get you in a bath.”
~
After a long soak in an Epson salt bath, and her rubbing a cooling cream on the welts left by the flogger and the restraints, she wants me to go home for rest. “Take the day off tomorrow, but I want you to hit the Gym early. We might have to up your training if we want to advance our sessions anymore. I’ll talk to Brian tonight.”
“Ok Nessa. Text me when and where for the next time.”
“Your place, 6pm, the day after tomorrow.”
“Alright.”
I turn to walk down the stairs of the porch and she grabs me by the hand. I stop and turn to her and she presses her lips against mine. A kiss I haven’t felt from her before. Full of lust and passion but with more feeling.
“Mmm, Nessa. What was that for?”
“I’m sorry Jinxx, I feel like I pushed you to far today.”
“You’re the dom, isn’t that what you’re supposed to do?”
“Yes but, I didn’t think I’d feel so badly about you passing out.”
I give her a quick peck on the lips but she again pulls me to her deepening it. I run my thumb over her lips as I pull away. “It’s ok, I enjoyed every minute of it.”
“Mm, me to. See you in a couple of days.”
I turn and walk down the path to the driveway. As I get in my car my phone rings. I sigh, it’s Ashley:
Me: Whats up Ash?
Ash: Why are you at Nessa’s, and why were you kissing that psycho woman?
Oh shit………….

Notes

If you don't know what a flogger, riding crop, fleshlight or Urethral sound is, you can look them up. But i warn you, if you are under 18, try not to get caught. they are actual sex toys.
SO comment. How do you think Ash is gunna react. He knows what nessa is about. Should Jinxx tell him? and risk breeching the contract? Hmm, keep with me to find out