The Secret Submissive

“Touch yourself Jinxx.”
I kept my eyes down but they widened in shock. She moved from the behind me to stand in front of me.
“I…uh..I..I d-don’t understand…mistress.”
“Whats not to understand? In order for me to understand what makes you tick when It comes to your pleasure, you need to show me. Stand up and look at me.” Slowly I rise to me feet and look her in the eye. “Now lay on the bed.”
“Yes mistress.” I walk over to the bed and crawl on, laying on my back. I hear her sigh as I stretch out.
“You really are a gorgeous man Jinxx. Now slowly, run your hands along your body, touch yourself anywhere it brings you pleasure but…” She walks to the side of the bed and runs her hand along my length, “Don’t be too quick to touch this.”
I gasp at her touch. I am so ready, so hard, and wanting relief, but I know it won’t come soon. I hesitate but do as she says. My heightened sensitivity makes even the touch of my own hands along my skin an intense pleasurable experience.
“Remember Jinxx, I want to hear you.” Her voice dripping with a seductive tone. My eyes flutter shut as I run my hands along my neck, along the sweet spots I love kissed and nipped at. It feels weird, almost embarrassing that I’m doing this, and I hesitate. “Here honey, let me help.”
She covers my hands with hers, but lets me guide. My hands run along my chest and my breathing picks up, her nails gently scraping over my skin as I move, making this much more comfortable for me. She stops me when I get to my nipples. “It’s not just women who like them played with Jinxx. Pinch them, enjoy the sensation.”
I open my eyes and look at her. She can’t be serious, but the look she gives me back says otherwise. Her eyes asking if I was challenging her. I look away and follow her direction. I pinch at them and my back arches off the bed. My mouth opens and air rushes from my lungs. A quiet “Uh” Escapes over my lips.
“Mmm, good boy Jinxx, let’s keep going.”
I move my hands over my abs, lifting my palms so it’s just my fingertips. My muscles twitch and jump at my touch, as I run over every muscle, sliding them over my sides. I’m breathing so hard I’m almost hyperventilating. My cock is pulsing and twitching, aching to be touched. Swollen to the point of being painful.
I run my fingertips down to my groin, running just to the inside of my legs. “Good Boy, you look ready now.” Taking her hands from mine, she runs a fingertip over my slit, collecting the large drop of pre-cum that’s formed there. And in a small circle, smears it over my head. My hips buck in ecstasy. A groan rumbles deep from my chest. “Let it out Jinxx, stop holding it in. Now, show me how you pleasure yourself. But don’t lose yourself completely. I may throw in some directions so you need to be able to hear me.”
“Y-yes Mistress.” My hand runs over my aching cock, and without warning, I moan. “Oh god.”
“Oh Jinxx, that’s it honey.”
I can hear her breath coming in small pants, and knowing that this is turning her on is driving me to continue, all embarrassment out the window. “Mistress, I need, uh, I use lube, please.” I don’t see her grab it off of the dresser because my eyes are clamped shut from the pleasure. I never knew I could feel this way. I hear the cap pop open and feel the cool liquid drip onto my hand and my head. The cap pops back on and I smooth it over myself. My hand is slick and sliding without effort. I stroke down, then up. “Ah!” I had to stop, I was already so close to cumming.
“Whats wrong Jinxx.” Her voice is husky.
“I’m so close already.”
“Move your hands Jinxx.”
I remove my hands without a word, and she replaces them with her own. I grit my teeth and concentrate on holding back the eruption that’s seconds away. Gently she grabs my balls and tightens her thumb and pointer finger around their base. Squeezing and with a firm tug down she stops the orgasm from happening, but the pleasure remains just as intense.
“Holy shit, how did you do that?”
“In order to cum, you balls retract upwards toward your body, if you pull down right before it happens, you stop the orgasm. But, the pleasure you feel, remains the same. As you near orgasm again, the intensity will increase, making the orgasm stronger. Its called orgasm denial. Now no more stalling, keep going.”
She keeps a grip around my balls as my hand wraps back around my length. I stroke myself slowly at first, and gradually pick up speed. I grunt at the feeling washing over me. “Faster Jinxx, and stop holding back or I will punish you”
I pick up the pace, but instead of trying to hold my breath, I let it out. “Ooooooh Fuuuck!”
“That’s it baby, keep going.”
I can feel myself building again, “Mistress, I’m close.”
“Stop Jinxx.”
“But, I’m…” Before I can finish my sentence, her free hand comes down across my thigh. “Ahh, shit!” Although it stung and made me stop, it felt amazing. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and I almost came, if it weren’t for her hand around me, stopping it, there would have been one hell of a mess.
“I want to finish you.”
She releases her grip from my balls, and straddles my waist. She takes my hands and pins them above my head as she slides herself onto me. “Do not cum until I tell you.”
“Uh, Yes mistress.”
She crashes her lips to mine in a quick, and hard passionate kiss. I moan against them. She rocks her hips in a fast rhythm, throwing herself upright and her head back. “Oh Jinxx, you feel amazing honey. Moan for me.”
Her assault on me was rough but amazing. I couldn’t stop moaning. I’ve never been so worked up, so turned on. Her hands come back down to pin mine above my head again and she looks me dead in the eyes. “Fuck, yes. Oh mistress, don’t stop. Please, don’t stop.”
“I’m close Jinxx. I want you to cum with me, but not until I say.”
“Fuck, yes.”
“Almost baby, oh Jinxx, almost.”
“Fucking hell!” I wanted to touch her, run my hands along her body, but she held my hands firm. “Mistress please, I’m right there.”
“Not yet. Ohhhhh honey.”
I felt it in the pit of my stomach, I can’t hold back anymore. “Fuck, I c-can’t hold it, Ohhh god! Fuck Yes! Mistress please!!??”
“Now Jinxx.”
Her pussy tightens around me as a flood of her juices covers me. I let out a growl and I came deep within her. Both of us trembling from the force of our climaxes. Panting, she collapses on top of me, releasing my hands. I hold her close to me as we come down from the high. When she finally sits up, she looks at me. “Good Boy Jinxx, come, its bath time.”
I stand in the bathroom, still trying to catch my breath, nude and dripping from our fun. I look in the mirror at my reflection. I can already see a change in myself, it subtle but I can’t see the tension in my shoulders any longer. It almost shocks me.
“Come on Jinxx, in the tub.”
“Yes mistress.”
I thought I would be the one to bathe her but no. She sank into the bath with me, laying me back. She ran her hands over my body, massaging away any aches I might have. She washed my hair and the rest of my body. She gave herself a once over and got us out of the tub. “You need your rest Jinxx. I will see you tomorrow when you get back from the studio. We are no longer in session.” She gave me a light kiss on the cheek before she made me get into bed so she can get dressed. I won’t deny it, I am exhausted. I was fighting to keep my eyes open until she left. But I guess I drifted off. I felt her give me one last light kiss on the forehead before she walked out.
“Thank you Nessa.” I’m not sure if I actually said it, or I thought it, but I think she understood.
~
“Hey Jinxx.”
“What’s up Andy?”
“Not much, you’re a little late.”
“I slept in man, sorry about that.”
“Wait, you…slept…in?” Ashley looked at me funny as he came through the door of the recording section of the studio.
“Yeah, best I’ve slept in a while.”
He just kept eyeing me. Finally, realization of what might have actually happened last night crosses his face. “Holy Shit! You got laid.”
I smile, and blush, if they only knew what really happened. “Yeah, I guess you could say that.”
“Good for you Jinxx, guess you needed it.”
I laugh, “Thanks Andy. I think I did.”
“Well, who was it?” Ashley always has to be nosey.
“No one special, a one night stand. A girl I met at the bar before we went on tour.” I laugh inwardly, definitely not a one night stand.
“Name?”
“Not important.”
“Name?”
“Ash!!”
“C’mon I wanna know. And I want details.”
“Go away horn ball.”
“If you don’t tell me, I’ll get CC to pester you about it.”
“Ugh, don’t tell CC.”
“Don’t tell CC what?”
Of course he had to walk in the door at that moment. “Noth…”
“Jinxx got laid.”
“Dammit Ash!”
“Oh really? By who?”
“She was a one night stand.”
“What’s her name?” Now Jake.
I look to Andy for a little help, he’s just sitting there laughing. “Ok guys, if he wanted to tell us, he would have.”
A collective “Oh man” came from the three of them as they walked away.
“Thanks Andy.”
“No problem Jinxx. And maybe you should make this more than a one night stand. You look better than you have in a long time.”
“I’ll uh, I’ll keep that in mind.”
~
I look at the time and its after 6, I had to text Nessa letting her know I was going to be running late. I told her where the spare key was hidden and to let herself in and I’ll be outta here as soon as I could be.
She replied with a simple “Ok, no rush, we have all night.”
I shivered at the thought of what she might have in store for me.
“He Jinxx, whatcha thinkin about?”
“Not much CC, just waiting to get out of here. I need a stiff drink and maybe a little more sleep.”
“You aren’t coming out with us tonight?”
“Nah, not tonight. I planned on going out with a few old friends tomorrow so I don’t want to overdo it.”
“Don’t want to overdo it? Dude, you drink every night, what’s with the sudden chan…..oh, it’s the girl isn’t it?”
“Maybe.” I couldn’t help to smile at what I agreed to on that contract. I have to go easy on the drinking. So why not just downplay it all together, one or 2 drinks would be nothing but a tease.
“Oh Shit, Jinxx is dating!”
“Shut up CC.”
Thankfully Andy walks through the door before CC could get on my case anymore. “Alright guys, we’re done for today, more tomorrow.”
I say my goodbyes and walk/run to my car. I couldn’t wait to get home.

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