The Secret Submissive

“Don’t worry Jinxx. I will take it easy on you. And I promise I will take care of you. I’m not like most doms out there.”
“What do you mean?”
“Most doms are about pain and suffering. I’m about pushing the limits of pleasure. Although I will punish you if you misbehave, which will be painful, but just. There is a fine line between pain and pleasure. I like to push my subs to teeter on that line without tipping over. Punishment will be that push to tip over the edge.”
“I also care for my subs. After a session I make sure they are comfortable. Outside of our sessions we are friends, and I will not always expect you to behave as a sub. But as stated in the contract, there are certain rules you must follow.”
As she explains everything to me, she is readying my room. Making it similar to her “playroom” at her house. Certain things must be in a certain order and in certain places.
“Rule one, you have to ease up on the drinking. I don’t want you to make a decision that you will regret. You may have a drink or two but that’s the limit. Rule two, I do not share. While in your contract you cannot have any sexual contact with any woman aside from me. You may have friends of the opposite sex but they must not push you into making decisions beyond what the contract allows. Trust me, you will find out who is a true friend to you in this manner.”
Sounds easy enough. My nerves are shot watching her set up the shackles on my bed post.
“Rule number three, you must keep yourself in shape and healthy. I have set up a personal trainer for you. I know you regularly visit the gym but I want you to utilize the trainer. He will keep you in the shape you need to be in. You will need it to keep your stamina up as our session’s progress. This also means you must eat healthier. Your trainer will go over the diet you must keep with.”
Ok, simple enough. I watch as she opens a suitcase. I see more restraints, whips and toys coming out. My heart starts pounding in my chest. Excitement and fear flow together as one emotion.
“And my last and final rule. Your closest friends cannot know about our arrangement. No one can. Ash already knows what I’m about. When he tried hitting on me at the bar and I explained to him what I do, he freaked out. So especially to him, we are nothing more than friends. He will try and talk you out of that, I’m sure.”
“What he says doesn’t matter to me Nessa. I agree to these rules completely.” I watch as she pulls a foam yoga mat out of the suitcase. She lays it down in the corner of my room. “May I ask what that’s for?”
“Of course honey. When you kneel in the sub position, I want you to be comfortable. Exposed, but comfortable. You floors are hardwood. Kneeling, especially for a long period, would hurt your knees. Like I said. I want to push your limits of pleasure. I like watching men squirm, hearing them scream. The control of this, is what turns me on. Misbehave and like I said, you will be pushed past that limit. One final thing Jinxx. Only during our sessions do I want you to call me mistress. Otherwise I am Just Nessa. Do you understand?”
“Yes.”
“Good boy.”
She walks up and gently strokes my face. Running her fingers gently over my lips. Pure reaction, my lips part and I sigh closing my eyes.
“Ok then, let’s get started. I want you to strip down and kneel on the mat. Like this…” She walks over and kneels down, her legs spread as she sits back on her feet. Her head is down and her arms lay across her thighs, hands palm up. “Can you do that for me?”
“Yes.”
“Yes what Jinxx?”
“Yes mistress.”
“We are in session now. I will use your bathroom to change, when I step out I expect you to be in that ready position.”
“Yes mistress.” My heart damn near skips a beat. I almost can’t believe I’m really going to do this. She walks into the bathroom and closes the door. I slowly strip from my clothes and stand there, naked. Almost hesitant to walk over to the pad. With another sigh I step forward and walk my way towards the pad. I kneel how she showed me and picked a spot on the floor that I can focus on, one that will keep my head and eyes down.
I hear her step out and my breathing picks up. I know I’m not to look her in the eye unless she asks, but I anticipate seeing her. She walks behind me, and I feel her squat down. She runs her hands down my back to my ass.
“You are a gorgeous man Jinxx. Its hard for me to believe you are as quiet and reserved as you are. I know there is an inner freak in you somewhere, I aim to find it. Do not hold back from me Jinxx. I want to see you squirm, I want to hear the pleasure I give you.”
“Yes mistress.”
Her hands run under me and I find myself hypersensitive to her touch. I jump and naturally stifle my moan. Something I did even when I was married. I was never vocal.
“Nuh uh big boy, no holding your breath.”
With her hand still under me, she gently grabs my length, running her hand along me. My breath comes out in a rush.
“That’s a little better, we’ll work on that, don’t you worry.”
I’m already shaking. I feel so exposed, ever nerve standing on end, waiting for her next move. I hope I can do this.

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