The quiet one, the innocent one. Ha! If they only knew. No one knows. And it has to stay that way.
I snort a laugh as I hear the fan girls talking. “He’s always so shy.”
“I know, so mysterious.”
“He’s gotta be the most mature one of the band.”
I smile their way, the sweet shy smile I’ve made my own. I can’t wait to get on the bus and drown these feelings.
“Hey Jinxx, you ready to head home.”
“Dude, you have no idea!” And that’s not a lie. Jake pat me on the back as he walked by me to his bunk. I couldn’t wait to go home, and call the one person that knows how to solve everything. To make all these feelings go away.
~
“Jinxx, Are you sure?”
“Yes, bring the contract, I’ll sign it.”
“There is no going back after. A contract is a contract. Unless breeched or broken, you cannot get out of this.”
“Nessa, I’m ready. You’ve showed me what to expect. We’ve gone over everything. You’ve revised it. I’m ready, I swear. I need this.”
“Why.”
“I’m just tired of everyone, everything, I’m just…you know what, I really don’t want to get into it. Just hurry.”
I hung up the phone. The last bit of any authority I’ll ever have with her, I used on that phone call. I’ll regret it later too.
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“Jinxx, you’re shaking.”
Her warm hand covers mine, and a shiver runs through my body, only doubling my nervous shaking. I press the tip of the pen to the paper, and sign my name, my legal name. For the next 3 months, I belong to her. I am her submissive.
“Good boy. Are you ready?”
“Yes.”
She grabs my face in her hand, “Yes what?”
I sigh, completely turned on already. “Yes mistress.”

Notes

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