I've Given You My Heart To Break..

“What?” I ask, instantly looking up. Is he joking?
“You need to get rid of it Angelique!” I look at him dumbfounded.
“‘It’? It’s a person Andy! Not a thing! I don’t want to abort!” I yell. Even if I am not totally ready for a pregnancy, I didn’t expect this.. And it’s our fault if there’s a mini-human growing in my belly! He or she didn’t ask for it... Andy just send me a glare and I feel like crying. He’s serious.

“Listen Angie. We’re both too young to raise a child. It will ruin our lives and careers. It’s not a good time for a child.” he says calmly, as if I am stupid. But it doesn't calm me the smallest!
“You just don’t want your precious girlfriend and fans to find out!” I brutally say.
“I.. I can take care of him on my own. By myself, nothing to do with you…” I don’t know if it’s the hormones but my mind is a mess with a constant mood swing!
“Angie..” he sighs.

“It’s more complicated than that.” I feel a single tear rolling down. Why do I feel defeated? Why can’t I keep fighting for our baby? I look down at my feet.
“Will you come with me?” I ask. I’m going to kill an innocent child. Who have I become? I can’t do that! No…
“I can’t” is all he say. What?
I look back up at him. I want to kill him. Not the baby. Andrew. I want to give him a slow and painful death.

But instead of that I nod. Stupidly. Calmly. But inside I’m screaming! Crying, sobbing, dying..
I turn around and open the door. I need some air. I need to think about something else. Will I really abort? Kill my baby?
I’m not against abortion, specially in case of rape. But this would have been my baby. Mine. A little piece of Andy..
“Angie please wait.” I stop, but don’t look at him. Murderer!
“What do you want more Andrew? You said it all. It’s okay. It doesn’t look like a human yet after all..”

He tries to turn me back to him but I stay still. Like a rock. I don’t want to face him. I don’t want to see him.
“Angie I’m sorry I..
-No. Don’t be. It’s okay. I’ll get rid of that. Don’t worry. It’ll be done.” he sighs.
“Don’t be like that..” I chuckle. Evilly.
“Maybe I should be happy right? Or maybe thankful?” I shake my head.
“Don’t worry Andy. The problem will be solved. Tomorrow. Asap!” with that I ignore him calling after me and go home. Determined.
The sooner the best.

Notes

Hello people ♥ how are you?
First of, I'm sorry for this long ass absence.
Then I'm sorry for this chapter!!! >_< Kind of short, but I'll update soon!
What do you think will happen?
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