I've Given You My Heart To Break..

I walk out of the mall as fast as I can. Why God? Why? Why did I have to meet him today? It was a bright day, I was happy. I felt good about myself for the first time in like three months! Since you ‘met’ Andy?
Yes. Exactly. This guy is poison for me. He’s just a monster with an angel face!
Why does he do that to me? What have I done? He knows I love him, and he’s using it against me. I should stay as far as I can from him!

I walk home, feeling depressed. I wish I could forget about him. Or him to fall in love with me. But who am I fooling? Five weeks and no news later I still love him with the same passion. And he still loves Juliet. He better stay with her, she doesn’t deserve that. I should leave. But I can’t. Nor physically, nor mentally.
I can’t flee, to another country or state. I can’t stay away from my love. I’m a bitch. Nothing would have happened if I didn’t start fucking someone else’s boyfriend…

So yes, I made my choice. (even if it's going to kill me) I won’t see him again. No matter what. I’ve done enough mistake, enough stupidity. I will say no.

“Angie?!” I jump, there’s a black car next to me. I bent over, but I already know who it is.
“What do you want Andy?” he sighs.
“We need to talk…” I shake my head. I’ve said everything and I don’t want to listen to him..
“Angie.. Please come, it’s important for me..” I don’t want to, can’t you understand that?
“Okay. But not too long. I need to go to work.” he nods with a smile and I reluctantly climb in. I will say no…

“I’ve missed you Angie..” he breaths out.
“No. You didn’t miss me the smallest.” I reply. Coldly. Andy looks at me surprised.
“You told me not to text or call you so I did, you said you would tell me. But no. Nothing. Not even an innocent ‘How are you?’. I could have killed myself you wouldn’t even know. You gave no signs of life. And now you tell me you ‘missed’ me? Stop Andrew. Just stop.
-Please don’t say that. We were on tour for a whole month and..
-And I guess there’s no network when you get out of L.A right?” I shake my head. Lame excuses.

“Angie..” I look up to him
“Yes?” Andy sighs.
“I’m sorry. At first I really didn’t know how to react..
-I didn’t tell you it was time to get married you know..” he chuckled.
“I know, but you and I were supposed to be ‘the fun of my life’”

It hurts.

I was just supposed to be ‘fun’ for him? Wow..

“I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean it that way” I guess the pain was visible.
“But you said it. It’s okay don’t worry.” I look down. Well, this is going to be fun..
“Well.. About this guy you met..?” I sigh. He’s getting annoying. I wish we didn’t met and I just met the english guy, fell in love and had many children…
“You’ll tell him you’re taken?
-And will you tell Juliet you’ve been fucking me?
-It’s totally different!
-No Andy! It’s the same exact thing! Why should I be ‘all yours’ when you don’t even accept for me to text you?”

Andy sighs and shakes his head.
“Angie..
-No, there’s no ‘Angie’! I don’t want a semi-relationship. It’s all or nothing. With you it can’t and never will be ‘all’, so it’s should me ‘nothing’. Maybe with Matt I can have something. But I don’t want-
-So his name is Matt?” I look at him, choked. He didn’t listen to me..
“I’ll find him and I’ll tell him myself that the cute Angie is taken. Not available. Mine.
-But I don’t want that!” Andy just looks at me, I feel like crying again. Matt seemed to be a nice guy -a bit seductive but still- but I guess I won’t have my chance to be ‘happy’.

“You’re a monster!” the tall man chuckles.
“No. You’re mine. I don’t like sharing.” I close my eyes, feeling a mix of anger and sadness in me. Building up, but the anger is taking over.
“Stop the car.”

Notes

Hey guys how have you been?
Hope you liked it :)
I'm sorry it was longer than expected, but I had a huge breakdown.
I felt like this story sucks.. U_U but I'm fine now don't worry :)
Thanks for your comments!! Made my day<3