I've Given You My Heart To Break..

I quickly look away, feeling my heart beat too fast. What the hell is he doing here?
“I’m sorry.. I wasn’t looking.. I.. I got to go” I mumble, then quickly walk away but he grabs my arm.
“Angie..” I look up but instantly look away. I don’t like the way he’s staring at me.. And my heart still beats way too fast!
“I preferred longer hair” he whispers, softly stroking my hair. I shrug. I didn’t do it for you! But I’m feeling like my heart is going to get the fuck out of my chest and like the air around me disappeared.

Yes. After all his hand on mine use to make my heart race..

“Angie…” he sighs, but I still look down at my -now- fascinating shoes.
“Can we talk?
-No!” I blush, I shouldn’t have reacted that much.. The tall man lift my chin up and our eyes meet. He seems hurt.. And you? Weren’t you fucking hurt for five weeks? Did he give a fuck? No! So stop, he’s not worth it..
“Angie…” I shake my head.
“No Andrew, there’s no ‘Angie…’ I told you about my feelings and you basically ran away. Then you said you would text or call.. But nothing.. No sign from you.” I say, calmly. Yet screaming inside.
“I can explain that.” Andy seems hopeful.

At this exact moment my phone buzz, I look at it.
‘Matt: there’s no one in the pharmacy, are you still around?’ I can’t help but smile, the Englishman seems kind of interested..
“Who is this?” Andy asks, kind of angry. None of his business!
“Nobody.” I reply, looking away.

Suddenly he roughly grab my chin and force me to look up.
“There’s no ‘nobody’ with me!” I frown and release myself.
“What the fuck Andy? Who the hell do you think you are? You disappeared for more than a month then come back and feel like I owe you something? You’re not my dad! Nor my husband!” I almost yell.
“Is it a man?” I roll my eyes. He didn’t listen right?
“That’s none of your business.” Andy frowns.

“It is. You’re mine.
-I’m not! You LEFT!” is he crazy or something? He was the one telling me ‘to find someone else, fall in love and get happy’? Because he was right.. That’s what I should have done.
“Tell this guy you’re taken..” I shake my head.
“I’m not yours..”

All of a sudden his lips are on mine and my heart stops. His hands crawl to my hips and I melt. Feeling everything, every moment we passed together. Too soon he pull away, his eyes looking deep in me.
“You see? You’re mine” he growls, making me shiver.
“And you love me, no one else.” I look down, feeling sad. What should I do?

I want to stop with this addiction.. At first I was supposed to be able to stop anytime I want.. But I can’t. And I don’t like that!

“Andy I.. I really have to go now.” I whisper, biting my lips and looking down. I want some distance between us.
“Okay.. But first tell this man you’re taken..”
“Andy.. You were the one to say we were over and and I should find someone..” he sighs.
“I want you to be mine again.” I shake my head.
“A kiss won’t make me ‘all yours’. Because I’m not.. I’m not just a pet.” but yes. That’s exactly what I am for Andy. His pet.

“You can’t reject me then come back as if nothing happened.
-Angie.. I know. I’m sorry.” I shake my head.
“Saying sorry won’t change a thing. Break a glass and say sorry, do you think it’ll instantly get fixed? No. It’s.. It’s the same with my heart.” Andy looks down.
“Yes, your kiss makes me lose my mind. But no. YOU are taken, not me. So please. Leave. Just leave me. Because yeah, I want ‘romance’, I want to feel loved and needed. Not just a fuck toy or something.. I’m sorry.” I then walk away, resisting to the urge of looking back and running to him. He doesn’t love nor need me.

Notes

Hey guys <3
How are you today?
At first I wanted to call this story 'The pet'. But I felt like it was too harsh.. But 'I've given you my heart to break' works fine.. :D
I have a lot to do with this story... :evilsmirk:
Goodnight :*