Few weeks later

It’s been a while since I last heard of him.. Yes, Andy. Moving on with my life has been way harder than I thought.

Message written. Message deleted. Number dialed. Numbers deleted.

Except for that case, my life has been pretty good -boring-, without any kind of problems. And I resisted. I resisted to the temptation of pressing send, or ‘call’. I wanted to prove myself I was strong enough. And I did.

But I still love him.
No matter what.

He didn’t call or text either. But I knew it. He didn’t care. He never cared. *sigh*
Today I work at night, so I have all my day for myself, I plan on going for a walk then maybe some -lonely- shopping. So it’s time to stop daydreaming about a ghost and go out of my house!
I take a hot shower then get dress in a casual look, I just want to enjoy myself and my town. No need to try to be sexy or I don’t know…

When I’m done I quickly put my hair in a ponytail -no hair in my face- take my bag and walk away. I decide not to take my car and just walk around.
It’s a beautiful and sunny day, with butterflies and birds. I head to the park, just to spend some time in peace, looking at young kids playing I seat on a bench. They are so cute.. It makes me wonder, will I ever have kids myself?
Certainly not with Andy.

I sigh, why do I always think about him? Even on some totally unrelated places? He got over it, why can’t I do the same? I sigh again, standing up. I walk following my feet, not knowing where I’m going. Thinking.
Maybe he was right after all, I should find someone else, fall in love and be happy..? Because I’m not happy. Not at all. I still cry at night, wondering how I could have been that stupid to fall in love with a taken guy.

I finally walk to the mall -my first supposed destination- but I still don’t know exactly where I’m going. So I first decide for a hair salon -to get rid of ‘split ends’- and get welcomed by a tall female with short blond hair.
“Hello Miss how are you today? Looking for something new for your locks?” I shyly shake my head.
“I just want to cut the ends.. You know? They’re kind of.. uh..” the lady smile give me a small nod and lead me to a black comfy chair.

An hour, tons of compliment on my naturally straight, shiny and red hair later, I look at my new look. It’s shorter, bra length instead of waist, but I like it, so I quickly pay, promise to come back and walk away. Now.. What should I do? I’m not hungry yet, but I remember I need some vitamins so I move to the drugstore and wait for my turn. It goes pretty fast and soon it’s my turn.

The pharmacist -drug dealer!- is an handsome man with short brown hair, deep gray eyes with long -looong- dark eyelashes, a thin nose and a light beard. His shirt is a bit open and I feel my eye getting way too down.. Large shoulders, impressing arms and manly hands…
His eyes aren’t as deep as Andy’s..

I quickly get rid of this and look up. The man is staring at me with a crooked smile. I blush.
“What can I get you milady?” he asks in a sexy British accent. But his eyes seem to be saying way more!
“I.. I want some vitamins..” I mumble, still blushing.
“What kind of vitamins?” he looks deeper in my eyes, can he see in my soul?
“Uh.. I used to take Vitarex..” I reply, looking away. He quickly nods and walks to some shelf to get me a box.

“What’s the name?” I give him a confused look.
“Is it for the bill?” he grins widely to me.
“No.. It’s for me.”

Notes

"Vitarex" was supposed to be fictional.. But oh well! Anyway, a cuter chapter for you all. I don't know yet when I'll update again. See you then <3