I've Given You My Heart To Break..

“Oh Angie.. What an amazing breakfast isn't it?” Andy asks, an amuzed smile on his face. Of course I blush like.. Like always! The man softly stroke my cheek with one finger.
Wow.. I just got dressed and I'm naked again.. This guy is really a lost cause! And so am I.. I sigh as I sit straight. It's time to head home now. Even if I don't work this morning, I still do work today!
“What's wrong babe?” Andy ask, pure concern in his voice. I pout a little and shake my head. As usual. But I don't have the choice..

“You're always saying nothing.. Why don't you tell me what's going on in this little head of yours?” he asks, wrapping his skinny arms around my waist. I just close my eyes, keeping the tears in. I don't want to cry. Not now. Not in front of Andy.
One deep breath. Two. Three. It's gonna be okay Angie. You can do it..
“It's okay Andy. It's..” then I break down. Fuck!

The young man doesn't say a word. He just pulls me into a tigh hug, softly rocking me back and forth. At this moment I don't even realize we're both naked, totally. I just enjoy his warmness. I feel so cold. I wish things were so much different..
Why is he there? Why is he comforting me? Why is he so nice with me? Why does he seem to care for me? Why doens't he truly care for me?

I have to be honest. If he was mean and totally careless about me, things would be easier. This relationship would be easier. It would just be sex, sex buddies, sexual relationship. End of story.
Maybe I wouldn't even feel bad about his girlfriend.
“Why Andy?... Why?” I sob in his chest. He keeps rocking me, caressing my hair.
“Why what babe? Please. Please, tell me what's wrong. Did I do something wrong?” Is he stupid? Or is he doing it on purpose? Then why does he sound so concerned?
Everything is wrong here. From the first time we kissed to now. Everything is fucking wrong!

“Angie.. I'm getting worried. Did someone hurt you? Did they say somehting? Do you have a problem? Please tell me. Tell me anything.” but as the pathetic baby I am, I just cry harder. I think I should just go home. Get out of this man's arms and rest in my bed. Yes, I need to put some distance between Andy and I.
“It's-It's okay. D-Don't worry” Gosh! I'm not even able to talk normally!
Andy forces me to look up and wipe my eyes. He then leans in and put a soft kiss on each of my cheeks.

Still calm as a pope he sighs and sais
“You're lying Angie. It's not okay. Don't loose your time telling me not to worry. I already do. You don't want to tell me? Fine. I'll ask later. You want another donnut?” he asks with a smile while standing up. I can't help but smile. Seriously, if it wasn't in these weirds conditions, Andy would have been a wonderful boyfriend..
“Yes.. Let's share it again.” the tall dude turns around and a bright smile appears on his perfect lips.

Does he even realize he's totally naked? His manhood totally free?
I guess not. Andy takes the brown bag and turns to me.
“Wich one?” I smile again. He looks so much like a little kid like that. His lower lips lightly pouted out. I shrug. I really don't care what flavour, since it's shared with him...

I thought you needed to put some distance between the two of you? To finally do something intelligent? Guess I was wrong..

I shrug it off as Andy sits next to me. He ends up picking a stawberry donnut and hands it to me so I can take a bite. He then takes one as well, looking at me with this weird smile, like when we first met. I lay my head against his shoulder and he instantly wrapps his arm around me.. Yes, it would have been perfect..

Notes

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