I've Given You My Heart To Break..

**Warning, may be triggering**


After making things with Andy I drive back home and sit at my piano. I don't know why, but I feel.. I feel happy. I shouldn't as what I'm doing is wrong -very wrong- but I love it. I let my finger play on the keys. Then I start to properly play. My finger flies and the melody builds up. I first play Für Elise by Beethoven. I love this song, it's peaceful, a little sad, yet so.. So calming and nice.

I love classical music, I really do. It's just like the best part of me. Sweet, nice, old fashioned.. Lol. But it's nice to be able to play piano.. I could do it all day long.

I play it like three times then start Swan Lake (Op. 20) by Tchaikovsky. A really soft song. This melody is really one of my favorite. I love how it feels. It's like it was made to dance on ballet.. My bad. It actually was made for ballet!
But it's so short.. I can play it like twenty time and never get tired of it. It's just perfect. It starts perfectly. It ends perfectly. Well you get it..

I play Symphony No. 5 by none other than Beethoven -again-. But I really love his music. A soft smile spread on my lips as I play then Alex walks in. She doesn't say a word, but I know it's her. I recognize the sound of her steps. I like to do that, my ears are trained to recognize people. When I'm done Alex walks to me with a smile.
“You're in a good mood girl! Is it about this guy again?” a smile automatically spreads on my face. Is it Andy's fault? There are great chances..
“Maybe..” I mutter, she shakes her head with a smile.

“When am I meeting him? Because I need to warn him that if he breaks my best friend's heart he's gonna get his 'cute face' broken too.” I laugh at her remark.
“I don't know.. Maybe if he ever properly asks me out..?” it also means never. Andy's never going to ask me to be his girlfriend! NEVER!
“Yeah.. Then he has to move his ass! I want to break his nose already!” we both laugh. Alex is almost the opposite from me, she's strong, stubborn and when she says no.. Good luck to make her change her mind!

10 PM, time to head back home. I'm tired, yet still with this weird happy mood. I walk to my little car and search for my keys..
“Angie?” I jump. Then turn around to see Tommy. I shyly smile at him still looking for my damn keys. Tommy walks to me with a grin on his face.
“How are you?”
“Fine.. You?” he keeps smiling.. Weird!
“I'm fine.. Angie.. Something changed in you..” I sigh and roll my eyes.

“Leave it already! You're with Nicki and I'm with.. Well, I have someone, so stop with your 'you got hotter'. Nothing will happen!” he cocks his head to the side and pouts.
Sorry sweetheart, it works with Andy but not with you!
“I didn't say anything..”
“Don't play all innocent with me Thomas! I'm tired and I want to go home!” I shout, turning to my car to open it. Suddenly Tommy pins me to it then turn me back to him.

“I wanted you first in my bed.. But now I want you even more. And I'll have you.. By force if it's necessary..” my eyes grew wide open. Wait! He means like..?
Tommy would be able to force someone..? no! It's impossible! Not the Tommy I know! He is too nice for that! But the man in front of me seems able to do everything to get what he wants.. And now what he want is.. Me.

He's scary.

He puts his hand on my mouth so that I can't scream. No! This can't happen! This can't be happening! I don't want to have sex with any other but Andy! I know it sounds stupid and cheesy but that's how it is.. I start to cry as he put his other hand under my shirt. I can't push him away.. Why God? Why am I so short? So weak?
Tommy pins my hips with his and push my shirt up. I try to fight, to punch or kick him. But it's useless. He's just mocking me, still undressing me.. In this empty parking lot.. Who's going to save me?

I try to scream but nothing goes out. I can't even bite his damn hand! I close my eyes and start to sob, feeling defeated. I won't be able to get out of there by myself.. This is going to happen. After all it's not only for the others.. Who could guess Tommy would be the asshole to be doing this to me?
He get rid of my pant and his hand get in contact with my sex through my pantie.. I feel like throwing up!
He's nothing compared to Andy.. So soft and hot.. This is rough, cold and horrible! He puts his horrible hand under my pantie..

And suddenly he isn't on me anymore.

Notes

Sorry, don't forget the Tragedy genre of this story..