I've Given You My Heart To Break..

What the fuck is Andy doing here? I look at my phone and realize it's 3PM already. We were supposed to see each other now.
“What do you want?” I ask trough the door. Why would I open it? I hear a sigh.
“Angie.. Please let me in. We need to talk..”
“About? Because I don't have anything to tell you. And I honestly don't want to see or hear you.”
“Angie.. Please. I know you're upset. But we can fix something..?” I sigh.
“What? That you play with me while you have her?”
“Please Angie.. Let me in..?” I sigh and give up, unlocking the door. I open the door to see Andy looking down.

“So?” I want to be harsh. I want him to leave me alone! I need him out of my life! Because since he's there, things have been too different! You have been too different.. You want him. You're not used to want a man, not in that way. That's why he disturbs you so much.. Oh shut up you!
“I.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Juliet.” he runs an hand in his black hair. Soft hair..
“When did you plan on telling me?” I say raising an eyebrow. He sighs heavily.
“I didn't plan it at all. I didn't plan to be attracted by you.. But I can't help it.” he finally looks up at me. His eyes are darker, sexier, almost scary. He take a step toward and and I instantly take a few backward.

Andy closes the door behind me and his arm is instantly snaking around my waist. Burning each inch of my skin. My breath get harder.. What the fuck is happening?!
He pulls me closer to him and my heart beat faster and faster.. Am I having a heart attack? No..
“I want you.. In my bed Angelique.” he says serious as a pope. I blink a few time. It's the first time he ever called me by my full name. Wait! Did he just say he wanted me? Yup! Cool!
“I.. I don't think it's a good idea..” I whisper, trying to release myself from his grip. But he keeps me close. Not letting go. I can't breath, we're too close..

“Why?” he asks benting his head to the side. I've never seen him like this. So.. So dark. Yet, so attractive! I'm crazy! Insane! I need therapy!!
“You're taken.. I.. I can't do that.” he smiles at me. An evil smirk. What is he going to do? Suddenly I'm scared. Is he going to hurt me? Where's the Andy I knew? The one smiling like a kid and liking to cook with me? Who is this man in front of me? Proposing me to have sex while he's in a relationship? I can't do that! Juliet seemed too nice. And even if she was the devil herself! I'm not a whore! I rather stay the stupid half virgin!
“You can't.. But you want to..” he says. His voice so deep. It can't be the same person! Or seriously, Andy is a multi-faced alien!

Suddenly he presses his lips to mine. Violently.

He pulls me even closer to him. Pressing my body to his. I melt. Everywhere our bodies touch. I can't take it anymore. I don't know why, but I'm kissing him back. I want more. I need more. But my angel is trying her best to make me stop. I know she's right. But I can't help myself. The power this man has on me is.. Horribly good!
My demon is clapping her mini hands.. I'm doing something wrong..
Andy finally pulls away and his eyes are even darker. A crooked smile forms on his lips.
“Saturday night. 7PM, this address.” he says, giving me a small paper. I take it in my shaking hands.

I look at the small paper than at him. What happened to me? Why do I want it?
“Just once Angel. One time to release both you and I from this desire. Then I'll leave your life forever.. Except if you want it again..” he says. Will he really leave after that? Escape my life forever? This make me both happy and sad. Happy because I just met a side of his personality I fear and sad because.. I'll miss the old Andy I've met before.. Maybe things would have been totally different without the stupid truth or dare..
“I hope you'll come..” he says, burning -I mean caressing- my cheek. I nod. I don't know yet if I'll come or not. This may make things even worse.. Or maybe he's right, maybe having sex with him will release me from this weird 'sexual attraction'?

Andy walks out of my room, leaving me dumbfounded with a small paper in my hand. I have a week to make my choice. No. Less than a week. We're on Monday and he said it was Saturday. Five days. I hope I'll be able to work. I don't know what should I do? What if it doesn't work? What if I still want him? I feel like crying again. For the third time in half a day? What's happening to me?
I sit on my bed, still thinking about all this whole shit. Juliet was nice to me. How can I stab her in the back and fuck Andy?
Just once. Then no more Andy, plus you'll finally have some experience. Because Tommy..
My angel shut my demon's mouth and turns to me.
You can't do that. You're a nice person. You can get through this without doing this stupid shi..

I sigh as my demon and my angel fight over what I should do. But honestly I do feel like that inside.
What if Juliet find out? Then tell everyone I'm a bitch? Because if I do.. I will really be!
Why does Andy want it in the first place? He just want a fresh pussy? Because Juliet is way better than me physically..
At least she can wear makeup.. Me with makeup I look like a troll. And without.. I look like a troll as well! So why does he want to fuck me?

Just go. Fuck him. And forget about him. If only it could be so easy..

Notes

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