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I've Given You My Heart To Break..

XV. The first lie..

We trade pic for maybe thirty minutes but now I feel hot.. I need a shower. A cold shower! This guy turned me on? Really? With pictures? Not even touching me or anything..?!
So I tell him I needed to sleep.. No.. All you need his him. Preferably in you. No! Not now!
But my little demon keeps putting a finger in her other hand.. In and out.. In and out.. Shit!
I need a shower. Now! So I walk to the bathroom and undress myself.. I'm wet?! No way! This guy already had too much power on me. But now?!


I quickly took my shower then walk back to my room. I feel better, but I need to calm down and sleep. To get rid of this guy. I was already obsessed with him, but with his body now I don't know what I'll do!

I wake up the next morning tired like a lama.. It doesn't make sense? Well, you got how tired I am then. I roll in my bed and notice I have another text.. Andy?

'Andy: Sweet dream kitten.'

I smile to myself before walking to the living room. I'm hungry like.. Let me shut up and find something to eat! I take some eggs and bacon.. This will be my breakfast.
When I'm done cooking it Alex walks in. Her hair crazy and a sleepy face. She just groans, taking a bowl and some cereal. We both eat in silence when suddenly she looks up at me and bit her lip.
“Angie?” I look up. What have she done this time? Not a second girly time at least?
“What about Andy?” Shit! I blush crimson red and shrug. What can I say? Like hey we traded sexy pictures the whole time and you know what? Now I really want to fuck your friend!
Na..

“He didn't say anything?” she asks, raiding her eyebrows.
“I think I was lucky enough. The picture didn't pass. Too big.” I lie, still eating. I just don't know how to tell her. I kinda feel ashamed.. She seems to swallow it because she doesn't talk about it anymore. Good. Now I have to stop thinking about it if I want to spend a day at least not bad.. And hope there won't be other lies to hide the first one..



The next morning I wake up early. Yup, this week I work in morning.. So waking up at 5.. To finish at 2PM! This is going to be a long week.. But I don't care. Because this afternoon I'm going to see Andy! No. I'm not 'in love'.. As Alex said, there's a sexual attraction between us. That's all. I just want to fuck him and vice versa. There's no love. I never really fell in love.. Maybe in kindergarten. But that neither wasn't love. With a big bold L.
I get ready and drive to the hotel/restaurant I work in. I forgot to say it was in a hotel, that's the reason why I have to make breakfast.. Then between 10 and 11 I'll have a short rest before start for lunch.

Arrived I say hi to the morning group. It's not the same as usual, there are mostly pastry chefs like me. It's cool because we can help each other.. Even if we aren't supposed to. But, honestly, it's way easier to make each do something and work all together than each of us doing the same things in a corner! So today I'm making dough for cup cakes another is doing for French pastries, another is making decoration..
At ten I walk out by the back door. I need some fresh air! I've been closed in this place for several hours now. So I go for a walk... If only I could have my piano right now! But I don't.

I walk to the park, making sure I don't take too much time. I should not be late.. What can I do? I take my phone and decide to text Andy. We haven't talked since Saturday night. But after all he said himself he would be busy..

'Angie: Hello!'

I don't really know what to say more.. At least I started a conversation?
I wait.. And wait again. But thirty minutes later there's still no reply. I guess he really is busy. Or maybe he's still sleeping? I don't know but it's time to go back to work!

Arrived I say hi to my boss. I can't help but smile at him.. Alex said she had a crush on him?! She really have weird taste! But she's right, he looks like a Teddy bear. It could be nice to sleep with a human-pillow..

I have three more hours than I can go home. Cool. But the sad thing is that it's not the same group as this morning. So I'm working on my pastries all alone..
“Angelique?” I turn around to see my boss.. Is there something wrong? He never comes by there usually!
“Yes Sean?”
“Was it you who made the dessert for table 15?” I nod, remembering the tarts I did not long ago.
“The client want to see you..” he says. I froze. A complaint? It can't be..

Notes

**Filler alert**
Sorry it's kinda boring but next chapter will be super important I promise :)
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Here Andy's last picture on IG for killing you a little bit more xD

Comments

omg 'the first thought' this story is amazing i really need to know whats gonna happen next please update more im really enthralled in this story. What will Alex do? What will Andy do next? Is Matt coming back? What's Angie gonna do? Is she actually gonna jump off the bridge? Please, please, please update soon

MrsAndyBiersack MrsAndyBiersack
1/27/17

ugh. if she was so insanely pro-life she shouldn't have had an abortion. though i don't believe a wad of fetal tissue is a baby, she clearly does. and what a terrible friend for making her feel worse, not being supportive, and spouting the same rhetoric. if she really is so weak-willed she did something that made her want to commit suicide, that's pretty pathetic.

anathema anathema
10/28/16

@anathema
Thank you :) (I'm late sorry..)


@MrsAndyBiersack
Sorryyyyyyyyy! I'll update soon! I was... Busy af. You'll soon know everything ;)

@I am your Shadow

please update more I am dying I need to find out what happens next what Andy is gonna do to Angie and how Alex is gonna react and I need to know if Matt is coming back on the scene. This story is amazing, I need to know!!!!!!!

MrsAndyBiersack MrsAndyBiersack
9/12/16