The Outcasted

-STRAYS POV-


On the way back to the venue was silent, but I'd much rather it be like that, I don't know what to think, Do I fall in love with him and risk being hurt again but also with the opportunity of finding someone who truly loves me or Do I run away from my problems and pull my walls back up for my own safety?

This is all so confusing because I don't want to believe he is a really nice guy and then he turns out not to be and I get hurt again. My walls are coming down too quickly I need to pull them up again but this time thicker. No one can hurt me so I have to make them stronger.

We got back to the venue and I said my bye to Ashley and walked onto the bus. I was tackled by Connor.

"Stray you okay?" Connor asked holding me at arms length so he can look at me.

"Yep I'm fine" I said bluntly with no emotion on my face.

Connor hugged me and whispered in my hear.

"I know you're not Stray Boo" He whispered.

"Lets just start packing, and I call dibs on the shower first" I said then started walking towards the shower.

*After Shower*

I got out and just got changed into some comfy clothes as ill probably curl up or something, we are driving all night apparently.

I got dressed into a singlet that says "Bite me", some black trackies and my pug socks.
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One by one the boys had a shower and got dressed.

Connor got dressed into an Adidas jumper and a pokemon sweat pants.
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Tristan got dressed into a Nirvana tshirt and black pyjama pants.
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Zac got dressed into a sweatshirt that said "Go fuck yourself" and some black trackies that say "boy" on them.
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After that we all just curled up in the lounge room and feel asleep.

Notes

Hey guys I promise ill try update more ive just been going through a whole heap of shit so im really sorry <3