The Outcasted

-STRAY POV-

I woke up the next morning on the couch in CC's arms, it felt nice, I think I have feelings for CC like more than friends, but I cant love anyone, but I love CC, fuck I needa talk to someone about this.

I slowly got up out of CC's arms and put the blanket over him while he kept sleeping.

I walked towards Tristans bunk and shook his shoulder lightly till he woke up.

"Hey Stray whats up?" Tristan asked rolling over.
"Can we talk?" I said tearing up, I'm really scared about falling in love.
"Sure hop in" Tristan said while moving over and lifting his blanket up so I could hop in.

I climbed in and just stared down at my hands trying to figure out what to say.

"Hey whats up?" Tristan asked while rubbing my back

"I-I think I love CC" I said while looking down at my hands letting the tears fall

"Hey hey its okay, CC is an amazing guy and I know he will protect you" Tristan said while hugging me.

"Yeah but I cant love Trist, you know I cant, not after what happened you know that. I can't get hurt again" I said crying into his shoulder.

"But what if CC is the one to change that? What if he protects you and cares for you? What if he makes you happy? I know you have been hurt before and it kills me to see you hurting but you and CC will be amazing together" He said looking at me.

"I need to clear my head I'm going to get dressed and go for a walk, just txt me when we leaving okay? I said giving Tristan another hug.

"Yeah sure be safe okay?" Tristan said looking at me sternly

"Yup" I said then got out of his bunk then got dressed.

I got dressed into a parental advisory explicit content mid driff, black leather jeans and a cat hoodie thing. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=132846082

I grabbed my phone and wallet and walked out of the bus door.

-Ashley POV-

I got up, dressed and headed over to The Outcasted tour bus, todays the last day of warped and I wanted to spend it with Stray...

I knocked on the door twice.

"CC can you get that?" I heard one of them yell.

After a few seconds CC opened the door.

"Oh hey Ash whats up?" CC asked stepping aside to let me in.

"Hey I wanted to hang out with Stray before everyone leaves" I said not seeing her anywhere.

"Oh she went for a walk to clear her mind do you want me to text her for her to come back?" Connor asked me.

"No its alright I'll do it. Is she okay?" I asked curious and worried as to what she had to clear her mind for.

"Yeah I think so only Tristan knows why she had to clear her mind but he said that its not his place to tell anyone" Zac said drinking a monster.

"Okay ill text her and see where she is" I said pulling out my phone.

PURDY: Hey sis where you at? I wanna hang before warped tour finishes.

Sistaaaaa: At the park wanna come?

PURDY: Yeah what park you at?

Sistaaaaa: Montergreen Park just down from the venue.

PURDY: Ok see you soon xx

Sistaaaaa: xx

"Okay guys ill see you later just text one of us when you want us back byeee" I said walking out the bus and heading to the park.

*Skip the walk to the park* -Still Ashleys POV-

I walked up to the park and saw Stray on the swings.

"Hey you okay?" I asked her worriedly

"Yeah why?" She said not looking at me.

"Zac said you came out here to clear your mind, come on I know somethings up whats wrong?." I asked pulling her off the swings and sitting down on the grass.

"No you will get angry at me." She said playing with the grass infront of her.

"No I wont, I want to be there for you, Please let me in" I sat moving closer to her. She lent into me so I wrapped my arm around her shoulder.

"I think I'm in love with CC, but I dont want to be, I mean I do want to be with him but I'm so fucking scared" She said letting silent tears fall.

"Hey hun It's okay to be scared and I know you have been hurt before but CC is an amazing person who will take excellent care of you, he will never hurt you and if he does ill kill his ass" I said hugging her.

"Thanks Ash it means alot.." She said hugging me back

"Its alright lets head back and pack" I said pulling her to her feet.

"Alright lets go" She said then we made our way back to the tour buses.

Notes

Hey guys sorry its short and bad im just depressed as fuck right now sorry guys xx