Razer blades and pencils

I my self was not a big rollercoster person i did not want to be a nosiness to there fun so i just went on ever ride they did, big mistake turns out there is a reason why i don't do roller coaster because after about 4 my stomic felt as thought it was doing back flips.

I sat one a bench while they went on another ride I pulled out my phone and put in my head phones and started to play black veil brides wretched and divine. then i lead back and closed my eyes and just got lost in the sound. It felt like hours had pasted before the song ended and then Knives and Pens started I said aloud
"in looking at young people invloed in the colt do you see any particular type of dress I have ah personally observed people whirring black finger nails having there hair painted black ah black tee shirts sometimes they will tattoo themselves"
"someone has listened to that song way to mutch" someone said I opened my eyes and saw the guys standing in front of me I toke out my headphones and put them away
"eh octupaintal hazzerd" I say standing up
we walked in a line i was in the middle to my right was Andy then Jake on my left was Ashley then CC then Jinxx Andy put his arm around my shoulders I smiled and road some slower rides so I did not completely mess up my stomic.

Then we where in the fairs wheel at the tope looking out as the sun set under the mountains the sky was painted orange and red yellow and pink truing into soft purples and soon black
"this ride would be so much better if you could see coors field that would be so cool" I said checking the score of the rockies on my phone
"are the rock's winning"Andy asked
"yup my man Toluwitsky just hit a grand slam hell yeah" I said they laughed
"we should probably get you home after this you have school tomorrow" Ashely said I had completely forget about that I was having so much fun

I looked at my phone to see the time it was 10:45 that was late for me it was then i realized how tired I was we got off the ride as Andy called Henry to tell him to bring the bus around then we started to walk my eye lids grow heavy and my limbs numb I tired to act as thought I was fine with a smile on my face and standing tall,confident but I really just wanted to cut because tomorrow was tuesday and on Tuesday Jasmine came to my school just to beat me up when I walk home. I must of had my think face on because Andy asked me as we waited in the parking lot
"are you okay"
I was forced out of my trance and thrust into reality
"oh yeah juts thinking about tomorrow" I technically was not lying i was just not giving the howl truth. Henry pulled into the parking lot and we got on the bus I sat on the couch and put one of my head phones in and played savior

but Andy could see throw my poker face
"whats really bothering you" he asked
I rubbed my eyes trying to get the sleep out but I could not I was just so tired and he could see that as well he sat down next to me and pulled me close I fell asleep in his warm enbrace

I woke up in my room I looked at my clock I had an hour to get ready for school I got dressed throw on my make up and even found time to add some cuts to my wrist and rap both of my wrist with new gorse then started to walk to school I got a text form the boys saying we cold met up again after school I smiled knowing they cared so much about me but then I looked up and saw the child of saten

I stopped dead in my tracks her fire red hair waved in the slit breeze she walked right up to me we where about 2 feet from the door of the school she garbed my wrist and dragged me to the center of the main plaza and then ripped off my jacket then pulled of my bandages and she held my wrist so tight she made my new and old cuts bleed
"look how self harms this little emo bitch" she yelled I tried to pull away but she throw me to the ground then proceeded to kick me then other people started to lough then kicked me as well I curled up in a ball and covered my head

what only lasted for minetsfelt like hours
"stop it get away form her everyone hurting her to the principles offices and don't think about running because we got that all on video" ms.rose yelled they all left but I stayed there and cried
ms.rose knelt by me and said softly
"come on deer we got to get you up and to the clinic"
"I just want to stay here and rot" I cried
her and ms.combs piled me off the floor and to the clinic where they toke me to the hospilt

Notes

another one bites the dust