Razer blades and pencils

the last thing i remember was seeing mis.rose then every thing just went black.
when I woke up i did not open my eyes i laid still and listened to my seruondigs I herd a constant beeping witch I new was a heart bet my heart beat i felt something on my face I guessed something to hall me breath i heard people yelling things but in a different room i think guy with a gun shot wound just arrived I slowly open my eyes my mom dad brother and sisters where sitting in the room.
they see me open my eyes and all jump up dad goes and gets a nurse she comes back and says.
"well welcome back now don't talk you have a face mask on to help you breath now just give me a minute and I will hook you up to one that will allow you to talk"
about 3 minets later I had something in my nose that warped around to my ears then to a tank kind of like hazel grace form the foul in our stars i hated that movie so much like the howl movie i was like okay when is someone going to jump out with a gun.

before any one could ask me something i say
"how long have i ben out and what happened"
"2 days Jasmine beat the shite out of you you have 3 broken ribs and a mild concussion and who ever andy jake jinxx cc and ashley people are they have ben blowing up your phone like crazy" Derrick said
"wheres my phone" I say
my sister mary hands it to me and I say what they meant like very hour all five of them would ask how i was doing and to text them I burst out laughing
then taxed in a group chat
"geese is it really nasaraiy to taxes me a thousand times why don't you just come to the hospital im fine by the way could use some pain killers okay maybe alot of pain killers but other then being a in ton of pain I'm good"
"yeah your awake"CC
"sorry about what happened i hope you feel better soon"Ashely
"i can't imagined what it feels like get well soon"Jake
"wow you sleep alot"Jinxx
"well we tried that but they only let family in but now that your awake we can come be there in 15"Andy
I put my phone down because i new my parents and siblings wanted to talk
"okay so the guys are coming and I feel like this would be a good time for you to meet them expect mom and dad you have talked to them but the rest of you should meet them and It would be essayer for me to tell the story of what happened once and to al of you at one time because i know you want to know so give them 15 minutes but in the mean time can i get some food" I said
"I'l get you some food what do you want" Allyssa asid
"i don't car something like a beritto yeah i want a beritto" I said
"i'll go with you" mary said and they both lifted I looked at my mom and dad
"with the young ones gone i can ask can i get some pain killers" I said softly I did not want them to know I was in pain my dad nodded then left then my brother handed me a mirror
"what the fuck is this" I said
"thought you might want to see what a black eye looks like" he said
I looked in the mirror my left eye was black and purple and swollen i was so surprised i could see out of it
"I have to fo to the bathroom" I said and got up and gripped my phone and walked to the bathroom that was in the room I closed the door and did my business but then I toke off the case on my phone and pulled out the batters and got my blade and made 7 cuts behind my shin i tried to make them as deep as i could then I got some toilet paper around it then went back to my bed i did all that in like 2 minutes becuse i have learned how to cut as fast as 1,2,3

my sisters came back with some food witch i ate supper fast I was checking my twitter when the guys walked in
"oaky so mary this is Andy andy mary oh just inderduce your selves you don't need me for that" I said
"well Im glad to see that sense of humor dose not fade" Andy said
"shut up andy" I said in a playful tone they introduced themselves then sat down i then released how big the room actually was
"okay so the thing that happened" I paused not really wanting tot tell them i half wanted to tell a lie and make it sound kinda funny but i diced to just go with it
"well theres this girl hows name i will not say lets just call her lucy well lucy dose not like me and she has taken ever Tuesday to walk all the way to rv and beat me up after school its never gotten so bad usahly just insults and maybe a bunch or so but i guesses this time was different and she garbed me by the wrist then proceed to beat me you probably could of guessed that par so yeah" I said looking down the howl time
"why didn't you say anything" Andy asked
"it was never really that big of a deal" I said
"uh Chrissy that was defintly a big deal if you told one of us we could of prevented all of this"Mary said
"yeah but if you think about it if lucy didn't beat me up that concert i would of never meant you guys" I said still looking down
'tue that is true and i speak for all of us i think we are verry glad to have met you" Jinxx said I smile and for the rest of the day we just talked about stuff

Notes

so yeah another day another chapter