Razer blades and pencils

We sat watching the dark knight rises I had my head on Andy's warm chest he had his left arm around me
"I'm going to go to sleep" I said
"okay you know where your room is" he said
"no I'm going to sleep right here" I said spreading my legs out
" okay I'm fine with that" he said
i closed my eyes but kept thinking about stuff and just could not silence my mind after about 30 minutes I sat up Andy was now watching the news
"I thought you where going to sleep " he said
"I did to but my mind has other plans" I went to the room that I was staying in and grabbed my laptope and went back to the room andy was in
"what you doing" he asked
"I have this story I have ben writing but I hit a raid block and I just now thought of how I can carry on the story" I said
"what kind of story is it" andy asked
" it's a play on my faverit Tv show teen wolf I put poeple form our life in it and just kind of toke the bass of the show and completely changed it" I said
"oh cool" Andy said I sat there and typed for about an hour the I closed my laptope and went to my room then I went to sleep


the next moring over breackfist Andy said
"so why have you with drawn your self latly"
"I've just I don't know" I said I finshed my breackfist and was about to leave when andy stoped me
"where are you going"
"to find a park to spend the day in" I said
"no no let's spend the day with the guys and your friends you know the people that car about you the people that want to be wit you plz" Andy said
"no in sorry" I said I went to opean the door when he grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me close
"ANDY stop it let me go" I screamed
"hey hey calm down" he said but I could not I struggled to get out of his graspe he was so strong
"let me go andy" I yelled
"stop it calm down I just want you to stay" he said I stoped moveing and looked at him my eyes full of tears
"hey don't cry I'm sorry " he said and he let go as soon as he did that I bolted for the door and I ran he yelled at me to come back but I did not I just kept running.

then I stoped my house I ran in and grapes the keys and put some cash on the counter the I left in the car I knew a place where know one went I was almost there when I noticed a car following me I truned onto a road that know one used and so did they okay maybe they where going to a place that toke the same road
i truned up my music and tried to ignore it when I got to my spot I trend if the road and got out of the car and looked and the other person had stopped to I panicked I locked my car and started down the trail I herd them get out of there car I started runing down the trail I herd then run to they had a lot of keys or jewel because I could here it
ny heart was racing and my throat hurt form running so fast for so long the I tripped on a branch I fell my knees scraped on the ground as I put my hands out to catch my self I got up as fast as I could my knees where bleeding bad
I started ruing agien but it hurt to mutch and I stoped I decide I would hide in stead I got of the trail and ran takers a cluster of trees I found three that where grown in ine big lump I hid behind that and looked at my knees that hurt worse then my cuts did after a day and that was saying a lot I tried to be quit but then I herd it
the sound of boots and metal clinging I held my breath and closed my eyes they stopped I did not move then I felt a hand on my shoulder I opeaned my eyes but did not look at who it was I just tried to crawl away
"chrissy plz stop"
I truned and saw Andy my heart sank I was crying now he pulled me close to him but I stood up and toke a few painful steps away form him
"can't you take a hint a person dose not go out of there way evey day because they want to talk Andy a person dose not say leave me alone for fun andy a person dose not drive all the way out her to be with poeple damit andy can't you just leave me alone" I said quilty
"a person dose not typical spend almost a month and a half alone evey day chrissy that's not banal you say your okay but the way your acting is really saying your not I want to help you because real poeple miss you you boy Freind want you like he calls me every day asking for you and I hate telling him I don't know where you are we want our chrissy back" Andy chanted
"well she is gone" I said I put my hear phones in and darted walking back to the trail Andy followed me I went to my car and got a frist aid kick Andy left I then sat on the hood of my car and look at the land
about an hour later keagan called I did not answer but I taxed him
"I really want to be alone right now"
"darling you have ben alone for far to long I am starting to question our relaship"keagan I got in my car and started driving within minutes I was at keagan a houres I knocked at the door his mom answers I pushed behind her and ran to keagan a room I opeaned the door and saw him sitting on his bed I hugged him and kissed him I needed him he could not go
"don't leave me" I whispers laying on tipe of him
"only if you stay with me like be there" he said a tear ran down my face
"what's wrong" he asked
"the thing is I can't stay with you I have to be alone" I sais
"no one has to be alone chrissy" he said
"but I do because when ever I an around poeple I get sad so if I stay alone I won't get sad" I said
"that's not true you have a lot of friends and I know they make you happy where is this coming from" he asked
"I guess I just do t know how to say I want to be alone" I said
"if you want to be alone then why do you want me to date you I'd I never get to talk to you it see you I can't do that chrissy I need to be with the person I love" he said
"then I fuss we're over" I cried then I ran out if the house and drive to my house and went to my room and I cried why did I do that how could I let myself do that I cut myself that night I went to sleep after crying some more

Notes

Okay I really like where this story is going and if you think you know what is coming let me tell you you have no idea this story is just get if started I can't wait for you to read the next few chapters that I have planed