Razer blades and pencils

The next morning I was walking in the same neighbor hood that Andy lived in I had my head phone in and did not put my make up one becuse I knew I was going to cry a lot today I stopped at a bench and started to draw it was chilly out but it was November and it was winter now after about 30 minted I herd someone sit down next to me I did not look up at them till they tapped my shoulder I looked up it was Andy
he smiled at me but I could not find it in me to smile back I toke out my head phones as he asked what I we doing there
"I was just taking a walk and I found this bench" I said
" I noticed keagan did not call me today why" he asked
"you won't be getting any more calls form him" I said Andy knew what I meant
"do you want to come back to my place" Andy asked
"yes" I said
when we got to his place I almost instantly Brock out into tears he had me as I cried and I cried and cried after about 20 minutes andy asked
"if you love him so much why did you leave him"
" because I had to" I said
"what do you mean" he asked
"I just can't be with people" I said
"what is this what are you talking about"
"I can't spend time with you any more or any one" I said
"why"
"I just like to be by myself andy I just want to spens the rest if my life alone " I said
"well news flash you can't there are too manny people that want to be with you I am sorry but that plan would never work out Chrissy"
"yes it can" I said
" how"
"I could go to organ " I said
"chrissy you 15 your not doing that just give up on this crazy idea you have" Andy said
"coming form the man who sings never give in" I said
"that's not what the song is talking about chrissy" Andy said
Andy got up and went to another room and I was left by my self I felt my cuts form last night the cold weather made them hurt more pulled my delve down and locked my arm form palm to elbow covered in cuts
i ran my hand down them Then Andy came back in I put my sleve down before he could see anything
Andy was carrying a gutair
he sat down and started playing savior
"but remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song" he sang
but him playing the gutair reminded me of Keagan and it made me feel worse I grapes the quota or and set it down on the floor
"why did you do that" Andy asked
i just hugged him and closed my eyes we sat there for a long time just holding each other I got up Andy was asleep I got my stuff and lefted I went to the place where the misfits met at 7 I had not ben going but it was now where meet the time so I would have the place to my self
I sat on one of the choices and started to draw it was 6:57 when I was down I put my stuff away but before I could even stand up there was the misfits standing in front of me
"hey" was all I could say
"are you going to stay for the meeting" Max asked
"uh sure" I sat down but then I regretted my choice they all started asking questions
" I Brock up with keagan but I really want him back and the pain of losing him is killing me" I said even thought it did not raked to any of there questions
"I'm sorry" they all said in difrent ways but for the rest of the meeting I did not say another word a
i walked back I Andy':s house he was watching tv
i sat down by him and hugged him
"are you okay" he asked
"no" I said
"but I met with the misfits" I said
"that's good will you go agien tomarrow" he asked
"no I just want to be alone" I said I curled up next to andy and went yo sleep.

Notes

This one is short I know