I woke up the morning of the day I was supposed to leave, my makeup was smugged and I didn't give two shits about anything at the moment. I looked up at the Doctor as she smiled, "You can go home I just got a signature from your friend, go ahead." She said with a small smile as I forced a smile through my chapped lips and got up slowly slipping on my shoes and grabbing the bag that Andy and the guys had given me and walked out tears streaming down my face as I thought about a certain cloudy blue eyed person. I walked to my friends car and refused to talk to her until we got home, "What the hell is going on Mina?" She asked me slamming down her phone, "Everything, everything is going on, I just want to be left alone, I wrote it on my phone if you want to read it. It hurts just to even think about him." I said to Sam as she sighed and picked up my phone reading it through as I shut my door and turned on Motionless in White as I curled up under my covers and began to cry again. I hated female hormones so much, I hated having a million emotions about someone that shouldn't have been a huge part of my life anyway.

I got up slowly and walked over to my mirror staring at the black tank top and blue scrubs they had put me in, I sighed and stared at my reflection seeing my smugged makeup made me want to crack the mirror, I was done with everything and I knew that Jinxx loved me but, I still didn't understand why I was crying it was dumb.

I sighed and wiped my tears grabbing my car keys and tying my hair up into a messy bun as I drove myself to the grocery store, grabbing a pack of 12 small cans of Arizona iced tea, a bag of Cheeto Puffs, a bag of Hershey's bite size circle things, a monster (or two) and a cookie, I needed to cheer myself up and if this was the only way I could get to being happy again then I could gladly take it. I wanted to be happy even if Jinxx wasn't with me, I had to have hope that he was going to come back someday even if it meant to just say hi. I really needed this and I knew that watching a few movies with all this shit would make me the happiest girl in the world.

I drove back home and ran to my room with a child-like smile, I sat down on my bed with my legs crossed as I grabbed a few movies, Water For Elephants, Grease, Grease Two, Moulin Rouge, Bonnie And Clyde, Moulin Rouge and a lot more movies in that type of genre, I started with Moulin Rouge, as it was only okay and I wanted to save Bonnie and Clyde for last, since I really loved that movie, I smiled as the movie started and my cracked singing voice showed up about mid song. I cracked open a Monster as I began to watch Grease and then Grease two, another favorite of mine. I smiled as the movie progressed and my bad singing got a little bit better, when John Travolta sang, I loved old movies to death and there was no one that could take that from me.

I looked at the clock when I was done, the clock read two in the morning, I sighed and yawned, deciding I needed to remove my smeered makeup off of my face, but then again I really didn't want to, so I just climbed into bed and shut my eyes drifting off to sleep as I dreampt.

Jinxx's POV

I walked to the tour bus and sat with the guys running a hand through my hair,"Where's Mina?!" Ashley asked me putting a hand on his hips, "I left her, because she won't be getting out of the hospital for a few days, and its not right, being with her, I need Sammi." I told them as I sighed and heard C respond, "No you don't! Sammi cheated on you, thats why that didn't work Jinxx!" He said to me as he sighed and went into his bunk room along with Ash, "No! I do need her, she's my soul mate." I told them again loking at Andy as he sighed, "Jinxx, Listen to me, Mina really loves you and for you to tell her goodbye and that you'll be back to visit isn't something you just go and do, especially if you aren't going to come back to her." He told me as he closed his eyes and thought, "And now I bet she still has hope." He said as he walked away his hands on his head as I shook my head and rolled my eyes, I guess I should have told her that it wasn't going to work. I got up and avoided looking at Jake as he shook his head at me, just like the rest of the guys did. I knew where she lived and I knew that Sam was going to be there to, and knowing girls, Mina had probably already told Sam about it.

I pulled up to the small house and knocked on the door smiling as Sam answered, "Go see her." She said pointing to a room down the hall as I opened the door slowly and noticed the piles of old movies as I walked in slowly, realizing that she was asleep and that her makeup was running down her face. Tears following. What?! No! She couldn't have been crying over me. I knew I had majorly screwed up, but I loved Sammi and kissing Mina wasn't right. I sighed and walked over kissing her on her forehead before I left shutting the door silently and joining the guys on the tour bus as the bus moved onto the next place for Warped tour.

Notes

Hmm what about a ship name for Jinxx and Mina?
Minxx?
Jina?
Miaxx?
Meremy?