Jinxxed For life

I woke up on Jinxx's shoulder, his blue eyes, his perfect blue eyes. He smiled down at me as he saw that I had woken up, "Hello Sleepy head." He said to me as he kissed the top of my head. That smile, oh, it was so freaking perfect and it made me want to hug him and never let him go. He meant so much to me and now that we could be together because of what Andy said made me more then happy to be sitting next to him. The Doctor walked in and stopped looking at us with an odd look as Jinxx began to stroke my head, I looked up and smiled, "Hi." she looked at me and laughed, "You two are cute. " She responded, and that was something I never thought I would ever hear from a Doctor, like ever. A smile appeared on my face, and I couldn't shake it until the Doctor told me when I would get out, "Your going to get out in at least three days, maybe four. You have a pretty bad concussion and really bad bruises, you wouldn't be able to do much." She told me as the smile faded from my face, I grabbed onto Jeremy's hand and looked at him as I realized that I would have to go home, the guys were leaving tomorrow and I wanted to go to the next city with them but I couldn't. I watched as the Doctor walked away and frowned, knowing that I wasn't in much of a spot to talk. I looked over at Jinxx as I realized that today was the day that they would have to leave, leave me, and I would have to watch Jinxx leave.

Tears began to form in my eyes as I looked at him, he looked away and then crashed his lips against mine, making mine shut as our tongues touched, the kiss felt right, being here with him felt right, hearing that Andy told Ash and everyone that she loved him felt right, everything about him felt right. Once the kiss was broken I wrapped my arms around his neck crying into his chest, "Shh, Shh, Its okay, I'll be back, I promise." He told me as he slowly got up checking his phone, "Don't...l..leave..me." I said through choked tears, "I love you Mina, goodbye." He said to me as he disapeered into the hallway. I brought my knees up to my chest as I hid my face in my arms, how could this be happening? How could I loose someone that I love so much in just a span of two minutes? Why couldn't I have been smarter? Why did I have to be stupid enough to just leave the tour bus?

I laid back down on the bed and cried until I fell to sleep, I knew that he would find some other girl, or he would go plead Sammi to get back together with him and I would just be a lost memory.

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