Fallen Angels
Dinner, Matt, and Telling Andy
I didn’t know that he still had my number let alone I thought I blocked him. I guess not.
From: Matt
Hey baby. How is it going? We haven’t talked in a while.
I was hesitate to reply considering the past that matt and I had. Lets just say he is my ex. And we broke up because he ended up going to jail for everything he has done. But I guess he is out and now has my number. Oh god. What am I going to do. Oh idea just delete the text. Then everything will be fine.
“CAS when is dinner?” I heard ash whine. I guess the guys were getting hungry. My phone went off again.
From: Matt
Babe just answer please? I know what I did was wrong but can’t we work it out?
I deleted the text.
“Hold on it will once I come back down.” I said I went to my room turned off my phone and placed it on the nightstand. There problem solved.
I went back down stairs and herd ruffling noises. “Shit she is coming down” “hurry” “fuck okay” what the hell was going on.
“You five better not be eating those cookies” I said.
“Oh good she thought we were eating the cookies” “CC shut the fuck up” I heard Ashley say.
“You were eating the cookies. Weren’t you? Now you all spoiled dinner and—oh” I said. Seeing that the cookies haven’t been touched. Then what were these five up to?
I gave them a suspicious look but gave up. “Dinner will be ready in an hour. Now out.” I said to the five supposedly grown me. To be honest they were more of children that you constantly have to watch or they will break something well except maybe jinxx or Jake they act like older children. CC, Andy, and Ashley on the other hand are giant babies.
I started to make their dinner but to be honest I was scared. I mean how did matt get my number? Okay so here is some more info on why we broke up. Well he was very abusive towards me. I told my parents about it a few months after we started dating because I couldn’t stand it anymore. Of what he would call me and then hit me I had to do something. Sometimes I thought that I deserved it. But really I didn’t my parents made sure of it. After he went to juvie since he was sixteen and I was fifteen. I had alot of therapy. I had to my shrink at least four times a week to make sure it helped, and to be honest it did. I stopped going to therepy the summer of sophomore year. My parents were happy for me because I worked it out with myself. I was happy too. At least till he texted me. He could find me.
An hour later(dinner)
“Boys dinner is ready” I said, Finishing up setting the table.
“I am not a boy. But I still have male genitalia. But I am not considered a boy. Catagorically I am a man.” Andy said. Then I heard the other four laugh.
“Quoting yourself now are you Andy?” Jake said.
“Well its not quoting if I said it technically I am just resaying it” Andy said.
“Oh shut up. I WANT foooooood” Ashley said. Carrying out the “oo”
“Well then sit at the damn table.” I said to them. They obeyed and sat at the table.
“Cas this looks fucking amazing.” CC said. I smiled.
“Well duh it took me forever to make” I said. “Well go ahead eat”
I added. Everyone was very hesitant about eating the food. But Ashley started eating first.
“Cas this is fucking amazing” Ashley said taking another bite of the pasta.
“Well it isn’t that good but thank-you any way” I said. Then every one else started eating their food.
“What Cas this is amazing. Never say it isn’t cause this tastes better than what we have been eating on the road” jinxx said. I thanked him with a smile.
Thirty minutes later——after dinner/chores.
“Cas let us help you clean this time” CC said.
“How about we let Cas handle this cause she just wants it done” I said.
“Did you just talk in third person? Anyway we are going to help you just give us jobs and we will do it and it can get done quicker” jinxx said.
“Well okay if you guys are willing to help” I said.
“Of course its the least we could do after all you did cook” Jake said.
“Okay well how about ash can you clean off the table? And CC and Jake can you put away all the left over food if we have any? And Andy and jinxx get dishes. So I will sweep” I said.
They all nodded and hopped to their chores.
A few minutes into cleaning. I don’t know what happened but it did. The boys were doing pretty good except for ashley trying to balance dishes. That ended very badly. He dropped about half the dishes and they broke. He apologized alot. But to be honest I don’t know why to me. I mean they were Andy’s dishes. Which Andy cared nothing about. The only dish that Andy cared about was his Batman mug. That he has to clean and put away
CC and Jake finished with putting the leftovers away. And Andy and jinxx were done with the dishes then I finished sweeping easily. Then it was time for the guys to leave. Although they knew that they could stay but jinxx had to go home to Sammi. And everyone else said that they had to do something. Although I don’t know what they meant by something.
It was about ten when I told Andy I was going to go to bed. He nodded and said the same thing. But I was going to actually turn on my phone and see what happened.
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I turned on my phone. I had about 24 texts and 18 missed calls. ‘Oh god he called’ I said. I had voice mails. I deleted all of it. But I didn’t want to call my voicemail box but I had to cause my phone is stupid. Once I did I just kept pressing seven over and over again. The last one though I listened to.
“Cas. You little bitch your not at your house. Lets finnish what we started. I will find you”end of message. I didn’t think it was safe anymore. He was going to find me. He was going to get me. I needed to hide. Run far away. But Andy. I decided that I would leave tomorrow see mom and dad. They can take me home. We would call Mr. Brooks.
I went to bed. I was leaving tomorrow.
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‘Cas why the hell were you texting blade? I told you to stay away from them! You want us to break up don’t you’ yes I did. I didn’t want the baby growing up in this house. I was pregnant he didn’t know that though the only person who knew was Blade. Blade wasn’t the father though. The father was Matt.
‘Matt I was Just’
‘You were just what you slut he got up and pulled my hair making me come closer to him. Throwing me on the ground. He kicked me. I held my stomach trying to protect the baby. He kicked me again and again.
‘Matt stop please’ I cried.
He got on top of me and started punching me.
I screamed. People were knocking and pounding on the door. There was blood. I felt like I was being stabbed in my stomach. I screamed more. There was a noise that sounded like broken glass.
‘Get off of her!’ I heard blade say.
I heard sirens.
‘Cas you gotta stay awake come on Cas Cas Cas!’
~~~~~~~~~~~
“Cas Cas wake up!”
“Andy!” I said hugging him I cried. I cried alot.
“Cas Cas sh what’s wrong?” He said. He held me as I cried. I couldn’t stop crying. Matt. The baby. Blade.
“It..was..just..bad dream.” I managed to say.
“Wanna talk about it?” He asked me his face was tired but there was worry dripping in his words.
“Um” I said I didn’t know if I should tell him or not.
“Cas come on I am your brother you can talk to me” he said his face now awake and filled with worry.
“Okay” I said. I was going to tell him everything. I trusted him. He was my brother.
From: Matt
Hey baby. How is it going? We haven’t talked in a while.
I was hesitate to reply considering the past that matt and I had. Lets just say he is my ex. And we broke up because he ended up going to jail for everything he has done. But I guess he is out and now has my number. Oh god. What am I going to do. Oh idea just delete the text. Then everything will be fine.
“CAS when is dinner?” I heard ash whine. I guess the guys were getting hungry. My phone went off again.
From: Matt
Babe just answer please? I know what I did was wrong but can’t we work it out?
I deleted the text.
“Hold on it will once I come back down.” I said I went to my room turned off my phone and placed it on the nightstand. There problem solved.
I went back down stairs and herd ruffling noises. “Shit she is coming down” “hurry” “fuck okay” what the hell was going on.
“You five better not be eating those cookies” I said.
“Oh good she thought we were eating the cookies” “CC shut the fuck up” I heard Ashley say.
“You were eating the cookies. Weren’t you? Now you all spoiled dinner and—oh” I said. Seeing that the cookies haven’t been touched. Then what were these five up to?
I gave them a suspicious look but gave up. “Dinner will be ready in an hour. Now out.” I said to the five supposedly grown me. To be honest they were more of children that you constantly have to watch or they will break something well except maybe jinxx or Jake they act like older children. CC, Andy, and Ashley on the other hand are giant babies.
I started to make their dinner but to be honest I was scared. I mean how did matt get my number? Okay so here is some more info on why we broke up. Well he was very abusive towards me. I told my parents about it a few months after we started dating because I couldn’t stand it anymore. Of what he would call me and then hit me I had to do something. Sometimes I thought that I deserved it. But really I didn’t my parents made sure of it. After he went to juvie since he was sixteen and I was fifteen. I had alot of therapy. I had to my shrink at least four times a week to make sure it helped, and to be honest it did. I stopped going to therepy the summer of sophomore year. My parents were happy for me because I worked it out with myself. I was happy too. At least till he texted me. He could find me.
An hour later(dinner)
“Boys dinner is ready” I said, Finishing up setting the table.
“I am not a boy. But I still have male genitalia. But I am not considered a boy. Catagorically I am a man.” Andy said. Then I heard the other four laugh.
“Quoting yourself now are you Andy?” Jake said.
“Well its not quoting if I said it technically I am just resaying it” Andy said.
“Oh shut up. I WANT foooooood” Ashley said. Carrying out the “oo”
“Well then sit at the damn table.” I said to them. They obeyed and sat at the table.
“Cas this looks fucking amazing.” CC said. I smiled.
“Well duh it took me forever to make” I said. “Well go ahead eat”
I added. Everyone was very hesitant about eating the food. But Ashley started eating first.
“Cas this is fucking amazing” Ashley said taking another bite of the pasta.
“Well it isn’t that good but thank-you any way” I said. Then every one else started eating their food.
“What Cas this is amazing. Never say it isn’t cause this tastes better than what we have been eating on the road” jinxx said. I thanked him with a smile.
Thirty minutes later——after dinner/chores.
“Cas let us help you clean this time” CC said.
“How about we let Cas handle this cause she just wants it done” I said.
“Did you just talk in third person? Anyway we are going to help you just give us jobs and we will do it and it can get done quicker” jinxx said.
“Well okay if you guys are willing to help” I said.
“Of course its the least we could do after all you did cook” Jake said.
“Okay well how about ash can you clean off the table? And CC and Jake can you put away all the left over food if we have any? And Andy and jinxx get dishes. So I will sweep” I said.
They all nodded and hopped to their chores.
A few minutes into cleaning. I don’t know what happened but it did. The boys were doing pretty good except for ashley trying to balance dishes. That ended very badly. He dropped about half the dishes and they broke. He apologized alot. But to be honest I don’t know why to me. I mean they were Andy’s dishes. Which Andy cared nothing about. The only dish that Andy cared about was his Batman mug. That he has to clean and put away
CC and Jake finished with putting the leftovers away. And Andy and jinxx were done with the dishes then I finished sweeping easily. Then it was time for the guys to leave. Although they knew that they could stay but jinxx had to go home to Sammi. And everyone else said that they had to do something. Although I don’t know what they meant by something.
It was about ten when I told Andy I was going to go to bed. He nodded and said the same thing. But I was going to actually turn on my phone and see what happened.
~~~~~~~
I turned on my phone. I had about 24 texts and 18 missed calls. ‘Oh god he called’ I said. I had voice mails. I deleted all of it. But I didn’t want to call my voicemail box but I had to cause my phone is stupid. Once I did I just kept pressing seven over and over again. The last one though I listened to.
“Cas. You little bitch your not at your house. Lets finnish what we started. I will find you”end of message. I didn’t think it was safe anymore. He was going to find me. He was going to get me. I needed to hide. Run far away. But Andy. I decided that I would leave tomorrow see mom and dad. They can take me home. We would call Mr. Brooks.
I went to bed. I was leaving tomorrow.
~~~~~~~~~~~
‘Cas why the hell were you texting blade? I told you to stay away from them! You want us to break up don’t you’ yes I did. I didn’t want the baby growing up in this house. I was pregnant he didn’t know that though the only person who knew was Blade. Blade wasn’t the father though. The father was Matt.
‘Matt I was Just’
‘You were just what you slut he got up and pulled my hair making me come closer to him. Throwing me on the ground. He kicked me. I held my stomach trying to protect the baby. He kicked me again and again.
‘Matt stop please’ I cried.
He got on top of me and started punching me.
I screamed. People were knocking and pounding on the door. There was blood. I felt like I was being stabbed in my stomach. I screamed more. There was a noise that sounded like broken glass.
‘Get off of her!’ I heard blade say.
I heard sirens.
‘Cas you gotta stay awake come on Cas Cas Cas!’
~~~~~~~~~~~
“Cas Cas wake up!”
“Andy!” I said hugging him I cried. I cried alot.
“Cas Cas sh what’s wrong?” He said. He held me as I cried. I couldn’t stop crying. Matt. The baby. Blade.
“It..was..just..bad dream.” I managed to say.
“Wanna talk about it?” He asked me his face was tired but there was worry dripping in his words.
“Um” I said I didn’t know if I should tell him or not.
“Cas come on I am your brother you can talk to me” he said his face now awake and filled with worry.
“Okay” I said. I was going to tell him everything. I trusted him. He was my brother.
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