I could tell that Andy was confused by what I meant. He was about to say something but I stopped him before he could.

“Wait here” I said sternly. I didn’t want him to follow me. I wanted to see if Buffy would work for anything I didn’t know if the bear would do much but it was wortha shot. I ran up the stairs looking behind me just in case Andy didn’t listen he did good. I ran to the room Andy gave me and I got Buffy from the bed and ran back down stairs hoping I wouldn’t fall. Once I got down the stairs I put Buffy behind my back.

“Cas what is going to jog my memory exactly?” Andy said once I got to the living room.

“Well this” I said to him showing him the little Halloween bear. He looked at me wide eyed. I didn’t know weither or not it worked. I felt a bit stupid till he said something.

“Cas where did you find him?” He asked me. The wheels were turning in his head. He remembered.

Andy’s P.O.V
~~~~~~~~~~~

“Wait here” she said to me. What was she getting? I asked myself. I had no clue what she was doing. She came back down stairs.

“Cas what is going to jog my memory exactly?” I said to her.

“Well this” she said to me showing me a bear that I named Buffy. I looked at her with wide eyes. She had him how? I thought I lost him.

“Cas where did you find him?” I asked Cas. I remembered her when I said that I was going to L.A. to go on tour. And to write and record We stitch these wounds. I did have her around growing up it was just such a long time ago. How could I have forgotten was still my unanswered question. Did I lose my memory or did we end up in a fight to the point I forgot about her? There was so much shit I needed answers to but I didn’t get.

“So Buffy was yours.” She said to me.I was feeling horrible for not visiting as much as I should have.

“Yeah he was. Man I haven’t seen the thing since well obviously since I gave him to you.” I said chuckling.

“Well I am glad I brought him along then” she said smiling. She sat down and held the bear close to her chest. I couldn’t help but feel bad for how much I missed.

“Well are you excited to turn eighteen?” I asked her. She looked at me then back at the bear.

“I really don’t care for getting older. Right now just being able to see you and the whole rest if the band. That has been my real dream. And I feel that turning eighteen won’t compare” she said. She didn’t know how wrong she was. Her party was going to be epic.

“Oh. So you did listen to my bands music?” I asked her smirking.

“Oh now don’t start getting all cocky biersack” she said with a little attitude.

“Well then biersack are you threatening me?” I said getting up. She looked at me wide eyed.

“What do you think your doing?” she asked me.

“Oh yeah know just going to do this” I said pouncing on her and lifting her over my shoulder.

“Andrew Dennis Biersack you put me down right now!” she said. I was having to much fun.

“Oh well where would the fun be in that?” I said. I had a slight smirk while I was taking her to the basement where the guys and I practiced sometimes.

“Andy put me down right now she said.

“As you wish” I said to her and plopped her on the little couch we had down there.

“Where are we?” she asked me.

“The basement” I said to her bluntly

“Oh my god can I use one of the guitars?” she asked me like a little kid.

“Oh yeah well we can’t tell jinxx though” I told her. Knowing how much jinxx and Jake would kill me for messing with the instruments. They had this strict rule with them. They were not toys they said. They were works of art and should be treated with care, to be honest when they told me it sounded like they thought that the instruments were human. Cas nodded agreeingly. I got one of the acoustics that was on a stand. The only time we ever used the acoustic was for writing the songs. There was only about five guitars and the drum set. We also had my mic of course.

I gave her the instrument and she took it happily. She started strumming a few chords. I listened to them I started realizing that these chord were similar. I knew this song.

“What?” she asked me. She also stopped playing.

“No not what why. Why did you stop playing?” I asked her.

“Well because you had this confused look on your face that’s why now tell me what” she said I was starting to get a little confused but I understood.

“It’s just that I know that song” I said to her. She chuckled a bit.

“Well you should know the song. It’s yours” she said smiling.

“Really? Which one?” I asked her. Now I knew she was apart of the BVB army.

“Well it was The Morticians Daughter” she said to me.

“Oh” was all I said. That song always brought up old memories.

“Yeah mom and dad told me about scout. But at least you moved on you found Juliet” she said smiling. She knew about scout. We didn’t end horribly And she was right I did move on to Juliet. I was happy.

“So you wanna jam out for a bit?” she asked me. I hoped the guys wouldn’t kill me but I agreed and she played the guitar and I sang. We jammed to morticians daughter and savior when I realized that she wouldn’t sing along.

“Cas sing” I said to her.

“What?” she asked me.

“You heard me sing” I said to her again. He started blushing a bit but I didn’t know why. I mean I’m her brother. And I wanted to listen to her sing.

“Well I can’t really sing” she whispered but I heard her loud and clear.

“Cas I’m your brother and we are in a basement. It’s not like I am asking you to sing on stage with me.” I said to her.

“Yeah but-” I cut her off.

“No. No buts you are singing” I said to her. She was hesitant to start playing again. But she started playing a song I wasn’t familiar with.

“Is there a right way for how this goes You’ve got your friends And you’ve got your foes They want a piece of something hot Forget your name like they forgot

Ain’t that something

So when I see you crash and burn I criticize your every word I’m trying to keep from going insane Ain’t that the way of this whole damn thing

Trying to be something..

More

Nobody’s gonna love you if You can’t display a way to capture this

Nobody’s gonna hold your hand And guide you through No it’s up for you to understand

Nobody’s gonna feel your pain When all is done And it’s time for you to walk away

So when you have today You should say all that you have to say

Say all that you have to say

Is there a right way for being strong Feels like I’m doing things all wrong Still I’m here just holding on Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs

Just trying to show you something.. More

Nobody’s gonna love you if You can’t display a way to capture this

Nobody’s gonna hold your hand And guide you through It’s up for you to understand

Nobody’s gonna feel your pain When all is done And it’s time for you to walk away

When you have today You should say all that you have to say

Don’t point the blame when you can’t find nothing Look to yourself and you might find something It’s time that we sorted out All of the things We complain about

So listen close to the sound of your soul Take back a life We led once before If it ain’t you then who If it ain’t you Then who’s gonna love you?

Nobody’s gonna love you if You can’t display a way to capture this

Nobody’s gonna hold your hand And guide you through It’s up for you to understand

Nobody’s gonna feel your pain When all is done And it’s time for you to walk away

When you have today You should say all that you have to say

So when you have today You should say all that you have to say” she sang. I didn’t even know what to say although I wanted to be a complete dick and say she got her singing from me. But she sang like an angel to be honest I had a very deep voice but she had this beautiful voice like it was amazing.

“I told you I sound horrible” she said.

“No no you do not. You sound like an angel you sound beautiful” I said to her. She shook her head.

“You really think so?” she asked me.

“Yes” I said to her.

“Okay well I think were done messing with the guitar” she said I nodded. We put it away and went back to the living room. I checked to see what time it was. It was about one in the morning so I thought it would be good to watch a movie.

“So you wanna watch a movie?” I asked Cas.

“Yeah but what movie?” she asked me.

“Batman” I said she laughed slightly.

“Okay we will watch batman” she said. I smiled and wet to put the movie in. She sat on the couch and I sat next to her. She stayed up until the middle of the movie so I decided to call it a night.

I picked her up bridal style and carried her to her room. The door wasnt shut but it wasn’t open either,so I used my foot to open it. I walked in and I laid her in the bed and tucked her in. That’s when I saw a picture. It was a family picture from when she was little. I was in it. I just stared at it, I didn’t know why or how I forgot but at least I knew that I was there. I stopped snooping. I was about to leave but I heard Cas mumble something. She looked like a baby. If I was going to let CC date her he would treat her right. I smiled then left her room. I closed the door behind me and went to make sure the doors were locked then went to my room,and changed into my boxers and a tank top. I got into my bed and fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

Castielle’s P.O.V. ~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up in my bed. I remember watching a movie and I fell asleep during the movie. I couldn’t stay up no matter how much I wanted to just talk to Andy but I guess I passed out. The question was how did I get in my bed. But then it hit me; Andy carried me. Why didn’t he just leave me on the couch. I looked at what time it was. It wasn’t that bad although it was noon. I got out of bed I didn’t bother changing. Although people were most likely coming over so I took a shower.

I got out of the shower and got dressed in a pair of black skinnies an A7X tank top.

I looked at the time it was one. At least I knew that Andy was up. But there was still a big task that needed to be handled.

Food shopping.

I walked downstairs to the living room I saw Andy and the rest of the guys. They were chatting away but then Ashley looked up.

“CAS you are finally awake” he said smiling. CC turned around and smiled.

“Yes I am awake. Now we are going to all go on an adventure” I said to them. That’s when I got everyone’s full attention. Andy raised an eyebrows, jinxx looked calm, CC looked very confused, Ashley was wide eyed, and Jake was just cool with it. To be honest I was going to like telling them that we were going to an actual grocery store.

“What kind of adventure?” Jake asked.

“We are going to a grocery store.” I said to them. They looked at each other then looked at me like I was joking.

“But they have malls and pizza we don’t necessarily have to go buy food do we?” CC asked. How did these boys live? I bet the girls went shopping. Of course.

“Yes we do need to go buy food because Andy has none. So every body up and I will get shoes on and then we are leaving to go to the store.” I said to them. I got groans and whys as a response. I smiled and got on my toms.

I grabbed my bag and we were off. -———————————————————

We found a little grocery mart that was a perfect place for the boys to go and not get distracted by anything.

“Did we all have to come?” CC asked.

“Yes now if all of you be good I will buy you all some candy or whatever” I said to them Jinxx and Jake chuckled to themselves but it wasn’t them I was worried about.

“So what do you all enjoy eating?” I asked them.

“Pizza” CC and Ashley replied.

“Well except for pizza” I said to them acting like my mom would when she asked me and my dad wanted for dinner.

“Well how about pasta?” Jinxx said.

“We can do pasta oh and we can get some salad and chicken” I said excitedly as we entered the mart.

“No we are having candy for dinner” Andy said. We got a few stares from other shoppers but the guys didn’t care.

“We must find the candy!” CC said. I wanted to face plan right then.

“Jinxx help me” I pleaded to him he had this apologetic look on his face.

“Okay how about Andy CC and Ashley go find the candy and whatever else you guys want” Jake said helping me out with them.

“Okay wait we have to have a contest.” Andy said. “Who ever finds the candy first gets first dibs” he, said. And by that the three of them took off running for candy and what not. Jinxx, Jake and I couldn’t help but laugh at them. And they did get stared at by some people but they didn’t care.

I grabbed a cart and we started for the chicken. “Okay so we all agreed on pasta. So to the freezer section.” I said.

“So how was last night? Andy told us about the whole talk you two had” Jinxx said.

“Oh well we had a big talk about why mom and dad kept me a secret to be honest I think that it was a good thing.” I said to him.

“Why do you think it was a good thing? I mean I know Andy would have liked to know you” Jake said.

“Well I just think that with Andy’s busy schedule it wouldn’t have worked” I said they both nodded.
We got to the freezer section we just needed to find out where the chicken was. “Ah ha I found it” I said thinking out loud. Jinxx and Jake looked at me funny.

“The chicken” I said. They nodded like they knew what I was talking about. I put the chicken in the cart.

“Boo” someone said from behind me.

“What the hell CC!” I said to him also hitting him on the chest.

“Ow Cas what was that for?” He asked me Jinxx and Jake were just standing there trying not to laugh. To be honest they failed epicly.

“Well for scaring me you dick” I said to him. He gave me this hurt look but I didn’t care.

“You know that hurts” he said sarcastically.

“Uh huh” I said to him not really caring about his not so hurt tone.

Just then I saw Ashley and Andy they had candy and looked very happy about it.

“So who won?” I asked them. They pointed at CC so I looked in the cart. I found nerds, kit kats, and skittles. “Oh” was all I said.

“Well we need to get some heavy whipping cream, cheese, I am sure Andy has salt but I am going to get some. And also I am getting butter” I said.

“Um Cas why do we need whipped cream?” Ashley said. That moment I wanted to face palm. These boys knew nothing about cooking.

“Not whipped cream Ashley heavy whipping cream. Its how you make fetecini Alfredo.” I said. Andy Ashley and CC looked at me like I was crazy.

“You know what you guys are going to eat it because I am making it and it is food.” I said sternly they nodded their heads and we continued walking.

“So what else are we eating?” Andy asked.

“Well tonight for dinner we are having chicken and the pasta and we are also having brocolli so no complaining about anything.” I said to him.

“Well what if we do not like vegetables” CC said. I stopped walking and turned around and glared at them.

“You guys are eating it. Like I said before I am making it and it is food. So there is no if ands or buts you are all eating it” I said to them. They nodded their heads. I think I scared them enough to make them eat the food.

Once we got all the stuff we needed for dinner tonight. I asked them what they wanted for the four days. Cause I knew that I would have to go home but at least I knew that they would have food. We checked out and turns out we spent well over one hundred dollars. We loaded the car with the groceries and we got in the car and went home.

A few hours later….

“Cas why can’t we eat the cookies??” CC whined.

“Because I said to wait till after dinner now get out of the kitchen” I said to him. I made cookies for the guys cause I wanted them to have
some kind of desert.

“BUT THEY SMELL LIKE DELICOUSNESS” CC and Andy said at the exact same time. I laughed at how childish they were acting.

But then I felt my phone vibrate.

It was Matt.