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Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

Chapter Fifty Nine

"Holy hell Cass are you okay what happened?" Jake began as the surrounding men circled the sobbing teen, who was clinging onto Jinxx. "Au..u..ustin ch..eat..ed" i sobbed my nose running from my state. Threats for Austin were barked around the room making a small smile grace my face but that didn't last for long as images of him lip locked with that girl made my tears spill over once more. "Come on Bambi dry your eyes, i know how tough it is but you gotta move on and i know it will take a while but believe me everything will work out for the better, i promise." Jinxx soothed wiping my tears away with his thumbs. The door bell ringing sparked my attention as i cuddled into the sofa beside Jinxx. "I'll get it!" Veronicka sounded as she moved out the room. All was silent from the living room until her voice boomed through out the house, "I swear to god Austin if you step one more foot near her i will personally rip off your manhood." Andy then followed in Veronicka's footsteps and after a few seconds Andy voice was present, "Austin i liked you kid but you better get to fuck before i beat the shit out of you for hurting Cass." One by one more voices joined the door sending Austin away with shame and possibly terror while i sat in the corner of the living room tears streaming down my face as Dad shushed my sobbing. I don't even know how to describe the pain, my anger has diffused and pain has replaced as if my heart was glass and has been shattered. I mean i've known that boy from the age of what 6? he's helped me through all my demons every single one i have always had Austin to rely on. I know i should hate him but i don't i will never ever hate that boy, how could i without Austin in my life i would of been gone a long time ago and that's a fact. I feel like my life is turning into a sob story and i won't have it, i'm Cassara freakin Coma champion of kicking butts and eating a whole taco in under one minute. I refuse to sit here and cry all day, crying about my problems is reserved for 3 am when i am lonely and eating my entire body weight in junk food. But Austin was so cute...and that smile...oh and the eyes ugh the eyes they shone like diamonds. Cassara stop it you will not think about that douche bag cheater and he certainly didn't think of you when he was with that slut. You're right...oh god i'm speaking to myself i need to get out. "Veronicka i'm going out you coming?" I yelled desperate to leave the house, "Yeah sure just give me uno momento!" Shaking my head i laced up my black boots and throwing on my leather jacket over my fluffy black and white sweater that i matched with some black leggings, i know so adventurous *note the sarcasm. "Okay i'm here let's get a move on," Veronicka said as she threw on her black jacket after that she quickly informed Jake that we where going out and should be back before dark. Leaving the house the cool January air hit me making me shudder, god it's cold i thought as i gripped my jacket closer.
"So how is your day going?" Veronicka questioned awkwardly.
"Terrible, utter crap if i'm going to be honest little one."
"Oh crap bad question sorry Cass i didn't mean to bring Austin up, crap i just brought him up uh umm so sports?" she panicked making me let out a slight laugh at her panicked state.
"You know i hate sports Nicky, how about we go get some ice cream and the go to a book store."
"Really Ice cream in January? Its freezing!"
"Okay then how about we get some hot chocolate at Starbucks then go to the book store as i really wanna get the limited addition shiny hunger games books."
"Yeah hot chocolate sounds but Cass you've already got the hunger games trilogy at home why do you want another copy?"
"Cause they are SHINY, SHINY MY GIRL SHINY! and i'm kinda obsessed." With a role of her crystal eyes we set off towards Starbucks.



"God that guy at Starbucks was on his man period i mean who peed on his pancakes." Veronicka chirped as we crossed the street towards the book store our hot chocolate gripped in out palm tightly. "Yeah i suppose he was kinda grouchy and he spelt my name wrong like who the flip had the letters EY in the word Cass." Grumbling slightly we stumbled through the doors making the little bell ring, my favourite smell of new books hitting my senses. Waving to the old woman Mrs Jenkins who owns the book store and who i have spent a lot of time speaking to over the past months, revising here for school. Making my way over, the precious books in my view a problem came to hand. Realising that they where on the top shelf and so i could not reach them i began to stretch my arm. "God damn it why did i get cursed with being small," i grumbled as i reached higher when an arm pulled the book from the shelf. Spinning on my heels away to argue with the unknown arm for taking the book i clearly wanted i was soon silenced. Stood before me was a boy who had a small smile planted on his face, his arms out handing me the book. "Thanks." i spoke taking the book from the nice stranger who sent me a small smile then walked away leaving me alone. Okay my day just got 10 x better.

Notes

So Austin and her are no longer together but will it stay that way or will a new man take her fancy?
Who is this new stranger?

Comment below! Oh and after Thursday all my tests are over so more updates will be after then and yeah - Em xx

Comments

Love it!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
1/31/15

@IzzieDeadno @BVB_BITCHES @BVBArmie @AP Luver

The sequel is up xx

alltimefangirl alltimefangirl
1/25/15

@I was innocent once....
he will be gone quicker than you expect and more interesting things will take place

alltimefangirl alltimefangirl
1/25/15

URRRRRGGGGGG I FREAKING HATE LUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYY?????????????? CAN'T HE BE LIKE GONE ALREADY?????????

Damn good drama!! LOVED IT!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
1/25/15